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"i Never thought that i would ever need any courage to talk with bobo..even I don't have any courage to go in front of him after he did with me,how will i faced bobo..how things come like this? should i need to say sorry to him for being mad at him last time. but wait isn't it his fault? he provoked me so much that i couldn't help but lost my temper.so it's he who actually should apologize to me.but i know it's bobo, not other person who asked sorry easily.besides he hates me also.what will i do so that he will stop hating me and will not demand any unnecessary things from me"

zhan is puzzling in his thoughts while ziyi come out from yibo's room. ziyi sadly smiled after seeing zhan.she come near to zhan and seems like she wants to say Something but she hesitated.

"zhan ge you came home!!?"-ziyi said

hmm ziyi. how have you been.is all okk?-- zhan asked

"As usual ge"-- ziyi

"hmm"- zhan nodded.then after 2mint pause zhan asked about yibo.

"is he okay"- zhan asked in a low voice

"he has a high fever, what's why we are here zhan ge to take care of him bcz haikuan has to submitted his project today." --, ziyi sadly replied

zhan shocked by ziyi's word.

"what bobo is suffering from fever, then why didn't haikuan inform me that. Since when does he have a fever" zhan thought in his mind.

"but kuan didn't tell me anything about yibo's fever, If he had told me, I would have come home earlier"- zhan said in sad tone.

ziyi nod and said after a pause while looking at zhan's eyes

"haikuan called me this morning to take care of yibo as haikuan need to go to his university,so there is no one to take care of yibo..so haoxuan and i came here immediately.."

in ziyi's eyes zhan could see the disappointment for him

seeing that zhan took a deep breath and said in his mind " I'm sorry ziyi but i didn't have any choice.but i had to take two days leave for my own, to calm myself down.and to decide what will do and not will do so that i can fixed the problem which bobo created for me. what i can't let you know. if you know that what yibo has done with his own brother,you might get upset and feel shame for your best friend behaviour.

"thank you ziyi for coming. but now I'm here so I'll take care of bobo.i promise"-- zhan said in guilty voice bcz as a big brother he should have known his brother's condition.

seeing zhan guilty face ziyi just nodded. she knows very well about zhan and yibo's relationship as she is yibo's childhood best friend .the only friend yibo have and now haoxuan. but she never thought that zhan could ignore yibo in yibo's bad condition where he was the one who told them two days ago at university's parking lot that he would take care of bobo in his own willing. and now he is just being careless.

at that moment haoxuan came out from yibo's room & told them that yibo was sleeping now..so they can go now since brother zhan is here for yibo.they will come time to time to check yibo.

hearing this ziyi looked at zhan's eyes in with a questioning gaze. yizi doesn't want to leave yibo alone with zhan as she knows that yibo doesn't like zhan get close to him.

"don't worry yizi. i ensure you that I'll take care of him.two of you can go now, maybe you have your own work have to do." zhan said in a smiling face as he knows yizi's concern.

"ok brother then we'll come tomorrow" haoxuan said and after that ziyi handed zhan some medicine which yibo has to taken after lunch.

zhan take these medicine from ziyi and thanks her after that they left from there.

Time skip at noon

zhan prepared lunch and waited for yibo wake up..he checked yibo's forehead time to time which is burnt like fire..he treats yibo with cold wet cloth on yibo's forehead to reduce his fever.but it's not working, yibo needs to take over-the-counter medications like acetaminophen to reduce fever.but yibo is sleeping now so zhan removes extra layers of clothing and blankets over yibo so that he can stay cool.

slowly yibo opens his half of eyes. seeing yibo opened his eyes zhan smiled happily. and yibo mumbled by zhan's name" zhan ge"

time skip half an hour later

zhan hurriedly come out from yibo's room but by then he bumped into haikuan.zhan about to fall but haikuan hold him."zhan ge are you ok"

zhan nodded "kuan you come home early today is all ok in your university?zhan asked worriedly.

"zhan ge today i haven't many classes.so i come home early."

although haikuan come back home early bcz of yibo's fever he has not concentrated in his class. he lied to zhan bcz he doesn't want to put zhan in difficult situation as he knows about zhan and yibo's fight.

haikuan asked zhan about yibo's condition but zhan looked like spacing out somewhere.

"since when he gets the fever.?and why didn't you tell me that. didn't you take care of him properly kuan.how he gets the fever? if you are not able to take care of him you could tell me once.. instead of you telling me you called yizi for help. what do you think, are you doing the right thing??" zhan said angrily while looking at haikuan.

haikuan get upset by zhan scolding.he doesn't know what to answer his brother. although he knows what he has done is not right.he should inform his brother but he just wanted to give some space to zhan.and about bobo. he was here for him.

haikuan break the silence " zhan ge I'm sorry for my deeds. but i thought you need some time since i was here for yibo that why i didn't bother you ..sorry ge i didn't want to hurt you.and about bobo's fever i wanted to inform you but you didn't want to listen anything about bobo. that's why I couldn't inform you."

flash back(haikuan thinking)

when zhan stayed in Cheng's home he was connected with haikuan.they talked with usual thing but not bobo's matter.in that two days yibo didn't eat properly.he was upset all the day.i thought that i would tell zhan ge about bobo's condition.when i called zhan ge and started talking about bobo but hearing bobo's name zhan ge hang up the phone saying that he has work.after that when ever i tried to talk about bobo zhan ge immediately changed the topic as if he haven't any interested to talk on this topic.

same day in the evening..

i came in yibo's room but bobo wasn't in room..water sounds came out from bathroom.i thought yibo was in washroom so i waited for yibo on his bed. since 1hour passed but yibo didn't come out from bathroom.i got tensed.i started calling yibo's name from the outside of bathroom. but yibo didn't replied.i couldn't help but push the bathroom door.the door opened immediately as yibo never locked his bathroom door.i saw yibo was lying on the bathroom floor unconsciously.seeing this without a delay i carried yibo in his room.i checked yibo's pulse and called doctor. doctor told me that He fainted due to tension and weakness although he has shoulder pain also.

after that i one more time called zhan ge and was about to say yibo's condition but zhan ge spoke in the same time " kuan if you are going to talk about bobo then please don't. I'll talk with him later." hearing this i didn't say anything about yibo, knowing that zhan ge needs some time to calm his anger down..and after that incident He has a high fever due to being soaked in water for a long time.

flash back end

at present

hearing haikuan's word zhan feels guilty. as he was ignoring yibo intensionally. both brother went silent.after that zhan said " ok whatever happened just let it be. yibo is awake now.go and check him."

saying that zhan went his room..

time skipone week later

today yibo is going to go at university as yibo properly recovered.in this days his friends ziyi and haoxuan help him so much to complete his class assignments.but they didn't give any information yibo about rumors that is going on at university.

on the other hand in past few days zhan avoid yibo as much as he can.but he didn't forget to take care of yibo by the help of haikuan. and yibo really doesn't react at all about zhan's avoidance.

at university

yibo comes university as right time.he get in his classroom which is just started. yizi and haoxuan become happy to see yibo.even almost every girl become happy after seeing yibo. they start drooling over yibo. yibo just ignored them and sit next to haoxuan and yizi.

"oh god finally you come bro. you know i missed you a lot.i have been bored to staying with this annoying girl" haoxuan mockingly said to yibo

hearing this ziyi hit on haoxuan head while saying that "isn't it i who tolerate your childish attitude and now you complaining yibo just wait and see what will i do with you" saying that yizi punch haoxuan back

"ahhh look yibo how crazy the girl is.t told you.i told you yibo send her at mental hospital"-- haoxuan said while pretending to in pain.

seeing their fight yibo smiled '" stop fighting like kids and concentrated on class"

after that they focus on their class lecture.

break time in canteen

yizi,haoxuan and yibo are sitting in the canteen and having their meal. but after few minutes zhan,cheng and ji li also come in the canteen they take their site one table far from yibo and his friends.ziyi wave her hand toward zhan. seeing that just smiled and nodded but cheng and ji li excitedly wave back their hand to ziyi.

seeing that ziyi rolled her eyes. which made cheng upset and he annoyingly hold jilis hand to stop jilis waving.

"look your lost puppy get annoyed.and how he drooling over you "-- haoxuan tease ziyi...

ziyi making her face like puke.seeing that haoxuan laugh.

but yibo only looked at zhan.and his eyes fixed on zhan but zhan steal eye contact with yibo which can't hide from yizi.

"is there something going on between zhan ge and you yibo"- ziyi

"nothing" - yibo replied coldly and continue his eating but he thought about something

flash backyibo's pov

that day when zhan ge took care of mine. i didn't expect to see zhan ge in front of me when i slowly opened my eyes.zhan ge was smiling that time. i thought it was a delusion of my fever bcz as far as i remember zhan ge was mad at me and he went out from home last time.so i extended my hand towards him. but he puts his hand on my hand with a smiling face. i got shocked but i didn't react that time. bcz of i didn't fully awake i thought i was dreaming. so i hold his hand and pulled him on me.i hold his slim waist with my one hand and with my another hand i grabbed his head come closer his face with mine so that i could kissed him perfectly. soon i started kiss him roughly.i want to punished him for being mad at me.i placed him on the bed and i come top of him.i deepen the kiss but suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my bottom lips which was enough to realized me that it's not a dream. but i didn't regret that what i did.i just want to go with the flow. and i want to clear all my feelings which i have for zhan ge.i didn't want to hide it anymore. i get off from zhan ge. i didn't understand that what zhan ge felt so i coldly asked him

"why are you here"

maybe zhan ge was shocked by my question.but I didn't have choice cause i couldn't find any words to explain myself.i didn't know what should say at this moment. so i choose keep my personality and go with that.

"you should apologize to me instead of asking this nonsense."-- zhan angrily said.

"for what"- i calmly replied. but it's seems he get annoyed by my replied.

"you kissed me again. how could you kissed your own brother"-- zhan

"why. is there have any rules that brothers are not allowed to kiss each other" i said.

" yes ...no.i mean brothers can kiss by brotherly ways.not this type of intimate kisses."- he replied

"hm so it would better for you to being my boyfriend"- i said

"bobo you know it can't possible.we are brothers and more important I'm not gay." he paused for minutes and continue

"bobo if you want to get revenge with me .if you want to punished me then I'm ready for your punishment but don't break my pride like that"

for his sentence caused me physical gut wrenching pain.i hold my tears and after a pause i said to him"i don't want to punished or hurt you."

he was about to say something but i cut off him "i love you"

after listening my words he stuck in place.but soon he start smiling.i don't know what's the reason behind his smile. didn't he listen what i say. did he misheard things.

soon i felt very nervous.my heart beating so fast like that i get heart attack. i was looking at him with hopeful eyes.

but soon my hope goes all vain

"bobo i also love you.as a big brother i always love you,you know.you are my little brother how could i not love you.."he said while patting my head.

hearing this i felt so much angry that i couldn't hold my temper and i yelled at him.how could he became so clueless that i confessed my love direct to him and still he pretending to not understand anything. is he that much Dumbo.

i hold him tightly by his arms and said while gritted my teeth " can't you understand i love you.i love you not a brotherly way but as a lover. don't you feel that ?""

hearing this he froze in his place and by his reaction i got my ans. which i already knew that it would be his ans. i gonna be get rejected by him.. but just hope for 1% change if i get then I'll do everything to get him.

"bobo.you know i can't returned your love in that way.i have no idea if i ever give you any sign of love. you might be mistaken your feelings bobo"- he said in teary eyes.

hearing this i boil over even more..he actually rejected me and now he is questioning on my feelings.how dare he ..

listen zhan ge.if you don't want to be my boyfriend than it's ok but please don't dare to come close to me.if in future you dare to come close to me i told you i won't control myself, I'll make you mine. now please before i lose control over myself you can go now"

hearing my words his eyes get widened. i don't know if he afraid or shocked but as soon as i release his arms he rushed outside from my room.

flash back end.( whole the flashback yibo thought in his mind)

after that day zhan ga started avoiding me. although it's hurts me but it's better for both of us..

yibo said in his mind while glaring at zhan.