Chapter 50

Graduation Day

"Guys! I got into Brown University!" Tina walks in happily.

"Yeaah congratulations, Tina! Finally!" I hug her.

"We are really gonna make it in New York." Artie says.

"Sometimes I think what am I gonna do in New York." Sam says hopelessly.

"You said that you wanna be a male model?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Yeah but what if I dont make it? You guys have bright future with university and anything. But me? Nothing." Sam sighs.

"Sam, remember what Rachel said that New York is a place where all dreams will be come true. You're gonna make it there. We are gonna make it there. All of us." Blaine hold Sam's shoulder.

"Yeah while being a male model you can study and prepare for another university test." Tina chuckles.

"Actually that was my plan if I wasnt get into NYU School of Medicine." I giggle. "I would work in hospital and wait for another year for my test into another hospital." I said to them.

"Sam, you have us with you." Artie says.

Sam builts a smile on his face. "I love you guys so much."

We chuckle and hugging together until I could feel that someone kisses my head. I turn my face and frown. I know that Sam did that. Blaine is not next to me, I'm taller than Tina and Artie on his wheelchair.

"Alright this is the time to get our diploma!" I smile at them.

"And tomorrow we will flight to New York." Artie says excitedly.

"I really cant wait for that." Tina chuckles.

"Oh come on guys!" Blaine says to us and walks out from the choir room.

We then walk out from the choir room to the auditorium to have graduation day with the other seniors. I wear my graduation hat and ready also waiting for principal Figgins calls our name one by one.

We are standing in the backstage and waiting for our name being called. I cant wait for this.

Tina Cohen-Chang

Tina smiles at us then walk out from the backstage then get her diploma.

Bianca Anderson

I hug Blaine for a while then walk out from the backstage and get my diploma from Mrs. Schuester.

"Congratulations!" She smiles at me.

"Thank you!" I smile back at her and standing in the podium next to Tina.

Arthur Abrams

Artie went out from the backstage and get his diploma with a happy face.

Blaine Anderson

Blaine went out from the backstage and smiling at us with his confidence smile then get his diploma, hug Mrs. Schuester a bit then standing together with us.

Sam Evans

Sam went out from the stage then dancing with his white chocolate dance then get his diploma from Mrs. Schuester.

"Ladies and gentlemen! I'm presenting to you William McKinley High class of 2013!!" Principal Figgins says over the microphone.

We throw our graduation hat and clapping together. Time flies so fast and I can graduate with A+ and it's really make me proud of myself.

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"Bianca Anderson." A girl voice called my name.

I turn my face and Sam's younger sister smiles at me. "Hey, you must be Stacey Evans right?" I smile back at her.

"Yeah congratulations. This is for you." She gave me a single stick of white rose.

"Aww thank you so much." I smile at her.

"You will go to New York with Sam right? Please take him care. My mom always said that you're a good girl and I guess you can take him care." She smiles at me.

"Give me a hug?" I kneel down on my knees and spread my arms. She chuckles and give me a hug. A warm hug like her big brother has. "Thank you so much." I hug her.

"Stacey!" A voice call her name.

"Okay I have to go. See you!" She kissed my cheek and run off.

"See you!" I shout and smile at a flower she gave me. Such a sweet one.

"B?" Blaine's voice.

"Ah sorry someone called me." I said to Blaine and still hold that rose then walk to the choir room.

"Where did you get that white rose?" Blaine asks me.

"Sam's little sister gave me this." I'm smiling.

"That's sweet." Blaine smiles at me.

"I know that." I giggle as we enter the choir room.

"Well guys, five people who standing in front of us is not a part of McKinley anymore or even New Directions. So after we will start a new New Directions." Mr. Schue says.

"Yeah after nationals there will be a bright senior year and being more popular." Artie says.

"And these people will be New York citizen until you guys follow them." Mr. Schue says to us.

"I hate when I have to say goodbye." Blaine says.

"We dont have to say goodbye, lets say see you instead." Mr. Schue smiles at us. "Come on, group hug!"

We then hugging together with Mr. Schue in the middle of us. We are so thank him about everything he did for us so far.

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The Next Day

I keep looking at the road when Ryder is driving me to the airport. I dont want to say goodbye to him. I just want to stay here with him.

"Well it's arrived." Ryder says and open his seatbelt.

I didnt say anything or doing something. I keep turn my face to the outside until tears fall down to my face.

"Can we just go back home? I dont want to go." I'm sobbing.

"What the hell are you talking about?" Ryder cup my cheeks and make me facing him.

"I dont wanna leave you." I shake my head.

Ryder just being quiet and turn his face to another side. I'm still crying and sobbing. I hold his hand until he turn his face back at me and I know he is also crying.

"I set you free." Ryder hold my hand.

More tears come from my eyes. "What this is mean? You breaking up with me?" I'm crying and turn my face away.

Ryder cup my cheek. "Breaking up is a hurt words. I set you free. You can do anything you want without my permission anymore." Ryder says with tears fall down from his face.

I'm still crying and hold his hand hard. "I love you."

"B, I love you more than anything but I know that long distance relationship wont work for us. If we're meant to be together, we will be together. I want to set you free and see you get your dream come true." Ryder cup my cheek.

"But...."

He pushes my body and hug me. "I love you so much. You are my first love and my first of everything but I dont want to hold you and make you think that I'm your wall. You can do anything you want to do, B. You're gonna make it there without me." He rubs my back while I'm still crying.

"I dont want to go." I'm crying.

Ryder pull my body away and wipe my tears then kisses me softly. I dont know what to do and I kiss him back with tears still fall down onto my face and his eyes is glacing.

"I love you so much and I'm gonna miss you so bad." Ryder wipe my tears.

I cant stop my crying. I mean breaking up with him is the one thing that I never imagine because he never do a mistake and my last two relationship ended up with cheating but today is different.

"I'm gonna miss you too." I'm crying.

"Dont make me cry just because seeing you cry. Okay stop this and I'll take you to that plane." Ryder says to me and went out from his car.

I keep my head down and went out from his car. He takes my hand and walks lead me when I'm holding my passport and flight ticket with my left hand.

"B, stop this." Ryder says to me.

I shake my head and keep my head down until I guess the others already waiting for us because Ryder stop his way. I finally turn my face and the others is looking at me with a sad face.

"Dear all passengers a flight from Lima to New York will take off in seven minutes from the gate three. Thank you."

"Come on, B." Blaine says to me.

I shake my head and turn my face at Ryder and hug him. "I dont want to go." I'm crying.

Ryder pushes my body slowly and hold my sleeve. "I want you to get into that plane and see you come back here with your dreams and that's how much I love you." Ryder wipe my tears.

"I want to stay." I'm crying.

Ryder shake his head. "Get in there and write your own future without me. B, this is hard for me too not only you and please dont make this more sad." Ryder wipe my tears and kisses my forehead. "I love you so much and I'm gonna miss you. Now, go!"

I'm still crying and I cant stop this cry. "I love you too and dont say goodbye to me."

Blaine takes my hand and walk lead me. I keep turning my face at him until I see his tears fall down again slowly and he waves me a goodbye. We then get into the check in gate and tears still fall down from my face until I see Ryder is disappearing from my gaze.

Blaine put his hand around my shoulder and I still let my head down as we keep walking until we got into our plane to New York.

I never feel so hurt like this before. Breaking up with Ryder is the worst thing ever. I got the window seat so I keep looking at the window with tears still fall down to my face.

"You want?" Sam shows me his potato chips.

I just shake my head and still looking at the window. I just want to lock myself in my room right now and crying out loud.

"B, we got a seat next to each other and it's not good if you still ignore me and crying." Sam says.

I didnt say anything and didnt turn my face around at him. Tears still fall down to my face until the plane is take off and in less than 2 hours we will be arrived in New York.

"B, we will be roommates. We will stay in the same apartment together." Sam says again.

I just nodded and still looking at the window. I already know about that because I accidentally listen to Blaine's conversation with my father about three bedrooms apartment and Blaine told him that Sam will live with us but Blaine didnt tell me.

"B, say something please." Sam says.

"I just wanna be alone right now." I simply said.

"You breaking up with Ryder?" Sam asks.

"Break up is a hurt word. He set me free." I said without looking at him.

"I'm sorry about that." Sam strokes my hair. Tears slowly fall down to my face again and I'm starting to sobbing. "If you need a shoulder to cry, just lean on me." Sam says.

My crying voice turns into a big loud now. Until Sam pulls my body to him and make me lean on him. I didnt do anything and still crying with Sam rubs my back.

"B, we're not in the business class where is quiet and not many passengers. Stop crying, your sobbing voice makes the other things that we kidnap you." Blaine says.

"Blaine, go back to your seat. I'll handle this." Sam says to Blaine. "B, seriously I never heard you crying like this before. Come on everything will be fine okay." Sam strokes my hair.

"Because after all this time, I realized that I'm always dependent on Ryder and now he is gone." I'm crying.

"I'm here. For now, dependent on me. I'm here next to you now." Sam rubs my back and my hair.

I'm still crying and lean on Sam. I'm always dependent on Ryder and what am I gonna do without him? I'm lost. I lost my guidance and I lost him.

New York City

The plane is already landed in New York. I went out from the plane with tears filled my eyes. I dont need to take my suitcase of anything because it already send here one week ago. All my stuff.

"So we separate here. I'm gonna get into Bushwick with Artie and you guys gotta go to Time Square." Tina says to us.

"Tell Kurt that I'll come to Bushwick tonight." Blaine says to Tina.

"B, stop it we are not in Lima anymore. We are in New York City." Tina hold my hand.

"Thank you." I half-smile at her and hug her.

"We should hang out every weekend." Tina hugs me back.

"We are gonna make it here. I'll see you in college." Artie smiles at me.

"See you." I half-smile at him.

"Alright, you guys take this girl care. You guys can take a bus to get into our place. See you!" Tina pushes Artie's wheelchair then walk off.

"See you two!" Sam shouts.

Artie and Tina will stay with Kurt and Rachel in Bushwick meanwhile Blaine, Sam and I will stay in Time Square. My father brough an apartment for us here so we will stay here.

"We can take a walk to get into our apartment. It's not really far besides people in New York loves to walk." Blaine says to us. I didnt say anything and put my hand into my jeans pocket. "I already decorated your room and you got the biggest room, B." Blaine smiles at me.

I just look around. I'm still sad because I'm breaking up with Ryder and I dont know what to do without him. Suddenly Sam put his hand around my shoulder and make me lean my head on his shoulder.

"New York City doesnt want a girl who cries a lot." Sam says to me.

"We are in the city where dreams will be come true and this is the best day of my life." Blaine smiles at me.

Blaine (Sam):Oh, ooh-oh-oh-oh, oh

I had a dream so big and loudI jumped so high, I touched the cloudsWo-oah-oah-oah-oah-oh-oh(Wo-oah-oah-oah-oah-oah-oh-oh)I stretched my hands out to the skyWe danced with monsters through the nightWo-oah-oah-oah-oah-oh-oh(Wo-oah-oah-oah-oah-oah-oh-oh)

Sam (and Blaine):I'm (never gonna look back) (Blaine: Woah)I'm (never gonna give it up) (Blaine: No)

Blaine and Sam:Please don't wake me now

Sam:Two, three, four

Blaine:This is gonna be the best day of my life

Blaine and Sam:My li-i-i-i-i-ii-feThis is gonna be the best day of my lifeMy li-i-i-i-i-ii-fe

Sam (Blaine):Woo!

I howled at the moon with friendsAnd then the sun came crashing inWo-oah-oah-oah-oah-oh-oh(Wo-oah-oah-oah-oah-oh-oh)But all the possibilitiesNo limits, just epiphaniesWo-oah-oah-oah-oah-oh-oh(Wo-oah-oah-oah-oah-oh-oh)

Sam (and Blaine):I'm (never gonna look back) (Blaine: Woah)I'm (never gonna give it up) (Blaine: No)

Blaine and Sam:Just don't wake me now

This is gonna be the best day of my lifeMy li-i-i-i-i-ii-feThis is gonna be the best day of my lifeMy li-i-i-i-i-ii-fe

I hear it calling outside my windowI feel it in my soul (Soul)The stars were burning so brightThe sun was out 'til midnightI say we lose control (Control)

Blaine and Sam:This is gonna be the best day of my lifeMy li-i-i-i-i-ii-feThis is gonna be the best day of my lifeMy li-i-i-i-i-ii-fe

Blaine (Sam):This is gonna be, this is gonna be, this is gonna be(This is gonna be) (and Sam: The best day of my life)(My li-i-i-i-i-ii-ife) Everything is looking up, everybody up now

Blaine and Sam:This is gonna be the best day of my lifeMy li-i-i-i-i-ii-fe

"And open your eyes." Blaine leaves his hand from my eyes. "Welcome to Andervans's apartment." Blaine chuckles.

"Wow." I gasped when I see the apartment is more than what I expected.

"Dad told me that this was his friend's but since she moved to Lima, she sold this apartment and dad bough it for us. You like it right?" Blaine asks me.

"This is more than what I expected." I said as I look around.

A medium apartment with a mini kitchen, three bedrooms, one bathroom, a mini living room also a balcony.

"So you can see me cook something while you watch TV." Sam says to me.

"You want to see your room?" Blaine takes my hand and walk lead me. "This is your room on the right, and one the left is mine. Right opposite of your room is the bathroom and next to the bathroom right opposite my room is Sam's room. So I can hear when you both have sex im your room." Blaine laughs.

"I love this place." I said to Blaine.

"But we dont have any wardrobe room together now and remember you're not live only with me and make sure not naked when you out from your room." Blaine says to me.

"I wont." I roll my eyes.

I open my room door and it's not much different than my room in Lima. Pink colour, a bed, a wardrobe and a study table also a medium window with a sofa near it. This is cool, I guess.

"Alright, you can take a rest if you want. I want to cook something." Sam says and walks off.

"Dad's friend sells the apartment include these stuff?" I ask Blaine.

"Yep. She is a woman and that's why the stuff is still look good and clean." Blaine says to me.

"Cool. I'm gonna change my clothes." I said to them and walk to my room.

Blaine already give a sign which one our room is by hangin our name on our room door. This is cool. Really cool.

I open my wardrobe and change my clothes into a short sweat pants and a sweat shirt. My favorite outfit at home. Simple and not bothering me. I keep look around after I went out from my room. God, I love this place.

I sit down on the sofa and turn on the TV while Sam is doing something in the mini kitchen and Blaine went to his room.

"Wondering what he is doing now." I'm singing.

"I'm cooking." Sam answers.

"Wondering what the hell Ryder Lynn aka Danny Zuko aka My Big Bear aka Brunette Justin Bieber doing now." I'm laying flat on the sofa.

"Why you thinking about a person who is not here meanwhile the one who is here is thinking about you?" Sam says.

"DAMN! YOU SAM! I LOVE YOUR WORDS!" Blaine yells from his room.

"Ugh DAAAAADDDDD BRING ME BACK TO LIMA!" I groan.

"Thank you, dude!" Sam shouts.

"I just live here about about one hour and you both already annoy me." I sigh.

"B, what Sam said is right. We both here and thinking about you." Blaine went out from his room.

"Where are you going to?" I ask Blaine as he changed his clothes and wear his parfume.

"Bushwick meet Kurt. What else? I will back here maybe after dinner time. I bring the key. Three of us got the key." Blaine says to me.

"Wait, you want to leave me only with that guy? Oh no." I shake my head.

"You both stuck in a lift for more than one hour and it was fine. See you, B. Sam, dont go away and stay here with her." Blaine says and walks off.

"So only two of us." Sam smirks at me.

"Dont you dare or I will scream out loud." I warn him.

"You want your food or not?" Sam asks.

"You still have the chips you showed me in the plane?" I ask him.

"I have but eat the food that I already made for you." Sam says to me and give me a plate.

I look at the plate and he cook spaghetti carbonara. "You can cook this?"

"It was easy. I know you cant. I will tell you later." Sam says and eat his food.

I just pouted at him and eating my food while sitting down on the sofa and watching TV. Sam is sitting down on the other sofa and do the same things like me.

After eat my food. I wash my dishes on the sink then open the refrigerator to take a drink until I see my beloved potato chips so I take that one.

"That's mine." Sam protest.

"Not anymore. This is mine. I already mark it with a pen, look at this 'Bianca'." I said to him and eat my chips.

"That chips made me stuck in a lift with a girl who cant stop crying." Sam rolls his eyes and walk to the kitchen.

"Wait, this apartment has lift like the trapped lift right?"

"Yes and why?"

"Is there any other lift? Damn! We live in the five floor and I have to use stairs everyday?" I sigh.

"You afraid?" Sam asks me.

"Just kind of trauma. What if I get the same thing again and this time I'm alone?"

"I wont let that happen. Dont worry." Sam says.

I turn my face at him and smiling at him. "You want?" I ask and show my potato chips to him.

Sam turns his face at me and frowns. "It seems weird since you want to share chips with me."

"We are roommates now so we need to share besides your little sister begged me to take care of her stupid brother."

"Stacey did that?"

I nod. "Yes. She gave me a white rose that I hold yesterday."

"She really said that?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"Every little sister will be like that to her big brother. I cried out loud when Cooper graduated from high school and decided to move to LA." I said to him.

"And you give flower to his girlfriend or something?"

"Nope because Cooper was a player and I dont know which one was his girl. Right after he left the stage, there were many girls was looking for him. He was Puck in his high school." I chuckle.

"Wow I'm flattered. You will take care of me right?" Sam smirks at me.

"You can take yourselft care right? I dont want to waste my time for that." I glare at him.

Sam takes my chips from my hand and hold it tight. "No more." Sam shake his head.

"I will kill you!" I pouted at him.

"And I will kiss you." Sam smirks at me.

"I hate you."

"I love you too." Sam smirks.

"I need to call Ryder." I sigh and stand up from my seat.

Sam catches my hand and make me stop. "Stay here. You and him are not longer together."

I didnt say anything and go back to my seat. Yeah Ryder and I are not longer together and when someone reminds me with this it really sucks.

Tears fall down again from my face. I turn my face facing the TV and take a pillow seat then lean my head on the sofa headboard.

"B, you cry?" Sam asks.

I shake my head but I cant hide my sobbing voice. Suddenly Sam sitting down in front of me and facing me.

"You know what? I'm jealous with him. You've been crying since this morning because of him. Do you do the same thing like this when we broke up?" Sam raises his eyebrows at me.

I didnt answer him. I cried but Ryder was there and comfort me but now when he is gone away, I dont have anybody to comfort me.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." Sam pulls my body and hug me.

"You're not even wrong. You remind me that Ryder and I over now." I'm sobbing.

"But I dont want to see you cry because of someone else. I knew it so bad when you cry over a guy, you always hide it with your head down and avoid looking at the others because you usually cry because of me but now you cry because of Ryder and that's make me sick. Stop it, B. You have me with you now." Sam wipe my tears.

"I'm sorry." I sob.

Sam pulls my body and hug me then he rubs my back and my hair. "Stop saying sorry when you're not even wrong."

I didnt say anything and still hugging his body until he pulls my body slowly. He cup my cheek and wipe my tears then kisses me softly.

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