Pt 4

"It's nothing special", I say in a low voice.

"How come it ain't special when you're literally looking like a tomato right now", Beomgyu comments and I feel myself heating up more. I cover my cheeks by my hand and look at the five pair of eyes expecting me to spill the beans.

"Fine", I say and they all cheer like Korea won a world cup.

"He was pretty. My favorite part about him was his eyes. Those eyes that I couldn't dare to look at for more than 5 sec cause they git me feeling things I thought were extinct", I say smiling as I remember my first love. I hate to admit that he was one of a kind. Special one.

"The way you're explaining makes me remember poetry", Taehyun says making all laugh. I also laugh a bit.

"You would be suprised to know that I wrote a lot of songs on him. I'm the kind who couldn't write songs when I am happy. All my songs were sad until I met him", I say making then all hoot.

"He was just my type and everything I wished. But maybe we weren't for eachother. The little moments I had with him would always stay in my mind. He made me believe in something I didn't used to believe in. Love", I say as I look down. I've moved on but the memories make me sad. We could be together but oh well.

"That's so cute", Huening says as he dramatically gasps.

"You guys would have been such a cute couple", Beomgyu says and I simply nod. Ignoring my heart aching. Second love hurts too you know. First one did too. He had a girlfriend whom he loved dearly. He stared at her while I stared at him staring at her. It hurt me.

"No happy ending", Soobin asks and I nod.

"He had a girlfriend", I say.

"It's fine sis. You will find someone way better", Yeonjun says patting my back and wiping his imaginary tears.

"You deserve someone who cares for you. You've moved on. Right?", Taehyun asks.

"Of ours I've moved on. It was hard cause I liked him for...", I clear my throat embarrassed at myself. I liked him though I got to know he had a girlfriend just in the beginning. Maybe love is like this. It hurts but well.

"You liked him for?", Beomgyu asks and I awkwardly laugh.

"2 years and I got the news of him dating in the beginning as in I think 3rd month", I say and once again Huening gasps dramatically. Beomgyu following along and soon the other join too pointing at me and gasping.

"You'll find someone better Yeonie", Yeonjun says and they all stop with their act.

"Sure kiddo", I say and he frowns.

"Who are you calling kid huh? I'm 5 year older than you", Yeonjun says as he huffs acting like he's angry.

"Then act older aswell", I snap back.

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