Drugs?!

Weeks started to pass by, and Niall was starting to improve thanks to his older brothers they were helping him get around and this evening they decided to get him to try and walk a bit. The medicine had been helping him so he wasn't far of walking again. Louis p.o.v So today we decided to get Niall to move a bit so I was at one end of the room whilst Niall was on the opposite side sitting on in his wheelchair and Harry by his side. Zayn was meant to be here to help but he's no where to be seen, "where's zaynie?" Niall asked he looked sad since zayn was meant to be here to help him and he always trusted him due to the fact he's the oldest and he's usually in charge when dad isn't around which is most of the time. "Ummm not sure bud" I replied as I looked at Harry for help but he looked as confused as I was. We decided to still go ahead and get Niall to walk a bit " ok nialler Harrys gonna help you up and you can use his arm for support try and take it slow, small steps ok bud" I said and Harry helped Niall to his feet, he was a bit wobbly "Louis I can't ...I think I'm gonna fall" Niall stuttered from fear "Ayyyy don't worry I've got you" Harry said encouraging Niall. He was taking small steps which was surprising and very impressive, a small smile formed on Nialls face as he looked proud and I couldn't help but feel proud my self as I had a huge smile plastered on my face "come on Niall not much left " I said as I opened my arms waiting for him to reach.

Niall p.o.v (I've started to use pov because they help organise the story in a way and it's kinda more interesting haha :) ) I was feeling so happy I'm walking slowly towards Louis and I've finally reached, he engulfs me in a massive hug and swings me around I feel so proud and happy! Louis is smiling so much and Harry comes to hug me as well. I can hear a few congratulations and then dad walks in "dad I did it I walked " I exclaimed to him and he replied with " well done son im proud haha" he then hugged me and threw me in the air, I started giggling."I wish zayn could have seen this" I said sadly and that's when dad asked where he was and no one knew. ~~~~ (means pov ended and it's no ones pov after)

Now zayn was off with his mates getting high, you see zayn has fallen into the horrid trap of taking drugs he doesn't really do much but mainly weed . Zayn was starting to feel lonely and sad but also angry and the reason is because his mum died when Liam was born so all his brothers remember except Liam ,Niall and Harry who were slightly younger. Zayn feels angry at the world he misses the comfort his mum used to provide him with and her beautiful voice which she used to sing songs for him at night. He was a mummy boy and he was effected the most. His father is constantly working and never mentions her. Zayn was once always cheerful but that died down with the death of his mother and now he has turned to drugs to help with that empty hurt feeling  inside.He uses smoking and drugs as an escape from reality, his father constantly working and his brothers which he loved but could get annoying and just generally being the oldest and always attending to their needs he was fed up when was someone going to actually care for him, his father thinks everything is fine but it's not.

Zayns p.o.v I was drunk and high I'm not sure what else but I just got dropped off to my house and I stumbled in. There my dad was red faced from anger with a half sleeping Liam in his arms "Louis come and take Liam please" he shouted. Louis came down running taking the small cute boy from his fathers arms. That's when he started "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN IVE BEEN CALLING YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN IVE BEEN WORRIED" I wasnt in the mood so I just simply said or more like slurred "chill yaaa old mannnn I'm fine" that's when I felt my shoulder being dragged and I was shoved against the wall "you're not sober" he whispered then looked at my eyes that's when his eyes widened "you're high aren't you?" I didn't know what to say so I just let the alcohol and drugs take over " ahhhhh I'm my own man" and that's when I noticed my dads grip tighten "what the hell zayn you have younger brothers who look up to you, this isn't acceptable you can't go around doing this" he said and that's when I said something I shouldn't have " WHO GIVES A SHIT! I DONT CARE ABOUT THEM IM NOT THEIR FATHER YOU ARE SO YOU SHOULD CARE FOR THEM AND IM NOT A ROLE MODEL I NEVER ASKED TO BE SO LEAVE ME ALONE !" I shouted and that's when I turned around and looked  at the staircase to see all my younger brothers lined up their with tears in their eyes or even crying already. I suddenly felt something hard come into contact with my cheek. My father had hit me I looked up at him and he had a shocked expression himself as he looked at his hand then at me again. I will not cry in front of everyone so I said "mum wouldn't have let this happen" and ran to my room slamming the door shut.~~~~~~Zayn was in his room and started crying he emptied out all his bottled emotions but then his temper started to rise and he got very angry he started trashing his room which he knew the Maids wouldn't enjoy cleaning later. Zayn was fed up and wanted to be a kid again but he knew that was never going to happen. When Zayn had sobered up he realised he had hurt everyone in his family and he was a jerk to come home high and drunk and that he cause so many problems just over a few hours. He stayed in his room then there a knock "come in" Zayn said his voice all raspy. The last person Zayn thought would come to him did and it was his dad " you alright their son?" Paul asked his eldest "ummm... No" Zayns voice broke and that's when Paul went running to Zayn and hugged him and within a second Zayns arms wrapped around his father too, he felt safe being in his fathers arms again and being held like a child. "Dad I'm so sorry I just miss mum so much and I never see you I.... I just wanna be in her arms for one more time .. I just wanna hear her beautiful voice for one more night " Zayn said as he let the tears stream down his face. "Zayn I'm so sorry I never knew you felt like this, it made me realise how I always assumed you were fine and I never talk about your mother because I know it hurts, son you should have NEVER turned to drugs you could have always spoken to me" Paul explained bur Zayn was quick to reply " talk to you dad ? When, when are you ever at home for me to talk to you""Zayn I'm sorry, I'll obviously need to spend more time at home, it's just honestly I like to avoid to because staying at home a lot reminds me of your mother it brings back to many memories and it hurts but I understand how me constantly working has effected everyone" Paul said sadly and at that moment Zayn realised that his dad was hurting too and that they would have to get through it together so Zayn just cuddled with his father and had a good discussion about days where his dad would be free and how his father will actually be much more fatherly towards his sons. "Your brothers are still upset with you Zayn, what you said hurt them so you may want to apologise to them and I'm sorry for the slap" Paul reminded. Zayn knew he had to apologise so he got up and walked to the game room where all his brothers were, he just stood there leaning against the door frame not sure if he wanted to interrupt . But he felt something crash into his leg and as he looked down it was little Liam, "you alright there fella" Zayn said and Liam put his arms up in a grabby motion. Zayn lifted Liam up and kissed his for head and apologised However the other boys were harder to convince. "What you doing here" Louis said with anger laced In his voice. " ummm... I've come to apologise" Zayn Said slowly. "Well no one wants you too so goodbye" Louis sassed.

"ahhh come on louis don't be like that, you know what was wrong and it wasn't me talking i was drunk and high" Zayn said "exactly why the hell would you come home like that in front of your younger brothers?" Louis replied getting annoyed. At this point Niall and Harry had turned around from the game they were both playing on the xbox and Harry put down the controller as he stood up.  "Did you really mean what you said?" Harry questioned Zayn with a sad tone "course not you know i love all of you i just need space sometimes and things were just clouding up my mind" Zayn said and Harry hugs him which Zayn instantly returns, now Zayn had two of his brothers forgive him and now it was time for Niall. Zayn went towards the sofa where Niall was sitting, even though he could take a few steps here and there he still needed his wheelchair when he's out and needed to sit. Zayn kneeled in front of Niall "You didn't see me walk you promised you would be there" Niall said sadly and Zayn felt guilty since he did promise and he was meant to be there to support him "I know buddy I made a mistake can you forgive your older brother ?" Zayn said with a small puppy face and Niall couldn't resist so he nodded and Zayn lifted him up and tickled him causing Niall to giggle until he went red as a tomato. Louis rolled his eyes annoyed at how Zayn got all of the younger ones to forgive him so quickly but they were brothers and thats what they do, they forgive each other so Louis walked towards Zayn and they did their manly hand shake hug thingy and all 5 of them just stayed in the game room and had a nice chilled evening. 

Paul walked by and saw his sons all on the sofa playing and laughing with one another and seeing his sons get along so well made his heart melt and he's grateful that he has them.