chapter 14

every now and then there will be flashbacks leading up to the moment walker fully realized he was inlove with leah, during the flashbacks it's very obvious he likes leah to everyone but him (so percy..lol) but yeah enjoy !

Walker's POV

"leah you up? i finished breakfast!" i called upstairs to leah i had just finished making breakfast for me and leah, today was a stay home kind of day so i wanted to pamper her as much as possible, i heard her footsteps coming downstairs lightly but quickly at the sound of breakfast being ready and i chuckled.

she loves when i cook and i don't know why, i hate cooking but for her ill make a full on buffet, "oh my gods yes! i miss eating your food! your such a good cook" she said sitting where her plate was, she said a quick prayer and then started to eat.

she's so precious.

"well you know i dont really like to cook leah..it can be overwhelming at times" i said shrugging sitting next to her with my plate as we both ate "and plus im not THAT good im just okay" i chuckled, her eyes widened face full of food, shocked at my words "WHAT!? walker please okay? remember that time you made quesadillas and tacos for Aryans birthday dinner? people were talking about that for months!" she said devouring her food

i just smiled shaking my head as i continued too eat, by the time we were finished i was already cleaning the plates in the sick and leah sat on the counter watching me i looked at her and my eyebrows furrowed "you okay leah?" i asked and she nodded innocently

but i know leah, she wants something, i chuckled drying my hands and went to her standing infront of her, admiring how cute she looked in the counter...her legs swinging side to side as her doe eyes intensely stared into mine, she pulled me closer by my shirt and bit her lip.

"you want a kiss don't you ? " i whispered my lips a inch away from her plump ones, her breath hitched as she nodded slowly, staring at my lips like she was still hungry "your so fine walker.." she whispered.

i was flattered and obsessed with how she was complimenting me, leah's very affectionate but she's never been...like this, i would ask her what's wrong but im honestly afraid of the answer, i leaned in and cupped her face, my finger placed on her lip smudging her lipgloss a bit, but she didn't mind. it was fine, because i was about to take it off anyways..

i leaned in slowly and placed my lips gently on hers, i didn't pull away, i let the kiss get deeper and hungrier. she pulled me closer between her legs and i gripped her hips keeping her in place, as my other hand held onto her neck pulling her mouth deeper into mine, she moaned softly making me smiled into the kiss.

i felt myself getting excited but i held my composure, i respect her too much to take it to the next step, but at the same time i can't resist this girl, she got me good.

as the kiss deepened my hands traveled to her waist, i picked her up and she squealed and kept kissing me, i brung her upstairs and played her on the bed, climbing on top of her.

as i hovered over her my hands pinning hers above her head, she looked at me in awe, biting her lip slightly "what's wrong walker?@ she asked softly, her eyes searching mine for an answer.

"nothing it's just, your so sexy, so beautiful...i can't get enough of you" i breathed out, my eyes roamed all over her and traveled to her neck, i leaned down and placed my lips on her neck softly

she shivered from my touch, trying to move her hands but i kept them in place, i wanted to show her how much i loved her, how much i adore her, how beautiful she is. i sucked and kissed all in her neck leaving my mark, her soft moans filled my ears making me groan.

i felt her hand slip away from mine and into my hair, pulling it slightly, rubbing my scalpel with her nails, i let out another hungry groan as i kissed her passionately, our tongues fighting for dominance,  once we pulled away out of breath and i played sideways next to her, leah smiled at me and i looked at her almost hypnotized by her beauty.

"what scobell?" she asking her cheeks turning pink, a smile tugged at my lips " it's hard to control myself around you, your such a tease " i whispered admiring her face and her body, i wanted her so bad but i couldn't, we weren't ready yet..im just a boy tho dont blame me.

leah's beautiful, it's not my fault i cant control myself whenever she comes around and what makes it even better, i can kiss her whenever i want . "well im sorry for doing that to you, but you're a tease too walker..your so fine" she said biting her lip and kissing my cheek

i chuckled as i watched her get up to go to the bathroom, i followed her and leaned at the doorway watching her do her skin care, admiring her as usual.

i then sat on the toilet and realized we've been meaning to talk about something we sort of been ignoring, and i realized it was only because of the trauma it caused us..but now i feel like it's time we had that talk. "hey leah? i called for her, watching her moisturize.

"hm?" she hummed in response, "um i know you probably don't wanna talk about this but, the day those two men broke in..i think we need to talk about it baby" i said looking at he though the mirror, i watched as her face slightly changed and her eyes start to glisten.

when she finished her skin care she turned to look at me and sniffled holding back tears "i don't wanna talk about it walker, not now." she simply said leaving out the bathroom, i sighed following after her "leah we have to, and we have to check in with the police and see if they found anything it may be im-" i said but she cut me off

"walker i love you so please let this go okay? for me, i don't want to talk about it" she said starting to tear up i walked towards her and made her look at me, turning her face towards me gently "why? leah....i understand this was traumatic but baby we had to make sure your safe again, it's gonna be okay " i said fight back tears pulling her into my arms, she sobbed in my chest trembling.

she was scared, terrified even, i can tell.

"i just- im so scared walker...im scared that it will happen again that things will get worse, i-i can't deal with that again i just CANT!" she fell to the floor sobbing uncontrollably, my heart shattered, i rushed over to her embracing her in a protective hug, shielding her from whatever dangerous energy that was trying to take over on her.

i felt horrible, i had to swallow my tears but my body physically couldn't help it, seeing leah like this broke me to pieces, i shouldn't have brung it up, she was doing fine before i said anything "leah im so sorry, i shouldn't have said anything...its okay leah it's okay...please please stop crying baby, i cant stand to see you like this" i begged, but she couldn't stop.

her tears soaked through my shirt, and i felt her body heating up from how overwhelmed she was and i held on tighter, she didn't even speak she just sobbed, shaking terrified and just sobbing, horrible uncontrollable sobbing "walker please make it stop! please! it hurts! please make the pain stop!" she begged, i swallowed hard fighting my tears

my jaw clenched as i rested my chin on her head, holding her tightly, my heart shattered when i heard those words, she doesn't deserve this at all...she's too pure to be feeling this much pain.

i wish i could take it away, i truly, deeply, wish i could, i wish that night never happened, i wish i would've just bring her to my place instead...i wish a lot of things that couldve prevented the sobs and screams im hearing right now.

"leah please calm down please, justlisten to my voice...it's okay, you're okay...i would never ever let anything happen to you ever again, i love you so much, im right here, i'll always be right here" i pleaded praying for her to relax, her sobs finally started to calm down slowly but she was calmer, she still cried a bit but the more i held her the more she relaxed in my arms

i shushed her softly, rubbing her back soothingly as she relaxed in my arms, i felt her body tense down as she completely relaxed in my embrace, i sighed heavily rocking her side to side, we didn't speak it was just quiet, the room felt heavy but peaceful, it was a feeling of having ptsd from something traumatic and then finally calming down.

leah was dealing with that and anxiety, i can tell the situation that happened that night completely traumatized her and i felt horrible, i didn't even need to talk about it anymore to know where her head is at.

this put her in a dark place that she's clearly been avoiding, and i want to help her but im not sure if it's safe to suggest anything right now, she seems so vulnerable and defensive about her pain, and i wont rush her, she can take as much time as she needs, and ill be there for her every step.

"walker...what happened that night it- it-""i know leah, i know..you dont have to say anything i know, and its gonna be okay...just relax here and calm your nerves. i'm not going anywhere, im right here" i said caressing her braids softly as i kissed her head, she sighed nuzzling her face in between my chest and my neck as we sat there in silence.

my arms didn't move, not once. i kept holding her and rocking her side to side, after a while i heard her light snores and realized she fell asleep, i moved gently and picked her up bridal style as she slept in my arms and i laid her in the bed, i slide in the blanket with her and held her close and she cuddled more into my arms breathing lightly as her soft snores filled the room.

i sighed watching her inlove, but also upset for her, she deserved to be happy not this, but man she was so beautiful.

the way her chest moved up and down slowly, the way her cross necklace sat perfectly on her chest between her breast glistening lightly in the dim light coming from the bathroom, the way the curls from her braids slightly rested on her face. i moved it out the way caressing her face softly as she somewhat nuzzled in my hand

it was almost like she can feel my touch, even in her sleep. her beautiful pink plump lips slightly open, i kissed them softly and pulled her closer to me, impossibly close, i love her so much.

i just want her to be safe and happy.

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i hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! more soon to come! and i'm still working on my new walker scobell book but it will be released very soon! love you <3