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Yibo walked into zhan's room where zhan is changing his shirt but seeing yibo get into his room zhan immediately turned back from yibo." Why r you here?" - zhan coldly asked

Yibo get frown hearing zhan's tone bcz zhan has never spoke to him in that tone before.yibo think for a while before speak "you promised me that you would break up with her" yibo said calmly.

"I know.i remember that.you don't need to remind me anything.My memory is not that bad at all."- Zhan said harshly while turned to him

Yibo surprisingly looking at him while trying to understand what the problem zhan has. Yibo come close to him "what's wrong.are you all right?" Yibo asked while holding zhan's shoulder.

Zhan roughly push yibo away "didn't i tell you not get close to me.why didn't you listen to me bobo.Why do you just find ways to touch me? I'm sick of you being close to me" zhan yelled.

Yibo get shocked by zhan's behaved but still there is no expression on his face."I'm sorry.i just concerned about you.did i do something wrong with you"- yibo calmly asked him to know why zhan Suddenly accusing him being close to him where he just only following zhan's words

Zhan pulled his own hair in frustration.he take a deep breath before speak." I'm sorry bobo.It's not your fault.just stay away from me for a while.okk?"

"seems like he feel stressed.Everything was fine till last night then suddenly what happened to him" yibo thought his mind

Yibo nods before speak "Are you in your right mind ge?do you need any help?"

Hearing this zhan looks at yibo before burst out laughing." You are asking me this.where u r the one who is not his in usual senses.if not how can you love your own brother.you are just something else beyond someone's thinking bobo.. I'm just fed up with you bobo.just give me space" - saying that zhan is about to leave but seeing lusi standing at the door he stopped.

"You.. since when you are here?"- zhan said nervously while seeing lusi standing at the door

"At the beginning.we should go now,we are getting late."- lusi said normally as if it's nothing matter to her.

Zhan nods while getting confused by lusi's normal reaction after that left the room where lusi smiled seeing yibo's face before she leaving the room.

A drop of tears falling down from yibo's teary eyes. Yibo's heart aches thinking zhan's words. "Loving you is not my fault bcz you are not my brother.since when I found out that you aren't my brother,I love you without wanting to." Yibo mumbles while looking at the disappearing figures.

"I still remember that day when I got to know that you really aren't my brother."- yibo said himself

Flashback14 years agowhen yibo was 5 years old

One day a strange man came into their house to meet Carmen lee where mr.wang wasn't at homeSo Carmen lee took that strange man to the second floor to talk about Suddenly what brought that man here.yibo was alone in the living room where zhan and haikuan went outside to play.since yibo felt lonely he decided to went to his mother,as thought as did,he went upstairs where he heard his mother voice who was arguing with that person about something.little yibo get afraid.since the door was slightly open yibo peeked into the room.

"So you come here to thread me?"- Carmen lee said angrily.

"I'm just telling you the truth.I have done my duty now and the rest is up to you,you should think what you will do next"- that strange man said.

"There is nothing to think about. It's clear.even if i didn't give birth zhan,but still he is my son.I'm not going to give him to anyone.and you are not going to tell anyone about this."- Carmen lee said while giving him a blank check "put any amount you want.just make sure your mouth keep shut.or else you have to lose your job.and I'll make sure that you won't find any job in your whole life"

Little yibo get shocked to hear his mom's word.he feel heart knowing that zhan isn't really his brother.The one he used to think of as his brother was not really his brother.The one whom he wanted to caress and play with for so long,will probably move away from him now.

Until now he thought that one day maybe his brother would love him back, play with him but now it seems like that his brother will leave him before he get the opportunity to play with him,get loved by him.that person took his brother away from them.He may never be able to play with his brother again, never get affection from his brother, never get love, never see his brother again, these thoughts hurt his little heart badly..

Before he could hear anything, he ran away from there to find his brother.but he fainted in the middle due to unbearable pain,fear of losing his brother.

Flashback end

At present

"How can i tell you that you're not my brother.i Ain't do any sin.I'm afraid that we would lost you if i tell you the truth. It would be better for both of us that i zip my lips. It's enough for me that i have you beside me even if i won't get you but i can't take the risk to lose you."- yibo said while looking at the door.

*****

On the other hand zhan take lusi to the cafe.where zhan looks like spacing out somewhere also he isn't feeling well by mistreating yibo where he knows that it wasn't yibo's fault to get that dream.but by dreaming that dream he get aware of his own feelings for yibo.not only aware but also he is very clear about his feelings now. Although he fell for yibo but it's impossible for him to have romantic relationship with yibo moreover he just doesn't want to let that dream turned to be true.

By puzzling Zhan's own thoughts,zhan finally told lusi to end up their relationship.to not so surprised lusi asked him if he is breaking up for yibo or what?

Hearing lusi's straight forward question zhan get stunned.zhan take a deep breath before speak

""Isn't not for him neither this is about you, this is about me.and me needing space to find out who I'm.i feel like i don't know myself enough.i just need to be myself... although i know,i gave you my words that i would take your responsibilities but your father had already Settled that matter so there isn't any meaning to get together, since i know that i won't able to love you ,there are no reason to give you faka hope.. I really appreciate you,you always have been besides me when ever i needed you but I won't be selfish.for myself I don't want to use you.i know you are going to be get hurt but It is better to end up now than later.right? And we will be friends if you want."- zhan politely said while holding lusi's hand.

Lusi withdraw her hand while giving him a force smiled."I'm afraid that we might not be friends anymore.and what else can I say about this,where you already have taken the decision alone."- lusi said while feeling disturb.

"for now i accept this decision even if I don't want to end up with you but if i don't let you end up our relationship,that brat show you our video for sure.which i don't want to let happen.you forced me to Break up with him yibo,you have to pay for this"- lusi thought in her mind

"As your wish.i don't want you do anything against your wish.if you don't want to be friends anymore then I'll accept this too."- zhan calmly said.

Lusi's express fall After hearing zhan's words.she thought at first that zhan would might insist her to keep the friendship,but it's happened opposite of her thinking.

"Now you are hurting me zhanzhan"- lusi  said while being sad.."if you want more time then I can wait for you.but please don't break up with me forever"

Lusi wanted to make zhan keep this relationship.If zhan wants to stay in this relationship then Lucy will not care about yibo anymore but lusi can't take risks to continue this too.she just wants to make some space between them so that yibo can't bother her anymore.

"Lusi it's not like I didn't try.i tried hard to love you and i don't know why I can't develop any feelings for you in those days. I'm sorry lusi"- Zhan said while looking at lusi. Seeing lusi's sad face zhan feels guilty inside him

"I can't give you any fake hopes.you know you deserve pure love which i can't give you.if it's possible for me then i would do that but it isn't in my hand to love you.Love doesn't depend on desire it just happens you know. If you stay with me you will never be happy and i want you be happy" - zhan said while giving her a polite smiled.

Lusi nods with a teary eyes.lusi hold zhan's hand before speak "but tell me one thing do you love him "

Hearing lusi's words zhan face get pale.last night dream come up in his mind.

"or have you already come in a relationship?" She asked.. after seeing zhan's pale face.

Lusi's words hits up zhan.his blood boil up to remember that nightmare " i'd rather die than love him. That worse day will never come in my life that i come to a relationship with him" - zhan angry said.seeing zhan's reaction lusi gets happy inside.

as soon as zhan's ends their conversation she takes leave from there.

After coming out from the cafe Lusi send a message to yibo "as you say i broke up with him.you will be happy to know that you are a sinner who loves his own brother after knowing that he doesn't love you.you should die you know.even zhan also doesn't want you in his life." With this sms lusi attached a audio recording where zhan said about yibo"" i'd rather die than love him. That worse day will never come in my life that i come to a relationship with him"

Sending that sms to him lusi smiled mischievously.

On the other side yibo is about to start his bike to go to his university.but before he can start his bike,he got lusi's massage.Yibo opened the massage and listen the audio which is attached with this massage. After listening that audio,yibo heart aches,he takes a deep breath and smiled sadly.

***

After talking with lusi zhan came to the university.when zhan is at university's entrance he saw jili is coming towards him hurriedly.seeing jili running towards him zhan get tensed.he asked jili with tensed voice "why are you running like that"

Jili huffed badly.he start taking deep breath before speak

"don't go inside now zhan..we should wait here for Cheng coming.Don't we?"-jili said nervously where jili doesn't know what to say he just trying to make zhan stopped to get into the university..

Zhan looks at jili in frown face where he knows there must be happened something or else jili didn't stopped him like that at the university's entrance.he must be trying to hide something from him..

"We don't need to do that,he can directly come to our class" - zhan said while walked into the hallway.

"Bu..tt"- jili trying to say something but before he could say anything zhan walked away. Jili walked behind him.

As soon as he get into university, some of girls started drooling over him.zhan ignored them and walked forward Suddenly he heard some kinds of talk about him.where some of people are saying that "being the son of a rich man, he become the top student in his class.he must have bribe to professors to get this position"

Hearing those gossips zhan stopped on his tracks ,he feels Hurt coz Only he and his friends know how hard he work for get to the position of top one.jili, who was behind him, stopped too after hearing those gossips.jili already have known that since morning most of the students are talking about zhan.That's why jili came to stop him at the entrance.

And this is why mr.wang and Carmen lee has been hiding theirs son's indentity.so that they can lead their life normally.no one can pointed on their achievements which they get by their hard works. But after being opened zhan's true identity, his all hard work went under his father's fame & money.

Zhan shockingly standing there,he didn't expect to get this kinds of comments.seeing zhan's hurt face jili start trying to divert zhan's focus on those gossips.jili dragged zhan to another way.

Zhan is in a dilemma of whether he should take stand against those gossips or just ignored them.coz what accusation they makes on him is wrong.which he can't tolerate,he didn't even bribe anyone. Whatever he is and he has,all he earned by his own hard work ,not his father money.

Zhan and jili stopped walking when they saw ziyi and haoxuan running to the out side of the university.

"What's wrong"- jili asked while looking at them running out side.

Zhan shake his head while rushed to them.zhan heartbeat suddenly getting faster,he doesn't know why his heart racing like that he feels pain in his heart. suddenly he noticed that yibo isn't with them.after noticing that this speed get fast.he feels anxiety and nervousness.jili also running behind him.

Zhan called by ziyi's name which made them stopped at their tracks.zhan and jili come near to them. Where they can see ziyi's teary eyes. Seeing that zhan's heart beat skipped for a second. Obviously he cares for her as he takes her like his own sister.

Where he knows very well that ziyi is a strong girl.she isn't a crying baby who cry about usual thing.

"What happened.what makes you crying?did someone bully you?"- zhan asked in a worried tone..

"y..yibo"-ziyi crying said.

Thub.thub...zhan heart bumped up. Zhan frozen..a single word is not coming out from zhan's mouths.it's hardly say that he might lost his words or he isn't ready to hear anything else about yibo.

"What happened with him?"- jili asked confusingly.

"We have to go fast, I'll tell you later please get in the car "- haoxuan said while get into the car. Jili and ziyi get in the car where zhan is still frozen in his place.

"Brother hurry up"- haoxuan said.

Where jili dragged zhan into the car..zhan still didn't response anything.he still in his shocking state.

Where haoxuan fastly driving the car.Seeing that jili asked "would you please tell us what's going on.did something happen to yibo?"

Hearing this ziyi wouldn't bother to replied him but crying even more badly.

Zhan's breath hitches since he knowing that something might happened to yibo.zhan feels like he is spinning.

"He got an accident"- haoxuan said while driving Fastly

"Wh..what.how.how do you know that..?"- jili shockingly asked.

But before haoxuan replied him ,As soon as zhan heard the word from him,he passed out.seeing that jili hold zhan into his arms while patting zhan's cheek to wake him up.Ziyi also feel dizziness seeing the situation..

Haoxuan give a bottle of water to jili to make zhan wake up. After splashing some water on zhan's face,he wake up.

"Zhanzhan r you okay?" Jili asked in a concerned voice

"Bobo...where is he?"-zhan asked in a cold voice.

"Brother we are going there"- haoxuan said surprisingly after hearing zhan's voice

"I said where is he.Why are we going afar from hospital instead of going to hospital?"- zhan loudly said while looking at haoxuan angrily.

"Yibo isn't in the hospital"- ziyi sobbingly said

"Does someone tell me where is he.how you two know that he got an accident?"-zhan angrily asked whereHe still didn't believe that yibo got an accident

"Since yibo didn't come college early today,We was connecting with a video call with him.where he was riding his bike.and and..""--haoxuan paused for a moment to hold his tears ""and Suddenly he lost control over his bike and hit with a truck". Haoxuan struggling to talk..

"It's all my fault ge."-ziyi sobbing.Zhan looks at ziyi where his brain didn't work well.

"Neither i called him nor the accident would happen with him"- ziyi sobbing badly while hiding her face with his both hand.

"God damn.how is he?don't tell me he seriously injured or he pas***"-jili asked to know about yibo's condition but suddenly he feels a death glare on him.jili immediately stopped of speaking where zhan tightly press jili's hand. Jili gulped his own saliva.

Zhan didn't want to hear anything bad for yibo.zhan can't think anything straight.his heart get tightened when jili asked that yibo might get serious injuries.for zhan it's still impossible to believe that yibo had an accident,few hours ago he left his bobo fit and find.

"I already sent ambulance to the spot.they might have reached there by now."- haoxuan said.

After that any of them didn't speak anytime.everyone present in the car lost their own thoughts.

When they reached the accident spot,they hurriedly get off the car and rushed to the ambulance where they get to see that yibo being taken in the ambulance by some of ambulance stuff.where yibo is lying unconsciously on a stretcher where his one bloody hand were hanging down from the stretcher and blood oozing from that hand and his hold body covered with blood.

Seeing that zhan frozen on his spot where ziyi hide his face in Zhan's arms while screaming."ge yibo won't die.he Will be get well soon ge.. right?".

zhan feels like his soul out from his body.he just standing like a statue..he didn't even hear ziyi's word.zhan tears falling from his eyes while looking at yibo's unconsciousness blood covered body. Zhan looks at the direction without blinking. Even jili who is with them seeing that view he passed out.

Haoxuan immediately goes to help the others stuff to place yibo carefully in the ambulance.

Zhan comes back in his senses when the ambulance door is about to almost close.

"Bobo.." zhan mumbles while moved ziyi aside and walked towards yibo fastly.he hopping on the ambulance without a second delay..

Haoxuan also wanted to go with yibo and zhan but he has to take care of senseless jili and ziyi.that's why he decided to follow the ambulance with his car.

In the ambulance zhan patiently waiting for reached to hospital.his is the first time that zhan feels like one minute has passed like hundred years. Zhan's tears falling down nonstoply from his eyes. Zhan,with his shaking hands take yibo's bloody hand in his hand.

"I'm dreaming..right boob? This accident isn't happened right?..it will vanished soon when i wake up from this horrible dream bobo, don't worry it was just a dream"- zhan said to yibo while touching his own cheek with yibo's bloody hand.

"Didn't you tell me that you‌ can stay without touching me,you love to touch me.then why didn't you touch me now"-zhan said while rubbing yibo's hand on his cheek.

Suddenly yibo's breath is breaking down.seeing that zhan get panicked.he called one of the ambulance attendance sit next to him to check yibo.

The attendance put him on oxygen mask.the attendance said zhan to move a bit but zhan didn't let go of yibo's hand,he get afraid of losing him.

"Go fast please.run the ambulance fast"- zhan said after seeing yibo's condition getting worsen

zhan Suddenly notice that ambulance isn't moving,he peeked the outside and realized that they're stucking on traffic jam..

Zhan feels dying in this condition.he looking at yibo helplessly he kissed yibo's bloody hand "don't die please.don't die.'"

Within 15mints they reached at the hospital. In hospital entrance haoxuan is already waiting for them to come with the doctors team.

When that accident held ziyi made a call to haikuan to inform him yibo's condition and also arranged the doctors in advance who is going to treat yibo.that's why haikuan can arrange everything in advance.xuan lu is also with him

As soon as they get off from the ambulance, doctors team immediately taking yibo in ICU. Seeing yibo's bad condition haikuan froze his place.where Xuan lu goes with the doctors.

Zhan hugged kuan to support him,where getting hugged from his brother haikuan tears start falling down.

By then haoxuan,ziyi and jili also reached there.jili who came back senses a while ago.zhan break he hugged seeing them coming out from the car.

"Brother have the doctors started treating him?'"--haoxuan asked.zhan nods

"Has anyone informed mom and dad about yibo?" - zhan asked in a breaking voice.

Everyone shakes their heads.all this things happened so quickly that no one got the time to informed them.. seeing that zhan told haikuan to inform his parents.but haikuan shake his head.

He can't tell his parents this heartbreaking news and also about yibo's condition. As his parents love yibo so much that they can't tolerate this bad news,they might get heart attack.

Seeing that haoxuan make them call where haoxuan didn't tell them about yibo's condition but said them to come to the hospital excuse of haikuan's study  after that they all goes in front of ICU.they all are tensed and feelings heartbreaking.bcz all of them love yibo so much.they won't bear to lose yibo.where zhan's condition is most worsen.

Zhan feels guilty remember of what has he done this morning with yibo.In one way or another,,zhan feels responsible for yibo's condition.

"If something happens with you bobo today,i also won't survive with the guilt and without y**" zhan pause ,he knows what he was going to say.coz zhan also love yibo unconditionally which he didn't want to admit.

After for a while a doctor comes out from the ICU room. As soon as they sees the doctor they all around the doctor to ask yibo's condition.

Doctor told them that they needed blood immediately to operate yibo,since his condition isn't good and he lost his lot of blood.and they out of his blood type in their blood bank.

Everyone get ready to give their blood as soon as they heard.but zhan said first.

"You can take mine"-Zhan without a second delay agree to give blood to him.

"What is your blood type.we need AB+ blood"

Zhan's face become pale hearing that."Mine is O+"- zhan said while looking at haikuan.

Haikuan widened his eyes.he shockingly looked at zhan.."kuan what is your blood type..?" -zhan asked.

"B+"- haikuan replied

Others also shake his head that they aren't this blood type..

"If we can't get blood immediately In that case it will be tough for us to safe him."- doctor said sadly.

seeing that zhan get panicked,he leaned against the wall.his legs are shaking badly.

"Don't worry I'm going to manage blood.i know some blood donors.kuan you come with me "-xuan lu said while walked away

Where jili silently looking at them.he slowly comes before the doctor

"My blood type is AB+.you can take mine"- jili hesitatedly said as he has fear of needle while extended his hand in front of the doctor.

"Good. Come with me"-doctor said while taking jili with him.