Twenty-Three

WARNING: this whole chapter is pretty much smut, read at your own discretion.I hope you enjoy it guys, I know a lot of you have been really waiting for this😅 Thanks for always supporting me, it means a lot🥺 I had pretty shitty days this past week but you cheered me up!😄💚 ILYYY

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We had been waiting for so long for this to happen that I had thought that everything would be rushed. That our lust and neediness would take over the moment, letting our raw desire take control of our bodies and that we would desperately hurry up things, needing to finally get release after months of tension and uncertainty. And I had thought that it would all be over before I could even process it was happening.

But it wasn't like that in the slightest.

And it couldn't have been more perfect.

Once Sam had taken my shirt off, he kissed me passionately, grasping my waist with one of his hands while his other arm supported his body over mine. I could tell we were both excited, as we knew this time there was nothing stopping us, knowing this time what we felt was real. But some minutes of heated making-out later, he pulled away, brushing a strand of hair that had stuck onto my cheek behind my ear.

- I want to take my time with you – he said in a raspy voice as he looked at me, caressing my right cheekbone with his knuckles while he studied my face – I don't want this to be just another night.

- There's no way this could be just another night – I whispered back wholeheartedly, cupping his face with my hands as I looked at him in adoration.

I knew very well this wasn't just another night, and that it wouldn't be. Not for him, and not for me. For once after all, we were on the same page. We wanted this to work, not only physically but emotionally. We wanted each other, and we couldn't deny it any longer.

He slowly brushed our noses together, the simple gesture making my nerves tingle, before he pecked my lips softly, pulling away to stare back at me.

- You don't understand how long I've waited for this to happen – he admitted with a soft chuckle, shaking his head a little as he eased his tension – And now that we are here it seems surreal.

- I know – I smiled back at him. I knew the feeling. I still couldn't believe the night had ended up like this, with both of us saying we loved each other and finally taking things seriously after so long.

I reached up to plant my lips on his' again, and they responded right away with eagerness but keeping the pace slow. Our lips parted and our tongues sensually met, moving as if they were meant to be with each other. I had already known Sam was an excellent kisser, but that night, his kisses felt different. They were laced with emotion, that traveled from his lips to my own, crawling down to my heart and making it beat faster. He was pouring his soul into everything he did, and even if he wasn't literally naked yet, he was showing himself completely bare to me.

His mouth eventually moved to my jaw, trailing down until he reached my neck. He explored every inch of my skin there with his lips, licking, kissing and sucking on the right spots, igniting everywhere he touched. My hands involuntarily reached for his hair, holding onto it as I tilted my head back to allow him more access. I would never get tired of this.

After he paid special attention to the area where my pulse could be easily felt, which he knew was my weak spot, he hovered over the skin of my chest with his mouth, pressing feather light kisses to my collarbones before one of his hands reached up to my bra strap. While his head moved to kiss my opposite shoulder, he let his fingers play with the thin material that was keeping my chest covered. He slowly slid it down my upper arm, grazing my soft skin with his fingers as he silently indicated he wanted to see more.

He didn't even need to ask as I quickly sat up, making him lean away a little, and unclasped my bra before tossing it down to the floor. I wasn't nervous about being naked in front of him, as I really felt comfortable with my body and him seeing it, but I tucked my hair behind my ears anyways, something I did whenever I was anxious.

His smile grew as he pushed me down to the bed again, our bare torsos pressing against each other while his lips met mine once more. We were both smiling so much that we had to break away from our kiss, laughing at how stupid we must have looked. He hid his head in the crook of my neck in an attempt to stifle his soft laughter, my arms hugging him close to me as I calmed myself down too.

- Stop laughing – I whined with a huge grin, smacking his shoulder blade playfully as I placed a tiny kiss to the shell of his ear.

- I'm sorry – he chuckled, lifting his head up to kiss me briefly. He pecked my lips a couple more times until his laughs had subsided, turning into a deep kiss as desire clouded our minds again.

Once again, his lips trailed down my neck, this time reaching the valley between my breasts immediately. He took his time to appreciate what he had before his eyes, letting his fingers explore and his nose brush over my skin.

When his mouth closed around my nipple and sucked, my body jolted as if electricity were running through it. His lips felt hot and wet against me, contrasting with the colder air of his room. Goosebumps had already formed all over my body, but they only intensified as he licked my skin, leaving tingles wherever he touched. Sam kept on nibbling, his teeth grazing my flesh occasionally in between his kisses, while he fondled my other breast with his big hand.

- Your skin is so soft – he mumbled against my nipple, moving his lips to give attention to the other one as he turned his head.

- Not as soft as yours – I replied in between my heavy breathing, running my fingernails down his back. I bit my lip as he kept on massaging my breasts with his mouth and hands, eliciting tiny moans from me as he devoted himself to my bare chest.

Some minutes later I felt desperate to kiss him again, needing to get some other sort of release. So I pulled from his hair and brought his face back to mine, crashing my lips to his. Taking advantage of the moment, I rolled us over, straddling his body with mine without breaking our kiss apart. His hands immediately went down to my ass and squeezed, making me whimper softly against his mouth. I pulled away and sat down on his groin, slowly smoothening my hands over his chest and abdomen to touch every inch of his sculpted torso. His eyes looked up at me with so much emotion that they made me blush, but I still kept on roaming his body with my hands unashamedly, enjoying every single second of it.

Without effort, I unbuttoned my pants, moving to quickly remove them before I resumed my straddling position over his hips.

- Sorry for the lack of sexiness – I chuckled once I was back on his lap, referring to my awkward undressing while my palms went back to softly explore the rigid planes of his abdomen. I rolled my hips gently against his, feeling him hardening beneath me and making him groan instantly.

- You are the hottest girl I have ever seen – Sam replied in a serious tone, looking at my naked upper body and then my face. He stared at me like I was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen, and under his gleaming eyes, he almost made me me believe it.

His hands quickly met my thighs and butt again, groping them shamelessly as he moved my hips against his groin once more. He kept on repeating the action, the friction building up both of us more as just a few pieces of clothing separated us. I could feel him rock hard between my legs, making me smirk to myself knowing it was me who had caused it.

Feeling bold, I leaned over his face to bite his lip teasingly, pulling from it gently before I moved to place open mouthed kisses down his chest. The way in which his body tensed under my touch encouraged me to keep on moving, trailing my mouth down his abdomen until I reached the waistband of his black jeans. I unbuttoned them easily, pulling the zipper down and removing the piece of clothing quickly. Surprisingly, he was wearing underwear, but that didn't prevent me from palming him through his boxer briefs, feeling him hot and dense in my hand.

- Fuck – he groaned as his eyes closed, his body immediately stiffening beneath mine.

He quickly rolled us over again, keeping my legs wrapped around his hips as he ground against my still clothed centre. I inevitably moaned, bringing my arms up quickly to wrap around his neck to pull  him closer. Our mouths met immediately; it felt like there was a magnetic pull preventing them from being away from each other for more than a minute. Not like I was complaining.

Without breaking the kiss, he slowly slid his hand down my abdomen, tracing my skin delicately until he reached the hem of my panties. He slid his fingers beneath the fabric carefully, and even before he had reached my dripping core, my body was already reacting to his delightful touch. I had never been so responsive to any guy's touch before, but with him, everything seemed to be more intense.

As soon as his fingers first slid between my folds, I arched my back, humming to myself as my eyes closed. He started peppering my jaw and neck with kisses, moving his index and middle fingers expertly over my heat, teasing it slowly. I didn't know if it was because of his big hands or the callouses on his long digits, but the contrasting feeling of his rough skin caressing the softest bit of mine had me almost shaking.

When his thumb first grazed over my clit I moaned loudly, and quickly brought his face up again to stifle the rest of my whimpers with his mouth.

- Sam – I cried against his lips in desperation, needing more of him while his hand kept on working. His breath fanning over my face didn't help me to clear my mind either, as they only added to the knot of pleasant pressure that had started to form down my lower abdomen.

He replied by biting my lower lip gently and sucking from it generously, letting it go just before two of his fingers slid into me. My whole body jolted, my toes even curling, as he started to skilfully graze my inner walls with his fingers, curling them in just the perfect way to touch all the right spots. He slowly built up the pace until they were relentlessly moving in and out of me with ease, not being rough in the slightest, and making my eyes roll to the back of my head. Where he had learned to do that, I didn't know, but I never wanted him to stop. The well-known feeling was starting to intensify on the pit of my stomach, and I knew I was getting close.

When the pads of his fingers casually caressed my front-wall I had to bite my lip forcefully to prevent myself from screaming. I was overly sensitive there, and he clearly picked up on that, as he began to repeat the motion over and over again, making my body shake in pleasure. He slid a third digit in, ravishing my throat with kisses as he found my g-spot, dividing his attention between said place and my front-wall.

- Oh my god, Sam – I whimpered, hugging him closer to me as my eyes shut. I felt like my body was about to explode in bliss.

- Come for me, baby – he encouraged, kissing my lips softly. He never stopped his hand from moving, caressing my clit with the knuckle of his thumb.

The sound of his sultry voice did it for me, as suddenly waves of pleasure started to take over my body and I hit my orgasm. He kept on moving his fingers against me as I rode my high, muffling my cries with his lips as he kissed me passionately. I was literally shivering, so he let the weight of his body fall on mine to prevent me from shaking further.

Once my body finally relaxed under his', he pulled his hand away, slowly going back to hovering over my body and sucked my fluids that were dripping down his fingers. He closed his eyes as he did, humming in pleasure and making me blush.

- Even sweeter than I remembered – he mumbled once he was done, placing a kiss on my cheek before resting both of his forearms besides my head, hovering just a few inches away from me me as we stared at each other.

- Sam – I whispered, still in a haze as I cupped his cheeks with my hands. He pressed his forehead against mine and kissed my lips tenderly, momentarily preventing my shaky voice from saying anything else. When he pulled away, his eyes met my own, looking at me filled with sentiment. His hair was a mess, but it still looked beautiful, cascading down both sides of his gorgeous face – I need you – I confessed, rubbing my thumbs over his cheekbones adoringly.

I didn't just mean that I physically needed him, although it was also true. I wanted him to know that I needed him in my life, I needed him to hold me, I needed him to let me love him. He moved his head to place a kiss on the palm of my hand that was cradling his face, as if he understood what I was trying to say with just looking at me.

- I'm all yours – he whispered back with glowing eyes, leaning down to kiss me again.

Our mouths moved against each other with so much love and intensity that every single fibre on my body was tingling. One of his hands that had moved to rest against my waist slowly slid down, taking my panties on its way until they were finally removed from my lower half, leaving me fully naked. I reached for his boxers too, tugging from the black material and taking them off with his help. I went back to grabbing his hair afterwards, pulling him down to a hungry kiss, our tongues moving more desperately and eagerly.

- Condom – I mumbled once we pulled away and we recovered our breaths, loosening my grip around his neck so that he could look for said thing.

He extended his long arm and opened the first drawer from his nightstand, retrieving the squared packet from it before closing it. He ripped it open with his teeth, but before he could do anything, I took it from his hands, making him raise an eyebrow curiously.

- Let me – I said, fighting against the smirk that was forming on my lips.

With an amused yet satisfied face, he rolled over to the side a little so that I could wrap him in the piece of latex. It suddenly hit me that it was the first time I was seeing him completely naked, or at least the first time I could recall, and I couldn't prevent my eyes from roaming all over his body. He was beautiful, from head to toes, and there was no doubt of it.

When my gaze reached his face again, I blushed, realising he was staring at me with a smug smile, clearly noticing I had been ogling him. I bit on my lower lip in embarrassment, covering my eyes with my forearm as I let out a nervous laugh, rolling onto my back. He tugged from my arm so that he could see my face again, bringing my hand to his lips and kissing my knuckles. He didn't let go of it, preventing me from covering my face again, as his eyes moved down to scan the rest of my body. He bit his lip as well, a tiny smile appearing on it as he took me in adoringly, making me feel like a goddess under his stare.

- So beautiful – he whispered, craddling my cheek with one of his hands affectionately.

His eyes didn't look anywhere but me as he rolled back to hover over my body, positioning himself between my legs. They immediately wrapped around his waist, bringing him incredibly close as my fingers started to skim over the skin of his face, tracing each feature on it while I absorbed his beauty. The moonlight that illuminated the room created shadows on his cheekbones with his eyelashes, and I was completely hypnotised by them. I could feel the tip of his member dangerously close to my entrance, but I was so entailed with the love pouring from his eyes that I couldn't pay attention to anything else.

- I love you – I said in a vulnerable whisper, meeting his eyes as they melted on mine.

His thumb caressed my temple, moving back and forth slowly as he assimilated my words for the second time that night with an appeased smile on his face. Even though the words still felt foreign coming out of my mouth, they couldn't feel more right. I could tell he was still getting used to the feeling too, as his eyes had gleamed with awe as soon as I had said them.

- I love you too – he smiled, leaning down again to capture my lips with his.

He thrusted into me so strongly yet so delicately that I lost my breath in surprise, wrapping my arms tighter around his neck as he filled me to the hilt. It felt like nothing else had ever felt before, every single nerve on my body ignited and sent waves of dopamine that completely clouded my brain in a haze. He pulled away slowly, only to ram into me again, making my eyes close and my head tilt up. I could feel every single inch of him, filling me up in the most perfect way, fitting into me like no one had ever done before.

- Are you okay? – he whispered worriedly, brushing some loose strands of hair from my face in concern as he remained still.

- Never been better – I smiled slightly out of breath, bringing him down to kiss him at the same time I rocked my hips into his, telling him to move again.

He started thrusting into me and it took less than a second for us to find the perfect pace. I felt complete; being so close to him, sharing this moment with him, felt better than I could have ever imagined. Our bodies moved in complete synch, as if they had been always meant to be with one another. He buried his face in the crook of my neck, kissing and nibbling on it in an attempt to stifle his groans. My hands that had been latching onto his neck and hair started to roam all over his back, scratching down its length and digging into his skin each time he hit me with a strong thrust. This was heaven on Earth.

Without stopping his movements, he carefully grabbed one of my legs that was tightly wrapped around his hips, moving it slightly upwards in a way he could change the angle in which he was thrusting into me. As soon as he did it, I couldn't abstain my back from arching, as he was reaching deeper now and I could feel his full length moving against my sensitive front-wall.

- Sam – I moaned his name, digging my nails into his shoulder blades as he kept on plunging into me in that specific way.

- You feel so good, damn it, Gwenny – he groaned, picking up the pace as he bit on my earlobe.

All of my senses were heightened. The smell of him, the taste of his tongue as he kissed me, the softness of his skin under my palms and the little sounds he was making overwhelmed me, turning me on in a way I couldn't even explain. The feeling of him inside me and the look on his eyes as he pulled away from my lips had me trembling in lust and love; and I felt like I couldn't get enough of him. We weren't simply having sex, no, we were making love. Every move we made and the way in which we looked into the other's eyes, caressing each other tenderly as our pelvises met, made the whole experience unique, beyond any other night I could have spent with anyone before. I knew my orgasm was starting to build up again in the pit of my stomach, but I wanted this moment to last forever.

His thrusts began to turn more desperate, and I could tell he was close too. My hips moved to meet his, wanting him to feel as much pleasure as he was making me feel. I unconsciously clenched around his hard cock, making him moan deeply and bite the skin of my jaw.

- Do that again – he groaned with my skin between his teeth. I happily obliged, clenching with more purpose this time and making his head roll back as he kept on ramming into me – Fuck, Gwen.

- I'm close, Sammy – I murmured in a shaky voice, letting my eyes close and trailing my hands down the sides of his neck. I just wanted to focus on the feeling of him inside of me.

- I'm close too, baby, keep talking to me – he encouraged, squeezing my thigh and waist gently, making me look at him.

- You make me feel so good – I whimpered as he rested his forehead on mine, slamming particularly hard into me – I've never felt this way before.

- I know – he breathed out, not with cockiness, but telling me he had never felt like this before either – I love you.

I responded by crashing my lips against his in a sweet kiss, but it was interrupted a couple minutes later as I couldn't take the pleasure anymore, my head tilting back as my body arched under his'. His mouth moved to my jaw again as his own thrusts got sloppier, really nearing his own release.

I beat him to it, as my body started shaking uncontrollably in the most mind-blowing orgasm I had ever had in my life. I felt like all of my senses had exploded, making me feel more than it was even possible, bliss and ecstasy completely clouding my mind as my eyes closed. My walls spasmed repeatedly around him as I experienced my peak, making him come right away inside the condom. He groaned and cursed, biting down on my shoulder as his body shuddered over mine, finally leaning all of his weight onto me.

We didn't move an inch, too consumed in everything we were feeling to even attempt anything. We were both panting, and I could feel his increased heartbeat against my own, which was just as fast as his. The smallest beads of sweat were trailing down our hot bodies, but none of us seemed to mind. For a moment, I wondered if he was falling asleep, but his rapid breathing against my neck told me otherwise. He was just as absorbed as me, taking in everything that had just happened.

Eventually, he lifted his head from my chest, our eyes meeting for the first time after we had reached climax almost together. I had never seen so much love in someone's stare, but I was sure my eyes were dripping with the same emotion too. A strand of hair had stuck onto my sweaty cheek, but he brushed it away, removing some other pieces that were sticking to my neck as well. None of us could remove the shy smiles from our faces, as at least I had never been happier in my life before.

- Hey – Sam mumbled as he looked at me, his tiny smile growing a little bit bigger. His hand that had been brushing my hair started to caress my face, slowly tracing it with his knuckles.

- Hey – I mumbled back, biting down on my lower lip softly.

We stayed like that, stupidly staring at each other with grins on our faces, for what felt like forever. I never wanted to let go of this, of his dishevelled hair after I had tug from it for hours, of his lips plump from all the kissing, from his skin pressed firmly against mine, from the feeling of being loved by him and only him.

He slowly removed himself from inside me, making me immediately miss him and taking off the condom and dropping it in the bin next to his bed. He rolled onto his back and pulled me closer to him, moving so that I rested my head on his soft chest as he wrapped me in his arms. Without even noticing, I started to draw patterns on his torso with my fingers, slowly tracing his small but defined muscles with them. His hand absentmindedly reached for my hair too, massaging my scalp and brushing down the long strands carefully.

- That was... - he started with a deep sigh, not knowing how to put it in words.

- Amazing? – I wondered softly, not wanting to interrupt his thoughts. My index finger was drawing circles around his belly button, but it moved up to trace his chest instead as I waited for his reply.

- No. Anything we say won't make it justice – he chuckled after some seconds of thinking, pecking my forehead briefly.

I rolled onto my stomach and placed my hands on his pecs, resting my chin on top of them as I stare into his eyes. He traced the bridge of my nose with his index finger slowly, while his other hand trailed up and down my back, looking at me intently. I shifted forward a little bit to softly peck his lips before I resumed my position, getting lost in his deep brown orbs.

- From now on we'll have to make sure we lock the front door – Sam chuckled, running his fingers down my hair. Seeing my frown, he elaborated - I'm not going to risk it being interrupted while doing this by both of our best friends, that don't seem to know how to knock on a door before barging in - he said, referring to Danny and Brooke's random visits to our apartment - And I'm not going to restrain myself from repeating this either – he added with a stupid wink, making me roll my eyes playfully.

He just chuckled, moving to kiss the tip of my nose briefly before resting his head back against the pillow. We just stayed like that, simply staring at each other for a couple of minutes before I spoke up again.

- I'm on birth control – I commented casually, looking up to his eyes. I hadn't mentioned it earlier because I hadn't been sure if it would have been safe with him going completely bare, but if we were going to keep on doing this, he should know.

- Okay... - he replied, not knowing how to address what he was probably thinking – Does it mean that we don't have to, um, you know...

- No, we don't have to – I laughed, finding cute how nervous he had suddenly become – I mean, I'm clean, and as long as you are too there shouldn't be any problems.

- Great – he smiled, letting his hands roam down to my butt smoothly before dragging them up to my lower back afterwards – I was clean last time I checked, and I haven't had sex after that so we are good.

- When was the last time you had sex? – I asked curiously as I kissed his sternum once, really not knowing what to expect as an answer. I had never seen him coming home with any other girl besides Clarissa in the past months, and I trusted him when he had said he hadn't fucked her, so I couldn't really know.

- I'm not telling you that now – he chuckled, brushing some strands of hair out of my face as I placed my chin on top of my folded hands again.

- Oh, come on, why not? – I pouted – I don't mind it, I'm just curious – I insisted.

- I'll tell you some other day – he replied, lifting his head to slowly kiss my lips once more and achieving his goal of distracting me – Now, come on, just lay here with me, let me hold you – he whispered when he pulled away, nuzzling our noses together. I bit my lip and nodded, placing one last kiss to his soft chest.

He hugged me closer to his body, shifting me so that I laid completely on top of him. My hands moved from his chest to his face, brushing away his hair as I stared at him. His arms wrapped firmly around my waist, our warm skin still relishing on being pressed against each other. This felt like home.

- I am so in love with you – I murmured, tracing one of his eyebrows with my fingers.

He looked at me tenderly before he kissed my cheek once, running over it with his nose.

- You are so beautiful, both inside and outside – he mumbled back, pulling away to look at me in the eyes – You make me feel good, Gwenny.

I leaned down to kiss him again, his mouth moulding against mine perfectly. It felt so familiar to kiss him, but yet every time it achieved to blow up my mind. I could never grow tired of it. Without realising it I ended up straddling his hips again, feeling his member already hardening beneath me. I chuckled, pulling away slightly to bite my way from his jaw to his ear.

- Someone's eager for another round – I teased, taking his earlobe between my teeth.

- How could I not be – he chuckled back, attacking my neck with kisses – You are the hottest, smartest and kindest girl I've ever met. You turn me on without even trying.

I stopped sucking from his earlobe, moving to look at his face. His eyes were already looking at mine, meaning every single one of his words. I kissed him hard, trying to show him with my lips and my roaming hands how badly I wanted him. How he made me feel.

- I love you, Samuel Francis Kiszka – I whispered against his lips, in-between my heavy breathing.

- I love you too, Guinevere Marie Jones – he mumbled back with a smile, pulling me yet into another loving kiss that made my heart flutter.

Without thinking it twice, my hand reach down to his member, aligning it with my entrance before I sank down on to him, this time without any barrier between us and thus making us both moan loudly. The feeling of him completely bare inside of me was electrifying, and if having him inside me before had been exhilarating, this was Earth shattering. His hands quickly grabbed my hips, guiding me carefully as I rode him, our chests brushing against each other.

We ended up enjoying another round of ecstasy that lasted what felt like hours, getting high on the other and simply loving as hard as out hearts let us. Eventually, exhaustion took over our bodies, making us fall on bed completely worn out as me mumbled sweet nothings into the other's ear, revelling in the fact that we were together, holding onto each other with nothing else to care about.

And that night I fell asleep with a smile on my face, knowing that the guy I loved, loved me, being in the warmth and security of his arms as I closed my eyes, inhaling his scent and resting against his heart, that beat for mine.

And he fell asleep with a smile on his face too, knowing that I loved him, having me snuggled up to his body, and knowing that after all this time, he hadn't lost me, not at all.

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