12. Broken Hearts

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~Lucy's P.O.V.~

I open my eyes because I hear screaming. I grab the baby and walk out of the room. "Oh my god!!" I scream "Holly!! George!! Lockwood!! Someone help!!" I scream.

I go back into the room and grab 2 soft blankets I put one over the baby's face and another one over my nose so I can breath better. "Lucy!!" I hear George screaming.

"Over here!!" I yell. I find George and he takes the baby from me "come on!" He yells, pulling on my wrist. "Where's Lockwood?! How did this happen?!" I scream.

"I dont know!!" Lockwood already got the kids!!" He yells through the crackling fire. We finally get outside, and we're all coughing, covered in ashes. "Where's Lockwood" I yell, "he went back inside to find you!" Holly screams hugging the crying kids to her.

"I need to go back! He went in there for me! I cant let him die in the fire!" I cry and George shakes his head. "No! Its too dangerous! I'll go!" He yells and gives me the now crying baby.

"No! George!!" Holly yells "George!!" She yells again, now in tears, as George dissapears into the burning house. "What happened?!?" Kipps comes from the street where his car is parked. "The house caught on fire or something. And Lockwood is in there and George went looking for him!" I cry and he hugs me. "Its gonna be okay" he tells me.

George comes back, alone. I fall to my knees and cry harder than ever before "Lockwood!!" I yell at the burning house of memories. "George!" Holly hugs him tightly as he kneels infront of her, defeated.

"Lockwood!! No!! You cant be dead! Lockwood!!" I yell again. I begin walking toward the house but Kipps holds me back. "No! Let me go!! If he's in there I need to find him!!" I scream trying to get out Kipps' grip.

"No! Lockwood!" I cry again "you cant do this to me!!" I yell at the house once more.

The police, ambulance and firefighters finally get here. I give Kipps the baby and walk toward them. "You need to go in there! My husband is still there" I cry.

"Mam, you need to get checked up!" A firefighter yells at me. "No! Lockwood is in there and you need to go get him!" I scream. "He's still in there" I cry to myself as I fall to the floor again.

"Please" I tell them and they nod. "Get everything ready!" One of them yells and they all obey. They all follow each other inside and come back an hour later.

"We searched the whole house! There's no sign of anyone in there! But we found this!" The guy hands me a small envelope. I open it and inside is a small picture.

After I look at it clearly I gasp. Its a picture of me, layed drugged on the floor and Kipps on top of me and he's smiling up at the camera. I turn the picture and on the back it says:Hope we get to do this again one day.

"How could you do this to me!?!" I scream at Kipps and throw the picture at him, I take Jake from him and walk to Holly, George and the kids.

They're sitting down on an open medical van or sonething and they're getting checked. I sit beside Holly, crying and mad.

I look at Kipps pick of the picture, he reads the back first then looks at the picture. For some reason he opens his mouth in shock. He looks over at me and I look away. He takes the picture and leaves, angry.

-a few weeks later-

I walk down the street to Holly's house to get my daughter and son since she's taking care of them. "Ahh" I scream as someone opens a door and falls on me.

"Watch it-" I stop talking when I see that its Kipps. "Get off me!" I tell him and go to shove him off. "Wait one second" he says, completely drunk.

He looks up and just stares at me. "Youre so beautiful, have I ever said that" he cups the side of my face with his hand and I shove it away. He does it again this time, quickly he kisses me and without thinking I kiss him back.

We stand up and he looks at me again, "I am so sorry, I shouldnt have done that" he looks down at the floor and starts walking away.

"Wait, you're drunk, come, I'll take you to my apartment, I was gonna stay at Holly's house anyway" I tell him and he nods.

"Why are you so nice to me? After what I did"he quotes did. "I dont know. I just, wait why were you at the bar? I thought you didnt drink." I change the conversation.

"Well, my girlfriend broke up with me. She was talking about marriage and who knows what, and since I was half drunk I blurted out that I wasnt able to procreate children so she left me. And I thought, what's better to do than get myself completely drunk" he falls onto the bed and tries taking his shoes off.

"Here, let me" I kneel down infront of him and take his shoes off. "Thanks" he smiles and I walk toward the kitchen, "wait come here" he tells me and I sit beside him on the bed.

Ok I was listening to this song while writing this part and it just went with the moment so it would be awesome if you played "Love me like you do" by Ellie Goulding, Right now

He stares deeply into my eyes as if enchanting me. "Your eyes are beautiful" he smiles, our faces get closer again and this time, I kiss him.

"Im sorry, I shouldnt have done that" I quickly push away but he pulls me back in. He kisses me again and our soft kiss turns into a deep and loving kiss.

He crawls on top of me and takes his shirt off. I shouldnt be doing this I think but I continue. I quickly take my own shirt off and slide my black leggings off. He takes his belt off, throwing it on the ground. He gets off the bed and slides his pants down.

He gets on top of me again. He kisses me harder and harder. He begins sucking at my neck. He slides his underwear down and takes my panties off. He pushes himself inside me.

"Ahh" I moan, "uggh" he grunts. "Ahh" I moan again. He rocks himself harder and harder. He grips the poles at the head of the bed and he begins moving the weak bed. "Uhh!" I moan louder. "No more!" I moan and he quickly stops.

"Uhh" I sigh and just lay back on the bed. He throws himself beside me. "Can you-" he asks and I nod. I go to his lower region and suck hard at him him. "Uhh" he moans. After a while I stop and just lay down. "Do you want me to?" He asks and I shake my head.

"Too bad" he responds, smiling and begins sucking hard at me "uhh!" I moan loudly, "you taste so good" he grins at me and sucks at me again. He raises himself and begins kissing my lips again.

"Mmh" I begin moaning again as he puts his fingers inside me. He takes his hand out and licks it infront of me, then kisses me again.

We lay side by side, exhausted. I look up at him, "why did you do it?" I ask and he looks at me, "that........that wasn't me" he looks away.

"What do you mean that wasn't you?! What? Did someone steal your face for a day?!" I scream at him. "Well they didn't steal it. They already had it" he sighs.

"What?" I give him a confused look. "Can I tell you something?" He asks and I nod. "I.......I have a brother" he tells me "what does that have to do with anything!" I scream. "He's not just my brother" we sit up, "he's..............my twin brother" he finally says.

"What? How do I know you arent lying?" I ask, "look" he gets off the bed and gets his wallet. "I keep it in my wallet in hopes that he will change one day" he gives me the picture and its of 2 of him, as little kids.

"Whats his name?" I ask giving him the picture. "Calumn" he sighs, "thats why you"I ask, referring to what I was gonna call my baby and he nods.

"Just because you have a twin brother doesnt nean that it wasnt you" I say. I get up and change into some clothes. "I have proof. Look Calumn only knew about you because of me. I would always just talk about work and about Lockwood and Co." He sighs and puts his pants on.

"I didn't mean for him to do anything to you, okay? Im sorry" he walks toward the door and puts his shirt on

"Wait!" I say without thinking, I sigh "you're still drunk. You can stay over, like I said, Im heading to Holly's house" I look up at him and he smiles.

"You don't have any faults stop being so nice to me" he politely declines my invite and leaves. I walk out after him, "now you're following me?" He asks and stops walking. "No, Im going to Holly's house" I walk past him.

"Luce" he stops me by calling me that "sorry, I meant Lucy" he quickly corrects himself and I smile. "Yes?" I say. "Can I ask you something?" He asks and I nod, "if it would've been me, that you met before Lockwood......... Would I have a chance?" He looks straight into my eyes and I look away, shocked.

"Answer me" he says calmly and presses me to the wall. "I cant" I push him away and run out.

Would have I given him a chance if I met him first? No! I cant think that! Lockwood is dead and it's because of me!

I begin crying as I walk up to Holly's house. I knock on the door and a few seconds later George opens it.

"Oh Lucy, we thought something bad happened to you, you're always on time" he brings me in for a hug. "No, Im fine" I say wiping the tears off my face.

"Oh, Lucy what happened?" George closes the door and Holly frowns at me. "Can we talk, alone?" I say looking at the kids and Holly nods.

"Come on we can talk in the living room upstairs" she leads me and George follows. "What do you want to talk about?" Holly asks and we all sit down. "I......I had sex with Kipps" I cry, George stands up abruptly.

"You what?" He screams, "I-I was thinking" I stutter. "Lockwood died for you! And this is how you repay him!" George screams at me and I cry harder.

"And above all it was Kipps! Im guessing you've gotten over Lockwood pretty quick!" He yells, "no its not like that" I shake my head rapidly. "Kipps told me the truth. It wasnt him. He didnt do anything to me" I cry, "I can believe you are falling for his lies-" "he has a twin brother!" I cut George off.

"You know, its better if you take your kids and leave!" He yells at me "George!!" Holly screams "she did wrong, yes!! But everyone makes mistakes!" She quickly stands up defending me.

"He was my best friend!" George cries, "I lost him too! He was your husband!" George falls onto the couch. "You never really loved him, did you?" He questions. "Of course I did!" I yell "I needed it. I needed to feel like someone loved me!" I cry.

"But I love you! Holly loves you! Youre kids love you! Lucas loves you! Everyone in this family loves you!"he screams. "You shouldnt have done it. What would Lockwood think-" "it doesnt matter what he would think! He's dead!" I try to yell but I only manage to cry even more.

"They didnt find his body! We didnt even give him a funeral!" I cry, Holly comes to sit beside me and she hugs me really tight.

"I know what I did was wrong. And if I could change it I would. But, I needed something, someone to tell me they love me" I cry. "You could've come to us! Cry to us! Kipps doesnt love you!" He tells me and I look at the floor, ashamed.

"I know, and Im so sorry!" I cry. "Come on, lets get you to bed" Holly helps me stand up and she takes me to the room they have for me in their house.

Minutes later Holly brings Jake and lays him, asleep beside me. After she leaves, I fall asleep, thinking of the night the fire happened.

Oohh my gersh. I really cant believe I did this, I feel like killing me. Lol hope you enjoyed, probably not. Please vote and comment

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