Chapter 64

09:00, 13 September 2016

Back to New York. Sam and I ready to get married and we will held a wedding party with Rachel and Finn right on valentines week this year which mean that it's only one month left since we already celebrated the New Year.

"Aww look at this wedding dress." Rachel shows me a beautiful wedding dress from wedding magazines.

"I guess it fits in you. I like to have the simple one." I chuckle.

"It's simple one, B. Since our fiancé are busy with their works, so I guess we should be the one who thinks about the concept for our wedding party." Rachel says to me.

"Alright, lets make a list first." I said to Rachel and take my note book under the tv cabinet.

"You think that garden party will be cool?" Rachel asks me.

"I was thinking about that but we still have cold weather on February so I guess we cant do that." I shake my head.

"Maybe just a simple one like Finn's mom has for her wedding with Burt." Rachel says.

"I wasnt there so I didnt know about that." I chuckle.

"Just a simple wedding in a place that not really expensive and this is not a barn. Or maybe the place that I used to be has a wedding with Finn that day." Rachel says to me.

"The place when you cancelled your wedding is cool. I like that." I nod as agree.

"I called Finn and told him to choose a couple from New Directions to sing a love song for us." Rachel grins at me.

"That's cool. I love that. Umm what else?" I ask Rachel as I wrote the things on a note.

"Bridesmaid dresses. What do you want? My cancel wedding was pink, then Santana's wedding also was pink." Rachel raises her eyebrows.

"Ocean blue? I like that color. I mean it's doesnt really have to be blue but it's cool one." I said to Rachel.

Suddenly the door opens. Kurt and Blaine walks in enter our apartment.

"It's a strange when Rachel and Bianca sit down together and talking about wedding." Blaine laughs.

"Ugh stop it. We are trying to find the concept for our wedding party." Rachel says. "Well I like ocean blue." Rachel says to me.

"Noted. Umm for the food since Sam and I predator and I guess we can eat any food so everything is fine. Wait, add beef lasagna please that's Sam's favorite food." I chuckle.

"Sure. I'll call my dads and tell them about that." Rachel nods.

"I can help as the wedding organizer." Kurt grins at us.

"I dont know why, I dont really trust you." Rachel simply said.

"Oh come on, I arranged the wedding between my dad and Carole and everything was perfect." Kurt rolls his eyes.

"But I dont want to have the wedding in the barn." I said to Kurt.

"Dont worry. Just make the list and give it to me." Kurt grins.

"But Finn and Sam want that us who arrange our wedding." Rachel says to Kurt.

"Alright, it's free. I just wanna help." Kurt sighs.

"Deal." I grin at Kurt.

"Besides this is my step-brother wedding party and my sister-in law." Kurt says to us.

"Yeaay." Rachel clapping happily.

I just chuckle and thinking about what we need for the wedding party that will be held in one month.

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Lima, Ohio

Ryder's POV

"Guys, I need some help." Finn says to us.

"With?" Kitty raises her eyebrows.

"Since Rachel and I officially got back together and I asked her for a proposed again and she said yes and we already talked to our parents so we decided to held a wedding party on valentines week." Finn grins at us.

"Really? You want to married with her?" I ask excitedly.

"Yeah Rachel called me that she wanted a couple from New Directions to perform on our party. She also said that she is arranging the wedding with Bianca right now." Finn giggles.

"Wait, what do you mean?" Madison asks.

"So Bianca and Sam also will held a wedding party together with us. It will be a wedding with two couples. I know it's kinda funny since Rachel and Sam ever had a thing also Bianca and I but at the end we found our OTP." Finn says to us.

I didnt say anything. Bianca really want to get married with Sam? I know that they're cute to be together but they will get married in one month.

"So who wanna sing a song on my wedding party?" Finn asks.

"Maybe, Ryder and I can do that." Marley suddenly raises her hand.

"Wohooo." The others chuckles.

I just half-smiled at them. I mean that, I'm still in love with that girl and I remember when we were planning to have honeymoon in Greece or Venice. But now those plan just disappeared.

"Alright, Ryder and Marley will sing a song. I hope that Rachel, Bianca, and Sam will agree." Finn smiles at us.

No, I cant do that. How the hell I can sing a love song with someone else on a girl that I'm still in love with wedding party. This is such a hard things to do.

The bells rings

"Come on, lets go home." Marley says to me.

I didnt answer her but take my ransel and walk to the front where Finn busy with music sheets.

"Finn, I cant do that." I said to Finn.

"Why?" Finn frowns at me.

"How the hell I can sing a love song in a girl's wedding party and I'm still in love with that girl?" I raise my eyesbrows.

"Hold up, you date someone else." Finn says to me.

"But I'm still in love with Bianca. That day when Sam asked us to help him proposed her actually I dont wanna do that but I tried to be professional but for now. I dont wanna do that."

"Ryder, they are getting married in one month. Dr. Anderson and Mr. Evans already agree about that even at the same day when I had dinner with Rachel's dads, Bianca's family and Sam's family had a dinner together and talked about the wedding party." Finn says to me. "You need to accept the truth." Finn hold my shoulder.

"Maybe I wont come." I simply said and walk off from the choir room.

To accept the truth that I should be the one who plan that wedding with her right now not Sam. If I wasnt set her free, maybe we still be together until now but sadly everything ruined.

"Ryder, I know you still in love with her and you never love me. You dated me because you want to help me move on from Jake. You never kiss my lips because you keep that only for her. You're such a good bestfriend for me but you have to accept the truth that she is belong to someone else. I'm sad seeing you like this because I know that you really love her and you always want her back but everything is too late." Marley stops my way.

"I'm sorry. I dated you because Bianca told me that this is only way to help you out. I did that for her. I'm sorry." I said to Marley and walks off.

I regret everything that I have done now. I lost my first love and my first of everything that I want to be my last.

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New York

Bianca's POV

"Oh no! Finn got the couple but that guy refused to sing that." Rachel suddenly said as she looks at her phone.

"Who's that guy?" Kurt asks.

"Finn said that Marley want to sing a song with Ryder but Ryder refused it." Rachel says.

Sam suddenly get choke. I give him a glass of water as he still chewing his food.

"Be careful, babe." I said to Sam.

"You okay, Sam?" Blaine asks Sam.

"Yeah I was so hungry." Sam simply said and continue eating.

"Why that guy refused that?" Rachel frowns.

"Because that guy is Bianca's ex-boyfriend that probably still in love with her." Sam answers.

"Sam..." I frown at him.

The others just being quiet and talk in whisper. Sam finished eating his food and leaves the minibar table.

"Thanks for the late lunch." Sam kisses my forehead and walk off to his room.

I just frown then take his empty plate and wash it on the sink. I know he is kind of bit jealous but he hide it.

"He is jealous." Blaine said in whisper.

"So Ryder is the danny zuko who dated you that brunette one?" Rachel asks me.

"Yep he is." I nod.

"Rachel, how you cant remember their names." Kurt rolls his eyes.

"I cant even remember your name." Rachel simply said to Kurt.

I just chuckle and walk to Sam's room. I open the door and he shocked as he changing his clothes.

"Ugh luckily I was changing my shirt." Sam sighs.

"Like I never seen you naked before." I roll my eyes and sit down on his bed with my back against the wall.

I take his laptop on the bed and open it then looking for a movie or something until something catches my eyes.

"Oww Sam didnt clear his browser history." I laugh.

"Oh hell no! I forget about that!" Sam suddenly jumps to his bed and sit down next to me.

I read his browser history and he has been looking for some wedding websites and baby's name?

"Sam, you were looking for a baby name?" I raise my eyebrows at him.

Sam take his laptop from my hand. "I was bored last night and didnt know what to do so I read the internet randomly." Sam chuckles.

"You're planning to have baby?" I smirk at Sam.

"You dont want to have baby after we married?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.

"I follow you. If you want to get one that's fine." I said and lean my head on his chest.

"I want five. You can afford that?" Sam chuckles and put his hand around my shoulder.

"You're crazy." I laugh.

"Crazy in love with you." Sam kisses my head.

"Sam, you were jealous with Ryder right?"

"A bit. And you can guess that." Sam giggles.

"Easy to found out. But dont be, we are getting married and it's his rights to loves me but we are past and I'm facing my future right now and it's you." I said to him.

"I know that. It's just like naturally comes. But I can handle that, baby." Sam strokes my hair.

"I'm glad that I have you in my life." I chuckle.

"I'm the luckiest man in this world to have you in my arms." Sam kissed my head.

I turn my face at him and smile at him until he give me a quick kiss on my lips then chuckles. I go back layin my head on his chest and looking at his laptop as he open some wedding websites.

"Kurt will be our wedding organizer." I said to Sam.

"That's cool. Choose whatever you want for our wedding because I dont really understand with that. My dad called me that if we need something just tell him. He want to help."

"My dad also said the same thing. Even he almost booked a ballroom in a hotel near here. But I told him that he will held a wedding in Lima." I sigh.

"Haha dad always like that, baby." Sam chuckles.

"I'm bored."

"Wanna go around?" Sam asks me.

"It's cold outside." I shake my head and leaves my head from his chest.

Sam closes his laptop and place it on his side table and take his guitar from the ground and start play it.

"Wanna sing a song with me?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me. "My heart is stereo it beats for you so listen close, hear my tape in every note oh oh. Make me your radio, turn me up when you feel low this melody was meant for you so sing along to my stereo." Sam singing and playing his guitar then smirks at me.

"If I listen to that song, one thing I remember is The God Squad featuring Artie." I chuckle.

"I cant give you The God Squad on valentines day so when I want to propose you, I asked them and they agreed but they needed another one member so I recommended Artie since I cant perform and gave you a suprise." Sam chuckles.

"It was really sweet. Especially the dinner. I never imagine you could do that." I smile at him.

"Of course I am." Sam says proudly.

"Sam is become Cooper who is over confidence now." I laugh.

"Actually I was kinda insecure with my body."

"You're perfect, Sam." I roll my eyes.

"You said that because you're my fiancé but the others?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"I dont care about what the others say about you. You're perfect to me and that's it!" I said to him. "No! No excuse! No protest. Nothing." I shake my head at him.

"Haha stupid donkey." Sam laughs.

"You cant call me donkey anymore because I can cook now." I put my tongue out.

"But still it was worse." Sam laughs.

"But you ate that until nothing left." I frown at him.

"It was because you standing in front of me and hold a bread knife it was like you warned me 'eat that or I will kill you' like that." Sam laughs so hard.

"I didnt." I pouted at him.

"It was salty but I was hungry so I ate that besides someone who will be my wife in the next one month cooked me food." Sam smirks at me.

"You think that I will say 'I do' when the pasteur ask me? No!" I shake my head.

"Then what are you gonna say?" Sam asks me.

"I will say 'I do, I do, I do.' Haha." I laugh.

"I love you so much." Sam pinch my nose.

"I love you too, donkey." I pinch his cheeks.

"We are not romantic couple." Sam laughs.

"But we made our own romance." I grin at him.

"We did." Sam smiles at me.

I just giggle at him until he place his guitar back to the ground and layin his body on his bed.

"C'mere." Sam smirks at me.

I lay my body on his bed and make his arms as my pillow then make aslant facing him and put my hand around his belly. Sam moves his body facing me and we are hugging each other then close our eyes.

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Day by day changed and I will getting married with Sam and I really cant wait for that. It's only one week and it's like a dream for me.

Now Rachel, Kurt, and I are in the boutique. I have to choose my wedding dress so does Rachel. We both like to have simple wedding so we choose the simple dress.

"What do you guys think?" I ask as I went out from the fitting room.

"Damn! You're beautiful! I like that dress, B." Kurt chuckles.

"You guys think that Sam will like this?" I ask them.

"Sam will love it since he trust you to arrange the wedding besides this dress is beautiful." Kurt says to me.

"I'm too short so I cant get into that dress." Rachel sighs. "But that's really fits in you." Rachel says to me.

"But I like yours too." I said to Rachel.

"But you like this dress, B?" Kurt raises his eyebrows.

"I really love it since the first time I saw it." I chuckle.

"Alright, I'll get it for you." Kurt smiles at me and walks off.

I walk back to the fitting room and change my clothes that I wear to here and save this beautiful wedding dress for my wedding party.

"There will be food testing after this." Kurt says to me.

"What?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Changing plans. Your dad cant stop tell me that he booked a hotel ballroom for your wedding party and begged me to let him booked that so I said yes." Kurt says to me.

"Oh hell no." I roll my eyes.

"At least you dont have to pay for the building." Kurt grins at me.

"I know because on Blaine's wedding, Blaine refused all the things he offered for the wedding." I sigh.

"Hey come on, we have food testing now." Rachel intetupts us.

"It's glad to be back to Lima and got furlough from the campus and Sam busy with being co-director for the glee club helps Finn until our wedding day." I chuckle.

"You both will live in New York or Lima?" Kurt asks me.

"I dont know. Depends on Sam. I can take online study but he cant take online work." I answer. "But Lima and New York make me feel comfort." I giggle.

"Couldnt agree more." Kurt smiles at me.

I just chuckle and get into the car. I dont know what should I choose, Lima or New York. I mean, I love those two places so I will follow what Sam wants.

Besides he will be my husband and I cant wait for that. I dont mind to get married at this young age because I know who is the person I'm gonna married.

"Well, this is the place." Kurt says as he park his car outside the building.

"Look quiet simple one." I chuckle.

"Yeah I recommended this place to your dad." Kurt chuckles.

"I'm so lucky to have a brother-in law like you." I smile at Kurt and went out from his car.

"You only married and die once so I choose the best one for both of you. Come on." Kurt smiles back at me and take my hand.

"Yeah you're totally right." I chuckle.

We keep walking enter the lobby until we got to the restaurant and have a food testing there. I really cant wait until my wedding day.

Sam's POV

"Since Sam and I will held a wedding party in one week so our glee club theme this week is 'wedding!' Rachel wants New Directions perform something on our wedding." Finn says to the others.

"Jake and I already choose what song we are gonna sing." Marley raises her hand.

"What's that?" I raise my eyebrows.

"You're All I Need To Get By by Marvin Gaye." Marley grins.

"That's Bianca's favorite song." I said to them.

"Uh yeah she ever told me once." Marley says nervously.

I just nod and turn my face at Ryder and he just look different and half-smiled. He must be the one who told Marley about Bianca's favorite song. Damn! Why always insecure with that guy?

"The wedding will be held in a hotel ballroom in Lima according to what my step-father and Bianca's father wants. So I hope that the rest of you can enjoy the party and sing a song for us." Finn says to them.

"Sounds cool." Madison says excitedly.

"I just hope that it will be a perfect day us." Finn grins at me.

"I hope so." I grin back.

The bells rings.

"Alright that was for today, happy valentines week!" Finn smiles at them.

"You too." Marley giggles and walks off with the others follow.

I smile at them and arrange these music sheets and Finn walks to the office until I see Ryder enter it and seems like they have a talk.

Ryder's POV

I told Marley that You're All I Need To Get By is Bianca's favotite song since I ever caught her sing that song in front of me. I might not be the groom but I just want to make her happy.

Glee club just ends. I saw Finn walks enter the office while Sam is busy arrange the music sheets.

"You still dont want to come?" Finn asks me.

"I dont know." I simply answer.

"Ryder, just come. Come as my guest. You cant run away like this. You know that they're getting married and she choose Sam. You want her to be happy? Let her go." Finn says to me.

"Finn, what if I cant?" I raise my eyebrows.

"You can, Ryder."

I let out a sigh and dont know what to do. "I'll come but I will quit the glee club if Sam is still become the co-director." I said to him.

"Wait, dont be like that we got enough member to join regionals besides you're the leader now. You cant just run away from that because your love is not accepted. When you can love someone is a gift, but if they cant love you back and that's fine. Just being proffesional, Ryder. We are here not to fight for a girl but to become one and united. That's it." Finn says to me.

I just being quiet and didnt say anything. Yeah I shouldnt do this and make the others as my victim because of my jealousy.

"Just come for her not for me." Sam suddenly walks in.

Sam's POV

"I'll come but I will quit the glee club if Sam is still become the co-director." Ryder said to Finn.

I keep eavesdrop what they've been talking about. Ryder just been quiet and seems thinking about what Finn just said to him. I came here for works and I'm trying to be professional.

I enter the office and break a leg. "Just come for her not for me." I said to Ryder.

"Alright, I have to go. Rachel told me that she is in my home right now." Finn says to us and walks off.

"I know you hate me since Bianca and I officially getting back together. But you dont know that right after you both broke up, she cant stop crying. Not only for a day but almost for a week she was crying because of you. She was dependent on you but you're gone. I'm not stealing her from you because there was someone who steal her from you and it was her college friend. I dated Rachel that day and she went out with that guy a lot and almost one month they're together until we found out that the guy is a jerk, he is a pimp and now he dropped out from NYU." I said to Ryder.

"What are you talking about? Why dont you just punch me and tell me to back off?" Ryder raises his eyebrows at me.

"I wont do that. Let's say that we are having a man talk. Man to man talk. You dont know that you always make me insecure with you. You're such a good guy and every girl who dates you will be the luckiest girl in this world include Bianca because she ever dated you. I know you come to church every week and you believe in God. I just wanna say that God make this script for us, we are like actors and he is the director and we always follow what our director said. You'll find someone better than her, Ryder. I want you to be happy and please dont make the rest of glee club member as your victim. The invitation already send to your house and I hope you'll come for her not for me and you can make her happy because you come." I said to him and take my bag then went out from the office.

"Wait..." Ryder stops me. I turn around and raises my eyebrows at him. "She deserve someone like you and I know you can make her happy, you can give happiness to her. You're so much better than me without you realized it. I'm happy for you and I'll come. Dont worry." Ryder half-smiled at me.

"Thank you so much." I half-smiled back at him and walk off.

Bianca's POV

"Alright, I stop here because I'm gonna surprise my future husband. See you." I went out from Kurt's car and get into McKinley to surprise Sam.

I walk in the hallways and looking for Sam. I walk passed the choir room but it's already empty so I turn my way to his office until I see him and Ryder talking? Wait, it's like they having a serious talk.

I walk closer and hide myself to eavesdrop what they're been talking about. Did they talk about me?

Wow they really talking about me and I cant believe about what Sam said to him is really amazing. I mean he can control himself and having a man talk. God, he is really my future husband.

Sam went out from the office and bring his bag so I leave my hidden place to surprise him.

"Someone really want to go home now?" I said from his behind.

He turns around and smiling at me so I smile back at him and walk closer to him.

"What are you doing here, baby?" Sam takes my hand and hold my hand.

"I've been fitting the wedding dress and have a food testing then Kurt drove me here." I said to Sam.

"You have fitting the wedding dress without me?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.

"You cant see that until our wedding day. It will be a surprise." I chuckle.

"I have to wait for that? Fine. Then what about the food testing?"

"Good. Why you didnt tell me that dad booked a hotel ballroom for us?" I raise my eyebrows at Sam.

"Your dad and I agreed to hide because if we told you, you would mad at him. Beside that Burt also agreed with that, baby." Sam strokes my hair.

"Ugh that's fine." I sigh.

"Babe, just let those parents gonna do for our wedding party. They knows what best for us." Sam smiles at me.