Bye💜💜

I give up tbh I seriously do Call it being wimpy I don't careI just can't do this bookI'll have to keep its shitty ass endingI'll have to accept that this wasA completeAnd utterFailureI just don't have that inspiration anymoreCall me out for saying this again I don't carebut i wanna move on from this storyI don't want this to be the reason I'm known anymoreI don't like it when something I think is better and I worked way harder on gets over shadowed by this trashIt really does things to me. Am I being childish?I'm probably being over sensitive But I'm just feeling so downlike everything is just falling apart in real life toI felt like a failure to myself recently I don't even know what I've failed at tooI'm so confused with my emotionsPeople can say this is attention seeking and I won't argue with themIt's my desperate cry for helpIn and ocean that will eventually drown meI'm so confused with my heart, My feelingsMy workEverything My thoughts seem to consume meDrown mePull my tired body into just nothingI want to start over againI really do.But I know it's gonna be hardI know I'm a small fryBeing compared to all those big peopleof wattpadBut I consider this a lot for what it's worthWe're I'm at Is a milestone And I really don't want to say GoodbyeEven though I've already decided to pack my bagsUgh don't read thisIt's just a shitty authorBeing a shitty authorI need to start overSo yeah just an update on what's Happening with meAnd this account Hope you all the bestMy adorable, funny, readersBut I'm sure I'm not staying On this accountEven thoughIt means the world to meI'm sorryI failed You all But I can't continue with the re writeI can't continue with anything on thisaccount I'm sorryFor all those author's notesI guessIt was just me Delaying theInevitableI wish I couldPush throughFor you allYour comments Seriously madeMe laughAnd Happy But I don'tThink I can You all may thinkI'm overreactingBut Failure Is serious to meI can'tHandle it at timesI just hate itI hate it I hate it soSoSo muchAnd I think That's why I'm so torn about thisBut I'm not leavingI'll justStart overYa knowI'll still be hereBut not on thisaccount Defiantly not hereSoImSorry I'm so sorryI'm sorry to myself and toYou all But Bye.