the color violet - tory lanez

You miss me? Tw: smut & alcohol.

After Rafe had finished his little swim, I decided to send him on a mission to get more alcohol. Rafe is much more responsible and he didn't drink as much. "Two bottles of vodka! Don't forget!" I called out as he made his way outside the main door. "Yeah, yeah okay." He spoke.

Without Rafe here with me it feels a little empty. I feel wrong, I'm roaming around this mansion that's filled with family photos. I feel out of place.

I decided I'd shower and get ready. For what? I don't know, but I want to do it anyway.

My shower took shorter than I expected considering I shaved every inch of my body and double deep conditioned my hair.. I hopped out the shower, putting some oil, lotion and aftersun on my skin. I dried my hair into a blowout type of style. I kinda love it..I was sliding on some underwear as Rafe entered the room. "You miss me?" He said with a small grin. "So much." I said dryly while walking over to wrap my arms around him. "You look so beautiful right now." He said while kissing along my neck. "Thank you baby." I said before running my hands up his shirt to feel his abs. I'm not sure why but everytime I touch him I just feel so nervous.. like a 12 year old who just kissed her boyfriend for the first time..

"Did you get my vodka?" I asked while standing up on my tippy toes to kiss his cheek. "Of course." He said while wrapping his hand around my waist, resting on my lower back. "Thank you baby." I said while a smile spread on my face. "Mhm." He nodded before pushing my hair out of my face. "Wanna get drunk?" I whispered in his ear before a smile spread on his face. "You know me so well." He said with a small grin. Rafe turned around and grabbed two glasses from the bar that sat in the corner of the room. "You want a mixer with that?" He asked while pouring some vodka into a martini glass. "No, olives would be nice though." I said while pulling a silk robe over myself."You only want the olives to make it seem like you aren't drinking straight vodka." He said while a small laugh escaped his lips. "No. Im drinking vodka with olives so it seems classy rather than just vodka." I shrugged."I'll know." He said with an amused look on his face. "But you wouldn't tell." I said while taking the glass from his hand and taking a sip. The strong taste making my body internally cringe.

I made my way outside to stand on the balcony. The sunset and ocean view was beautiful. The way the sun reflected off the water, the clear sky, the few tourists still at the beach, the locals packing up shop. Everything is perfect.While admiring the view I felt a hand rest on my waist and heat on my neck."Hi." I said before taking another sip."Hi." He mumbled before pushing my hair over my shoulder so he could place kisses down the back of my neck."You think we should get drunk?." I asked while turning around to face him. "Of course." He said while a smile appeared on his face. "I'm sorry you didn't get a real clubbing experience, we can go again one of the days." He mumbled while kissing my forehead. I love how he always seems to acknowledge my feelings.. except for those past times... "It's okay. Sometimes men are creepy and weird in the industry so I suppose you just gotta get used to it." I shrugged.

We ended up drinking a bottle of vodka between us, the sun made us not feel too hungry so we were really feeling the effects..."I think we should swim." I said excitedly while stumbling towards the pool. "Let me turn on the heater, I don't want to be cold while swimming." He mumbled while fumbling with a switch. "Okay!" I said excitedly before sitting on the edge of the pool, dangling my legs in the cold water. Looking at the water I just have an extremely strong urge to just drop myself in. I mean... why not? Without thinking about it much longer I just dropped my body weight forward and did a little tumble thing into the pool. I quickly regretted that decision. The freezing water didn't feel as good as I imagined..."What the fuck? I take my eyes off you for one second." Rafe drunkenly slurs his words while laughing ."It's cold." I said through my clattering teeth I'd be surprised if he could hear what I was saying, but I think he knew..I climbed out and came up with an evil plan.."Rafe it's not even cold. You should swim with me!" I yelled excitedly."Liar." He said while popping the lid off the other bottle of vodka. "Nooo." I defended. "Rafe come here I think I'm dying." I said in the most dramatic tone I could muster. "What did you do?" He asked while continuing to pour vodka into two glasses. "I have a splinter." I lied."Come here." He said while laughing. I slumped over to him, still soaking wet..I wrapped my arms around him and pulled myself up, wrapping my legs around his waist in the progress. "You're freezing" he yelled while trying to shake me off."I know. I don't have a splinter. I lied." I said while a large smile spread across my face. "Liar." He mumbled before walking over to the pool. Before I could respond Rafe had jumped, still holding onto me...This time the water seemed much warmer.. Oh heater, I get it.

Watching the water droplets drip down Rafe's face is probably what turned me on if I'm being honest... His skin is so pretty. He is so pretty, I want to eat him, but like in a cute way.. not cannibalistic way.."I want to eat you." I blurted while running my hand through his sopping wet hair. "You what?" He asked before a grin appeared on his face. He's enjoying this too much...Another evil plan was stirring in my mind. It was perfect. I shimmied myself up against his body, making myself taller than him.. I pretended to reach down and kiss him before dunking his head under water. I know this caught him off guard.. Before he could attack me I began to make me escape. "Jules Maybank, get your ass back here now." He ordered which caused me to stop for a moment. Him using my full name sounds hot.. that second I spent to stop and think is the reason he caught up to me...He wrapped his arms around me and picked me up into a bridal carry. "Rafe. You put me down now." I ordered. Rafe scoffed at my request. "No." He said blankly. Okay? Kind of rude..

He dropped me on the bed, which wasn't where I originally asked to be put down, but at least I'm on solid ground. Well, not really? It's a bed so do what you like with that information...He dropped himself between my legs which caused that little growing need for him to grow. I let out a little whine, although I didn't mean to.. I know he heard it, a small smirk grew on his face. "What? Do I have to be careful around you or you'll end up all flustered and horny like the other night?" He asked which caused the familiar warmth to pool between my legs..I stayed silent as my cheeks began to heat up."Oh god, you're horny right now?" He said in more a question tone..I stayed silent, avoiding his eye contact.."Answer me." He growled before bringing his hand down on my ass, sending a pleasurable pain throughout my body. "Yes!" I cried out. "Good." He said while a small grin appeared on his face. I nearly melted as he dropped his head into the crook of my neck, kissing, sucking and biting all the way down to my collar bones, leaving pretty purple bruises..As amazing as it feels... I want him now, Nevermind want. I need him now."Rafe.." I whined as he pulled his face away. "What?" He asked with his darkened eyes. "You're dripping all over me.. can you just you know.." I said feeling too shy to ask him to do exactly what I want. "Use your words. Come on, you're nineteen, I know you can do it." He said while backing away from me. Before he could get too far I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him back on top of me. "I want you to" I paused, no fucking way is he going to make me say it.... I could literally feel my cheeks on fire with embarrassment for what I'm about to ask. "I want you to fuck me.." I mumbled while avoiding eye contact. "Gonna need you to be a bit more specific baby, I mean I can't do everything for you." He said while the most dirty grin grew on his face. He's loving every second of this."I want you to fuck me, please Rafe. I don't want to say it." I mumbled. I'm pretty sure I was a sweaty mess underneath him. "Okay. Since you asked nicely." He said with the most proud look on his face.Fucking cunt.

Rafe practically ripped my bikini bottoms off me before pulling down his swimming shorts. God he's so hot. "Condom." I reminded him. "You're on the pill though." He said while looking at me with a confused look on his face. "I don't want kids under any circumstances at nineteen sorry." I shrugged before reaching over to the bedside table and taking out a condom and throwing it at him. Rafe shrugged and quickly slid it on. I nearly melted into him as he slid himself inside of me. "Oh my god." I mumbled. Rafe spread my legs a little so he could sink between them, hitting the right spot each time. I wrapped my legs around him as he slid his hand between us and began rubbing circles on my clit with his thumb. "You're so fucking wet." He mumbled. Why is everything he does so fucking hot..."Rafe please don't stop." I murmured into his shoulder. "Such a needy wet mess for me." He said in between breaths. I couldn't even defend myself, he's right.I could feel my core tightening around him. I don't want him to stop. I don't think I could cope if he stopped..Each thrust making me want to scream his name.."Oh my god. You feel so good please don't stop." I whined.Rafe just made some hot groan noise as he became a little more desperate with each thrust."Harder. Please fuck me harder Rafe." I said while grabbing the sheets so hard my knuckles were turning white.."Turn over." He demanded . I flipped over onto my stomach as Rafe slid a pillow underneath my stomach. "God you're so fucking perfect." He murmured while kissing down my back. Before I could reply he pushed his full length inside me, causing me to gasp. No matter how many times he does it, or how prepared I think I am, when he does it, I fucking melt. He grabbed hold of my hips and began pulling me towards him to meet his thrusts. I could feel myself coming closer to my orgasm, the build up feeling so unbelievably euphoric. "Rafe I'm gonna.." I said while trying to steady my breathing. "You're gonna come all over me?" He asked while getting rougher with each thrust. He was hitting the perfect spot, a few more thrusts and I'd finally have my orgasm crashing over me. Just as I was so close to my orgasm, Rafe pulled out and flipped me over, hovering over me. "Answer me when I ask you something baby." He said while tilting my chin up to meet his lustful eyes."Please let me come." I mumbled. Too embarrassed of my own words to actually speak. "How?" He asked with a small grin on his lips. His hand? His mouth? Him in general? "Jules... tell me what you want." He said while dropping his head extremely close to mine. "You. I want you Rafe." I said, hoping that'll be enough.. "I'm gonna need you to be specific baby." He said while nipping the skin just under my jaw. "Your mouth.." I said, my cheeks burning red with embarrassment."What do you want my mouth to do baby?" He asked, with the same cocky grin on his face. "I want you to" I cannot believe I'm about to say this... "I want you to eat my pussy.." I said, I know very well, my cheeks are burning red, I'm probably sweating my ass off from the embarrassment of it all, but I need him..

"That's all you had to say baby." He said before he got up and pushed me down into the bed.

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