Ch 14: Facing Reality

Rebecca's POV

I closed my car door slowly walking up the steps to my Aunt's house. How was I going to do this? How am I supposed to tell her that the man she thought she loved and knows as her dad is a monster.

Just how?

I knocked on the door, and my Aunt immediately answered. Her face was a mixture or sorrow and shame for what had happened.

"She hasnt come out of her room since, and I know crying when I hear it, Becca."

She just turned 10. I cant pretend like she doesnt know what is happening. She is big and old enough to know. I ruin my babygirls life and the way she views it.

I opened her door and there she was. Sitting on the floor staring at her phone with tears in her eyes. My heart sunk when I heard the words.

Charlottes words.

"She was conceived in a rape."

I grabbed her phone grabbing my fragile daughter and embracing her. To my surprise she didnt push me away, but she hugged me back.

"Listen to me. I did all of this to protect you. I never wanted you to find out, but Sydney what happened doesnt change the enormous love that I have for you. You are my child. I love you unconditionally. Dont let that video change you." I say grabbing her face into my hands.

She nodded her head, wiping the tears falling down her cheeks.

"I need you to do me a favor." She said, looking down at her feet, wiping off the tear stains.

I watched her take a breath before looking up at me. I nodded my head asking her to continue and ask me. 

"I want to see my dad for a final time."

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Roman's POV

My mind was racing. Not only did I lose the love of my life, but I broke Sydney. My daughter. My beautiful daughter. I was angry, and hurt. I need someone to listen to me and Charlotte was there.

I never thought I could ever feel so shitty about myself, but this blows everything out of the way.

I need to see her. I need to beg her. Beg her to forgive me. I need to see Sydney.

I ran out of my door heading straight for her trailer. No matter what happens, she is going to listen to me.     

I opened her door without knocking and my stomach sunk.

"What the fuck are you doing in here?" I yell.

He looks at me smirking. That fucking smirk. Jesus, I could just kill him now.

"I could ask you the same thing." Sheamus  said.

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Sydney's POV

"You dont have to do this if you don't want too, my love." My mom said caressing my cheek.

I shook my head. I knew she didnt want in there alone with him, but I need to see him. Im not the little girl I was a year and a half ago. Who played with toys and etc. I know what he did, and I want him to know.

I looked at my mom one more time before closing the door behind me.

I walked in and there he was. Smiling as big as could be. My dad was very handsome, funny, and as I once thought loving, but I was wrong.

So very wrong.

"Hey, baby-girl. I missed you so very much." He says standing up to hug me.

I shake my head rejecting his hug, and I instantly sit down.

Here it goes.

"Dad, why are you in jail?" I ask, now knowing the answer.

His face completely changed. Exactly, what I wanted.

"Umm, well baby, Dad did some very bad things in his life."

I smiled. And here is when it ends.

"Like rape mom? I mean, thats why Im here. Right Jonathan?" I say.

No words left him mouth, but for an odd reason, he looked worried. Scared. Hmm.

"Bab-"

"I just wanted you to know, that I know who you truly are. As of today, you may have a daughter legally, but I will never be your daughter in reality."

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Rebecca's POV

I parked in the arena making our way back to the trailer and she said nothing. Nothing effected her.

I walked in the trailer and I immediately felt my blood boil.

I watched Roman stand up but his eyes instantly changed when he saw Sydney.

"Sydney."

She looked at him, and not one expression in her face changed.

"Roman."

I looked down at her and watched as she walked past him as if he meant nothing. His face though. A tear slipped down his face because for once Sydney called him by his name instead of the nickname she had given him. He knew it! Everything she felt for him was gone.

"Sydney, Rebecca. Please, Im sorry."

I looked behind me at Sheamus leaving since he felt like I needed time to deal with this, and was right. I smiled lightly before turning back to Roman.

"Nothing is ever going to be the same. Not for me. Not for Sydney. Not for us."

He grabbed my hand, and put his other hand into his pocket pulling out a small box. No! I couldnt contain it anymore. I let tears start falling down my cheeks.

"Marry me?"

I looked down at him and Sydney who was directly behind him. Her face was as red with tears than mine.

"Please Rebecca."

"No! You ruined my daughter, and me.  Im telling you no. Please leave."

With those simple words. My whole world turned upside down.

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