Ch 3: Your Impossible

REBECCA'S POV

"Mom, can I please stay with you." Sydney pleads

I look at her and shake my head

"No, I'm sorry sweetheart but remember just this week and You and I are going to Hawaii for that fun vacation I promised." i say tickling her sides.

She looks at me and a smile reappears on her face. She hugs me and muzzles her head in my neck before kissing my cheek. I watch as she ran back inside my Aunts house. I lightly sighed and went back in the car

"Well I had fun today!" Roman says chuckling

I look at him and roll my eyes. I start the car and start driving back

"Well I think the media should know that we are da-ting now." i say gagging

He looks at me sternly and shakes his head

"What are you so mean to me? I know what I did Becca, but I didnt mean to. Why cant you accept that I didnt mean to do that to your brother." he says yelling

I press the brakes and stare at him. I shake my head and sit up straight

"Because you made give my daughter to that wicked out witch of a Aunt. I had to leave her, to help with everything Roman. You dont care about anyone but yourself. Just admit it already!" i scream

He looks at and rolls his eyes hitting the side of his seat.

"Im sorry. Im so fucking sorry!! I didnt know that I did that to you. If I did then I wouldnt have had a match with Edge, but you got to believe me I didnt plan anything." he says

I look back at him and shrug my shoulders. I lay back in my seat stilling looking at him

"I still think that you care only about yourself!" I say

He clenches his fists but says nothing.

I put my hand on the shift only to feel Roman's hand grasp it.

"Can you let my hand go?" i say

He looks at me and slowly lets his hand go.

I look away from him and continue driving.

What the hell? He thinks oh lets apologize and everything can be okay. Umm hell no! I dont know whats wrong with me! I want to forgive him but at the same time I cant.. I dont know maybe I'm just a weird difficult person

I park the car getting out of it, with still no words said between any of us. I give Roman one more glance before walking the other way to my trailer.

Ugh! Why is he such a pain in my ass! I hate him!!!

I even knew I was lieing. I dont know. Yes, Im still using the Edge thing as a excuse. It really isnt. I mean yes he took my daughter but she is so happy now, and Edge. Well I havent talked to Edge in 4 years.

Yeah, what a brother.

I dont know! Maybe Roman was okay, but that doesnt mean I suddenly like him

I suddenly hear a knock on my door. I look outside and there again. Is Roman

"Roman I wa-"

He pushes me out of the way and forcibly connects are lips together. Tingles went threw my body, but so did disgust.

His strength was to powerful against mine.

He let go, and my first instinct was to hit him but he grabbed my hands before I could do anything

He bend down towards my ear and the most confusing words came out

"You want me, but now you cant denine it."

He looked at me seducively. I started chuckling

"Trust me I can denine. "This" is not happening, nor will it. Im not falling in love with you so get over it." i yell

He looks at me and rolls his eyes. I turn around only to be pulled back.

"Your so fucking paranoid. I dont know what happened to you when you were young, but sweetheart, someone fucked you up." he says

My body filled with rage as those words came out of his mouth. He literally went from nice guy to asshole in a split second. I slapped him across the face, as the only thing I would have thought of to do

"You dont know me! Your a pathetic asshole. You think that one fucking day with me can suddenly make me like you? Um news flash I still hate you. I have a 7 year old daughter that I need to support, and your only a storyline to me." i yell

He grabs his face and roughly pushes me to the ground. I quickly get up from the floor when he grabs both of my shoulders gripping shoulders with his bare hands.

"Ouch!! Let me go!" i yell

I pull from his grip grabbing my arm flinching from the pain.

"You need to leave now!" I demand.

He looks at me rolling his eyes. I suddenly saw a bottle in his pocket. I look back at him and see him stumbling.

"Where you drinking while you were with My daughter and I?"

He looks at me wide eyed and nods laughing

"But shhh!! Dont tell Rebecca or she is going to be mad at me." He says

He came up closer to me and put his hand to my face.

"You look just like Rebecca?" he says chuckling

I lightly chuckled grabbing his hand and pulling it away from me.

"I am Rebecca!"

He suddenly grabbed me by my waist pulling me closer to him.

"Your so beautiful. You know, even though you hate me. I still love you. I loved you ever since you came to wwe." he says

I look back at him shaking my head.

"I never hated you. Edge and I arent even close anymore. I just blamed you, but it was always my fault. " I say pushing his body off of me.

He looked at me laughing as he shook his head.

"I knew it." He said

He stood up straight and only then when I realized what he did. He played me. He wanted me to tell him those answers, he was pretending to be drunk.

"You fucking asshole." I say

He looked at me grabbing my waist pulling me closer to him. I try to squirm out of his grip, but he held on tighter.

I finally push him off.

"Just leave." i say

He laughs grabbing my arm. I pull from his grip pushing him out my door.

I needed sleep thats all I needed for once without being disturbed

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I woke up in the morning rolling off of bed. I have a talk show with The Mix and honestly I really dont feel like doing it

I hop in the shower letting the water run threw my body. I could help but think back to Roman. Yes, he caught me but I think thats why Im mad. Because I didnt want to admit my feelings

I dont know. I grabbed my clothes slipping them on and walking out of my trailer.

2 minutes to go. Fuck I slept threw half the day.

My theme music go off and I put a fake smile on and walk down the ramp. I love my fans dont get me wrong but lately I been meaning to get away.

I enter the ring sitting by the Miz

"Rebecca? How are you?" he asks

I grab a microphone sitting on the chair beside him.

"Fine." i simply say

Before he could reply his theme music went off. I closed my eyes trying so hard not to lose it. For once I want to have a good fucking day without it being interrupted

I look and see Sheamus standing right in front of me.

"We need to talk" he says

I roll my eyes pushing his body away from me.

"We" i say motioning my fingers to both of us. "have nothing to talk about. We will never have anything to talk about. You need to get that threw your head." i yell

He clenches the microphone but says nothing.

"Whats going to happen. Is LoverBoy going to save you. " he says chuckling

Before I could reply the shield's music went off. I watched as Roman walked to the ramp simply laughing and staring at Sheamus.

"LoverBoy is here."

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