Trust Calms Panic (MSFF Final Part 1)

 I fling myself to the other side of the couch and quickly take in the rest of the figure. Messy black hair, deep blue eyes, tanned skin, dark faded scars, his shirt was a brown jacket to match his pants. On each sleeve, were the GF logos. I looked back up to the face and took it in again. Slower this time.

"Carson?" I asked allowed. Finally, I had a reason to cry, "Is this a dream?" My eyes filled with tears as I felt his arms fall around me.

"Shh, this isn't a dream, this isn't a dream... I'm real... as real as my deletion from the Guardian Forces," Carson whispered to me. His chin dug into my head as he hand stroked my hair, top to bottom on repeat.

"You quit?" I asked, "But you-"

"I missed my best friend more..." He answered and I broke down. He calls me his best friend still? But, what am I doing!?!? I quickly shove him off me and look him dead in the eyes. He was crying slightly, but managed to keep his smile. "Kyamina..."

"You worked for the Guardian Forces?" I said allowed, "You quit because of me?" I kept going, not wanting him to stop me, "And you expect me to be happy after you left Tu'la? Because I told you I was an Ultima? And you said you'd bring me and my family down?" He looked ashamed.

"Yeah..." He said hopefull and I shook my head with a quick laugh.

"You are insane!" I shouted. Diego barked, suddenly I was aware of everything around me. Not just Carson and my anger. It was night, we were in my house. My new house. "How did you find my house?"

"Charlie," He answered quickly.

"Of course!" I stood up but he stayed seated, I knew he'd let me decided if I trusted him on my own, and he knew that I was venting out and had no idea where I was going with any of this. Something I did constantly when I was younger. I began to get lost in my thoughts. Worry and joy, scared and excited, sad and happy. I was all over the place. Then the next thing I knew. I couldn't breath, and was on the ground, gripping at my chest.

"Kyamina!" Carson shouted and dived to my side. He picked me up in his arms and followed Diego's barking figure up the stairs. I turned into his chest and clung to him for dear life. Though I knew this was just a panic attack, I felt like I was going to die. "It's okay, breath, slowly, calmly, you got this. I'm right here." The next thing I knew I was being layed down on my bed, Carson sitting next to me, rubbing my arm to calm me down, though, I knew I was already done for. "Breath..." Slowly I breathed, but slowly, I felt myself falling asleep. "I'm here Kyamina. And I'm not leaving anytime soon. I promise."  Before I fully fell asleep I felt something shift, I felt myself moving, and then I felt warm. Which caused me to fall asleep faster.

I was able to breath again.

THIS CHAPTER IS VERY SHORT GUYS, AND SO WILL BE THE THER CHAPTERS AHEAD OF THIS! I'M SO SORRY, BUT I ALSO HOPE THAT YOU ENJOY THESE FINAL FEW CHAPTERS! THINGS TOOK A WEIRD LEFT TURN, BUT ALL WILL MAKE SENSE WHEN YOU SEE OTHER BOOKS COMING UP AHEAD OF THIS ONE! HOPE YOU ENJOY!