Part 12 ( got lost )

TAEHYUNG :

It's late night , almost 11. I'm so hungry , still walking with a hope of some foods .But suddenly I feel like my eyes getting blur . It's .... it's getting dark everywhere .

JUNGKOOK :

I didn't slept yet , I didn't even ate anything as I know he didn't eat anything either . I'm looking at moon and His angle like face is appearing in front of my eyes .

He is so innocent , so pure . He is an angle. This world is not good for him . He didn't meant to face the cruelity of this fucking world .

A drop of tear left my eye and got rest on my cheeks . I'm still sitting on the floor .

TAEHYUNG :

I opened my eyes , saw a some people around me  . I immediately get up .

" Ohh he is awake  . Are you fine ? "A old lady asked me .

I didn't answer as I'm processing what's happening .

" You don't need to be sceared ." A old lady said and sat beside me . I didn't noticed it before that I'm in a restaurant , sitting on a table . " You were senseless on the footpath , and we found you so we took you here . "

" Where - where am I ? " I asked . I'm shaking because of the fair . And my stomach is burning because of hunger .

" You are in a restaurant , do - do you have Money ? Are you hungry "

I nod my head as no when she asked me if I have money . And nodded as yes when she asked if I'm hungry . So she bring me some food . She is such a gold hearted person .

I ate it like a kid as I was so hungry to explain .

" Where you live ? "

" I do not have any house . "

They shocked as I said that .

" But you don't look like homeless . "

" But I am "

" Okay , you can stay here tonight "

" Really ? "

" Hmm of course . "

" Thanks "

They gave me a small room , seems like it was locked for so long . But it's okay they cleaned it a little for me . There is a small window beside the bed . I lay in the bed  and looking outside through the window and I fall asleep .

JUNGKOOK : I guess it's the right time . I'm going to escape from here . It's so late night , she didn't thought that I can do this much for him .

I'm going to jump from balcony . I'm on 2nd floor . Thank God I have a pool just beside my room so I'll jump into it .

Not knowing where is he ? What to do after jumping ? Will it work or I'm gonna die ?  With all these questions on my mind I didn't think twice and jumped .

* Sound of water *

I'm ....I'm alive ....

I opened my eyes under the water . Swimming hard to get up from the water level . 

My feet got stable on the tiles of pool . I'm full wet but I'm alive .

I'm surprised that am alive.

I quickly went to the main door of my mansion and unlock it . I went to the washroom and change my clothes .

I took my car key and drove my car out of my mansion.  Driving all around Seoul , but didn't found him . It's almost dawn . I took a look on my watch and yeah , it's 4:32.

I came back and sat on the floor of my living room.  Resting my head on the couch . Looking at the celling I am remembering the moment that I have spent with Taehyung .

Is it the end ? Is it the end of what , which didn't even started ?

____________to be continued _____________