XV

Y/N POV

The soft bristles of a makeup brush swept gently over my cheekbones, feather-light and rhythmic, like a lullaby for nerves I couldn't quite tame. My eyes stayed closed—not out of trust, but necessity.

Because if I looked at myself in the mirror right now, I might not recognize the girl staring back.

Not because of the makeup or the lights or the flutter in my chest at the thought of millions watching.

But because of the necklace.

The delicate gold rose resting just beneath the hollow of my throat.

Namjoon had given it to me last night. No cameras. No lights. Just the two of us left in my livingroom after dinner,  the city blinking through the window like it was listening.

He hadn't made a speech. He didn't have to.

"It reminded me of you. Of how I met you. I guess La Vie en Rose will forever be my favorite song now." he'd said simply, as he opened the small velvet box and revealed the fine gold chain, the rose in bloom like something carved out of moonlight.

At first, I thought I'd misunderstood. That maybe it was a gift from all of them. A token from the team, for the show.

But then he'd stepped closer. His fingers had brushed my collarbone as he fastened the clasp behind my neck.

And I'd melted.

Literally melted—skin tingling, heart a thunderstorm of confusion and want.

I told myself not to read into it. He was kind. He was poetic. He gave metaphors as freely as others gave smiles.

But still...

The way his fingers lingered. The way his gaze softened. The way he looked at me like I wasn't just someone doing a job—but someone who mattered.

It made it impossible not to wonder.

Did he like me? Did he see me the way I was starting to see him—slowly, inevitably, with every glance and moment and silence that stretched just a second too long?

No. No, I couldn't let myself go there.

I was ARMY. A stand-in for millions. A guide, not a love interest.

Still, as I sat in the makeup chair now, heart beating against the tiny rose like it was trying to bloom inside me too...

I couldn't stop the thought:

What if this wasn't just kindness? What if he really saw me?

Not as ARMY. Not as a fan. But as me.

The stylist gave my shoulder a soft pat, jarring me back into the room.

"All done."

I opened my eyes, blinking against the sudden brightness.

The necklace caught in the light—a small gold glint near my throat. I reached up, instinctively, and touched it.

His fingers had been right there.

And for a moment, just one quiet, selfish moment, I let myself feel it again.

The stylist gave a satisfied little hum and patted my shoulder. "You're all set."

I opened my eyes, heart fluttering in time with the sudden whoosh of adrenaline.

The first official filming day of BTS RUN – Our Universe.

I could still hear Kang Maru's calm, efficient voice echoing in my head from earlier that morning, when he handed me the crisp sheet of printed questions. "These are just warm-ups," he had said. "Something to introduce you to the world. Well... not you, per se. ARMY."

ARMY.

That was the name I'd go by for the show. No Y/N, no real identity—just us. A symbolic stand-in for millions of fans. I carried all of them in my words, in my silences, in how I looked at the seven men who had shaped so many lives, including mine. It was an honor... and a weight I hadn't quite known how to hold until this moment.

The camera's red light blinked on.

I sat up a little straighter, folded my hands in my lap, and smiled as naturally as I could.

A voice off-camera prompted gently, "We'll start with the questions, ARMY. Just speak from the heart."

I nodded. "Ready."

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Q: How does it feel to be the face of ARMY on this show? I smiled, a little breathless. "Overwhelming. Beautiful. Terrifying—in the best way." I laughed softly. "I think anyone would feel a little nervous in my shoes... but at the same time, I'm just so grateful. This isn't about me. It's about all of us. Every ARMY who's dreamed of this kind of moment."

Q: What is BTS RUN – Our Universe to you? "It's not just a show." My voice softened. "It's a bridge. Between the boys and us. Between dreams and reality. Between what they've given us all these years, and what we now get to give back."

Q: Can you describe yourself in three words? I tilted my head. "Curious. Honest. And... a little chaotic." I grinned. "I'm trying my best."

Q: What do you hope to bring to the show? I thought about it. Really thought. "Authenticity. Humor. And heart. I hope they feel safe around me. That they can be themselves. And I hope ARMY watching from home sees a little piece of themselves in me."

Q: Final message to ARMY watching? "This is our journey. So laugh with me, cry with me, yell at the screen with me—cheer for them with me. I'm here because of you. Let's make this unforgettable."

The cameras were off. The makeup was wiped away. The nerves had finally settled into a warm hum of pride.

I was curled up on the giant floor couch in the BTS dorm living room—still not used to how big it was. Taehyung handed me a mug of warm banana milk, claiming it was "soul healing," and I didn't argue.

"Y/N, you were so natural today," Jimin beamed, squeezing himself next to me. "Seriously. I thought you'd done this a thousand times."

I shook my head, laughing. "Pretty sure I forgot how to breathe for the first ten minutes."

"You didn't show it," said Jin, perched nearby with a bowl of strawberries. "You had that kind of... grounded vibe. Like you belonged there."

"I agree," Yoongi added, barely looking up from the guitar he was strumming lazily. But his words made me freeze, surprised. "You reminded us why we started. That energy—it was real."

That... meant more than I could say.

As the room buzzed with soft conversations and late-night snacks, I caught Jungkook watching me from across the room. He smiled, a little sheepishly, and mouthed Noona fighting! with a tiny fist pump.

It made my heart do that ARMY skip. Again.

POV Omniscient : 

Namjoon had always been good at hiding. Behind lyrics. Behind metaphors. Behind RM.

But today—he was struggling.

She'd walked onto set like she didn't know she was the sun. A little nervous, hugging her clipboard to her chest like it was a shield, smile shy but real. She wore the gold rose he gave her. He noticed it the second she stepped into the light.

It bloomed against her skin. His gift. On her.

He told himself not to stare. Failed, immediately.

It wasn't just that she was beautiful. She was. But it was the way she wasn't trying to be. The way she leaned in when Jin spoke, laughed with her whole face when Tae cracked a joke, or tilted her head when Yoongi offered one of his rare, short quips.

She didn't force anything. She didn't perform. She just... was.

And the boys felt it.

Namjoon watched them warm to her in real time—like flowers in spring.

Jimin was the first to tease her. Called her the "secret 8th member" before she could even sit down. She blushed so hard, he nearly lost his composure right then.

Taehyung? Already drawing her into his world of nonsense and artistry. She matched his energy effortlessly, no hesitation—improvised with him on camera like she belonged.

Even Yoongi, quiet and guarded, had started offering her inside jokes after just a few takes. He wasn't subtle. Namjoon knew him too well. That only happened when Yoongi saw someone's core.

And Jungkook. God. Jungkook looked at her like he'd just discovered a new video game he couldn't wait to master.

Namjoon should've felt protective. Or jealous. But instead, all he felt was... relief.

Because she wasn't just doing well. She was meant to be there.

She wasn't faking this, and they could all feel it.

He caught her glancing at the cue cards between shots, mouthing lines she didn't even have to read. She'd done her research. She respected the work. She respected them.

But most of all—she saw them.

And it hit him, as he watched her quietly hand Yoongi a bottle of water during the break, thinking no one was looking— That's what it was.

She sees us.

Not the polished versions. Not the idols. The humans underneath.

And in the quietest part of him—one that didn't belong to RM, or the stage, or the fans, or the industry—he dared to wonder:

Does she see me, too? Not the leader. Not the artist. Just... Namjoon.

Later that night, she sat curled up on the floor between Hobi and Jungkook, sipping hot barley tea, cheeks still glowing from the day's adrenaline.

They were all gathered in the dorm's living room—hoodies, snacks, low lights. No cameras. No pretense. Just laughter and the warmth of found family.

She had a blanket wrapped around her legs like she'd always belonged there.

And for the first time in a long time, Namjoon felt like he could breathe.

She had this way of leaning in when someone spoke, like their words mattered. Like they mattered.

He watched Jungkook show her his sketchpad, a rare offering from the youngest. Yoongi handed her his phone, playing her an unreleased beat without saying much—just a quiet look that said this is yours too now.

These weren't things they did easily.

And yet they were doing them with her.

Namjoon felt something shift in his chest. Not the usual pressure of being a leader. It was something softer. More dangerous. More human.

And when she glanced up at him, across the room—eyes tired, but warm—he smiled back without thinking.

Because in that moment, with the golden rose gleaming at her throat and his team around her, laughing and open and home—

He didn't feel like RM. He didn't feel like an idol.

He felt like himself.

And for the first time in a long time... That felt like enough.

Omniscient POV

Later that night, long after the others had retreated to their rooms, Yoongi sat alone at the edge of the dorm's balcony, a quiet cigarette resting between his fingers though he never lit it. Just the motion, the ritual.

He thought of the way Namjoon had looked at her today—unguarded. Not as RM, the leader, the thinker. But as Namjoon. The man.

He's breathing again, Yoongi thought. Because of her.

There was something about her. Something still. Something real. No performance. No pretense. She saw past the glitter, the legacy, the spotlight. She saw them.

And Namjoon? He wasn't just falling. He was already in too deep.

And that terrified him more than he'd ever admit.

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A.N. Dear fellow ARMY,

I hope you're enjoying this fanfic as much as I'm enjoying bringing it to life for you. Writing this story feels like sharing a part of my heart—and I want you to be part of it too. 💜

So here's your moment! As BTS sets off on their world tour in the story, Y/N will be their guide in each country they visit. And that's where you come in.

✨ If YOU were their guide in your country (home or current), what would you show them?

What must-see places would you take them to?

What foods have to be tasted?

Any fun facts or phrases in your language they should know?

A local tradition, a hidden gem, or your all-time favorite spot?

If you had just one shot to show BTS your world... what would it be? 💫

Drop your answer in the comments—you might just see it included in the story! 🗺️🌍 Let's make this journey feel real, together.

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With all my heart,💜