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"there is...a party...tonight...you wanna... go?" caleel asked in between kisses

"only if you...want to" i replied

....later on that night we got ready for the party, it is fine if we go cause we are not that recognized and can go somewhere without crouds of people

i wore ~

caleel wore ~

and we took an uber to the party, as we walked in we were already welcome by the smell of alcohol and weed, we saw people dancing, kissing, and twerking

"oh, wow, i guess i haven't been to a party in a while" i said looking around

"come on, loosen up a bit"

"there is just so much people" as i said that caleel grabbed my hand as we passed through the crowd of people to grab a drink we both grabbed an cup, then began partying...the alcohol began to kick in and i was having a lot of fun, caleel and i went to the middle of the room and began dancing, as i moved side to side, he grabbed my hips, steadying me, i began to bring my hips into his and he grabbed my face kissing me and then we stopped and got applauded, we continued kissing and then went outside

"your cute" caleel said

"your cuter" i replied"baby, i got an headache, can we go home, please"

"yea... let me call an uber" caleel replied walking back to the front of the house where it was quieter

i stayed in the back dancing when i felt hands on my hips, thinking it was caleel i turned around to kiss him but it was not him

"hey get off of me"

"it's okay babygirl, let's go upstairs"

"no, i wanna go to my boyfriend" i tried to walk off but he grabbed me and kissed me while walking, his face was so pushed to mines that i couldnt do anything about it...next thing i knew was that i was being thrown on a bed, how did no one see me struggling, the guy began to tear off my clothes one by one until i was naked, tried to scream but his hand was over my mouth...he was thrusting

"this is what happens to you actors" he said smirking and i was crying trying to fight backinto me as someone opened a door, it was caleel, he jumped to the bed punching the guy as they landed on the floor caleel began hitting him in the face

"caleel, stop please, it's not worth it" i said crying

"dont...ever...touch...my girl...ever...again" until he stopped seeing that the guy was unconscious and ran over to me and hugged me

"it is going to be okay babygirl, i am so sorry, i should have let you come with me" he said with tears in his eyes then looking down seeing i was naked he took off his shirt and put it on me luckily it was long since i was shorter than him, and he gave me another hug

"let's get home"

...once we got home i immediately ran to my bedroom and cried

"come here babygirl" caleel said coming close to me, i grabbed him by his shirt pulling him close to me and cried even more, he pulled me onto his lap and just caressed my hair.

"i am so so sorry, ma, i ain't neve meant for that to happe-"

"it is not your fault"

"yes, it is, if i would have-"

"STOP, stop being mean to my boyfriend, please, it is not his fault and your being really mean to him right now, and i am going to need for you to stop" i said looking at him, he nodded and hugged me tighter

...i need to take a showercaleel brung me to the bathroom and i started the shower, then he began to leave

"stay with me, please?" i asked stopping him "i just need someone-"

"babygirl, i understand, i will let you get undressed and then call me back in here" he said cutting me off with a kiss, i nodded my head as he walked out and i undressed my self out of his shirt, as i lifted it up, I seen a cut on my inner thigh, i walked out to go and grab the medical supplies

"what's wrong babe?" caleel asked coming towards me

"i have an cut on my legs"

"lemme help" he came towards me and grabbed the medical cream and began to lift up the shirt then heard me flinch, he looked at me with sad eyes

"i am sorry, babe, i can go back out and have you do it if you want?!"

"no, babe you can, but you do know what i just went through, and now i just feel scared"

he kissed me and said

"babe, i understand, but i just want you to know that as long as i am alive, i will never hurt you in any way, shape, or form, and i promise that" he explained to me

"can i tell you something?" i asked

"well, now that you have my attention, please"

"you mean a lot to me, and i dont know why i figured this out just now, but i...love...""you" he finished

"i love you" we both said in sync

"thank you for everything" i said

"no, thank you" he replied hugging me

"now let's get your cut cleaned" he said as he lifted up the shirt looking at me and i nodded in acceptance, and then wiped it with an alcohol pad then he put some ointment on it

"i will put an bandage on there when you get out"

"ok, thank you" i gave him a kiss and began to undress as he walked out, i slowly stepped into the shower, then called caleel in, and began to wash my body being very careful around my heat, and my waist from bruises that are forming, after i was finished, i got out and dried off as caleel left back out, i put on a long shirt/hoodie and underwear, and then got into the bed, caleel was sitting at the edge with his head in his hands

"baby, what's wrong?" i asked he ignored me,

"caleel""caleel"

"yes" he said with some attitude

"what's wrong" i repeated

"i should of been there"

"what are you-, baby, it's not your fault"

"baby, i know but i just really wish that I would have been there earlier, before he...you know"

"come here" i said, he came and sat in front of me, grabbed his face and brought him closer

"please dont blame yourself baby" he began to cry

"how...could i...have not known...that this would...happen...i am not trying to blame myself, it is just...i love you, and it hurts to see that happen to you, or to even know that it happened" i just hugged him and he grabbed me and put me on his lap and hugged me back tighter and began to sob (cry) more into my shirt, it really hurt me to see him like this...just like the way he dosent like to see me like this, why idid not think about that, i am such a bad girlfriend

"baby, i am sorry...and before you ask, i am sorry for not thinking about you, or your feelings during this, you hate seeing me like this and i hate seeing you like this, i should of took that into consideration and i am sorry" he looked up at me and just kissed me then hugged me more...after 30 minutes of just sitting there, we decided to lay down, i layed on my back while caleel laid in my between my legs with his head on my chest...3 hours later, caleel was sound asleep with dried tears on his face, on the other hand, i couldnt sleep at all so i decided to go downstairs and get an drink of water i brought my phone with me as an light and then went back upstairs, caleel was gone, he was in the bathroom, i just got back in the bed and got under the blankets

"you can't sleep?"

"nope, you?"

"i heard you get up and had to pee"

"awe sorry"

"your all good" he said coming and laying down by me, he then grabbed me by my waist and put me on his member, i was shocked of the position, and i leaned down to kiss him, he kissed back harder, and he was now gripping on my waist and my fingers were lost in his hair, the kiss became more deep, when he flipped us over, his eyes were filled with so much lust, his lips then attacked my neck, and he began to suck on my sweet spot, i let out an small moan

"baby" he just continued and then i lifted up his shirt and he did the same with mines, i was now in just a bra and underwear, i flipped us back over , and began to move my hips over his member and i gave him love bites on his neck, and left an small mark, his hands traveled down my body, not missing an single part, he then began to grip on my butt, but then i remembered

"...i can't do this"

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