all i need - Lloyd

Bahamas baby.

I'm not gonna lie, the Cameron's private jet was extremely impressive.. it would have been much more enjoyable if we were travelling under different circumstances though. But no, I'm so pathetic that I can't stay in my own house so I guilt my boyfriend into bringing me to the Bahamas. If you ask Rafe he'd tell you a different version, but I know that's why he took me here. He feels bad.

I was stood before a large white mansion that overlooked a beach. 'Oceanside Estates: 7' was written in a fancy font outside the main door."This is amazing.." I muttered while looking at the long driveway that had beautiful roses on each side of the pavement."It's alright." He mumbled while producing a set of keys and unlocking the door. I stepped inside and a smell of fresh linen, flowers and sand hit my nostrils. The scent was just holidays. Everything about it reminded me of being on holiday or work bookings in hot countries. "Oh my god.. Rafe this is literally beautiful.." I muttered while letting my eyes scan the place."If you say so." He shrugged while wrapping his arms around me from behind. "Do you have eyes?" I asked in confusion. 'If you say so' hell no, this place is gorgeous and he should know."Fine okay yes it's extremely beautiful." He said while a small grin spread across his lips. "You want a tour?" He asked while holding my hand. I liked this feeling, it was as if he were normal. "Mhm." I smiled up at him while following behind him. He showed me every room in the house, each one being more impressive than the last.."And now, finally. To conclude our tour, the master bedroom." He said in his best realtor impression. "Oh wow. I think we should take it baby, what do you think?" I said in my fakest voice. I'm trying to impersonate a new home owner but I just sound like I'm really excited.."Mhm, I think we could try something new on the bed." He said which caused me to blush.Rafe dropped his head into the crook of my neck, kissing up towards my jaw. I couldn't stop the whimper that escaped my lips. I felt my cheeks go red as a grin spread across Rafe's face. I wish I told him some other bullshit excuse as to why I can't swim.. Rafe wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me backwards into him before dropping his head to my neck, just below my ear and kissing it. "I love you so much. I know I don't say it enough, but I do, I love you more than anything." He mumbles in between kisses. I want to believe him, but how am I supposed to.. he cheated.."I love you too." I said while turning around and pulling his neck down to kiss me. Rafe picked me up, bridal style and walked over to the bed, dropping me down gently before crawling over me. I had my knees up and together but that didn't stop him, instead he just pushed my legs open with his knees before sinking between them. He was now lay between my legs while hovering inches from my face, his hot minty breath on my lips. I just wanted to rip his clothes off and eat him. In a cute way I think. I'm not a cannibal. I just want to bite him. "Aren't you gonna kiss me?" I asked while admiring his beautiful blue eyes. "One second." He said before continuing to scan my face. "What are you looking at?" I said feeling a little self conscious, he definitely thinks I'm ugly. "I'm so lucky. You're so beautiful." He mumbled before pressing his lips against mine. Even though I'm still kind of angry, I have to admit, Rafe Cameron is a cutie..

We fooled around a little, we couldn't do much since I told him I was on my period... But I now have lots of new hickeys all over my breasts and neck...

It was getting late and since it was our first night here together, Rafe wanted to bring me out to dinner to some Italian restaurant that him and his family go to whenever they're here. I love Italian food, I'm on holidays and I haven't eaten in two days so I deserve dinner. "You look beautiful baby." Rafe murmured as he came behind me. I was wearing a blue dress that showed off a lot of cleavage but was still classy. I had some loose curls in my hair, I've already done enough damage.. maybe for the rest of the holiday I'll leave my hair alone! I did some light makeup and put on some sunglasses although it was getting dark soon."What're you gonna wear?" I asked while smiling up at him. "I might match you." He smirked down at me, making my stomach contract..

I slipped into the bedroom and rifled through his suitcase. I chose a checkered shirt with some black slacks. I watched as Rafe pulled his face before nodding. "Fine." He mumbled like a child.He looked amazing, I mean he always does.. but that's besides the point.I threw a pair of black 'ray ban' sunglasses at him and he smiled. "I'm gonna look like I'm from one of those spy movies." He said while sliding them on. "I'd say you look more like a villain." I shrugged. That earned me a glare but I didn't care.. it's true!

"Come on, we're gonna be late. I thought you said our reservation was at 8." I mumbled while waiting outside for Rafe who was 'grabbing something' whatever that is, he's going to make us late.

Just as I was about to reenter the house to come and kidnap him, he came walking out with a smug look on his face."Ready to go?" He asked while holding my hand. "Finally." I sighed. We walked towards the town and it was beautiful, the sun was still out and people were everywhere. Mainly tourists but it's okay since we're also tourists..

We made it to our reservation on time and suddenly I feel underdressed. Rafe described it as a small cosy Italian restaurant, but no. This is a very much busy, posh and expensive restaurant and I'm rocking up in a dress that shows a lot of cleavage.. It must've been obvious I was uncomfortable since Rafe wrapped his arm around me. "Baby, you look beautiful. Don't worry" he said while sliding his arm down to my rest on my waist. I smiled up at him and he returned the smile.

We waited at the main desk until a server came up to seat us. "Reservation for Mr. Cameron and Ms. Maybank?" Rafe asked the server who instantly nodded. "It's so great to see you again Mr. Cameron." He said with a welcoming smile. "It's lovely to meet you Ms. Maybank, right this way." He said while leading us through the restaurant to a fancy little area in the back. I was absolutely shocked.

Once we were seated and drinks were on their way, we began talking as per usual. "So, your family really does come here a lot." I said while meeting his eye contact. "Yeah, since we built the holiday home it's been our go to place, da- Ward always left large tips so I suppose they remembered." He shrugs.I can see the mention of Ward dulled his mood slightly.. I'm not sure how I can make it better but I think I have an idea. However that idea has to wait till we're home. I called a server over and asked for two whiskies. The server nodded and smiled kindly before disappearing. A few minutes returning with two glasses with whiskey and ice.

We drank a few drinks, and ate our meals. I had carbonara for the first time since I was 17. And it still tasted amazing. I honestly felt happy . It was like I had forgotten about everything wrong in my life and I could only focus on this amazing person before me. Once we had finished our meals Rafe ordered us some more whiskey and then told me he had a surprise. "Huh?" I asked looking at him with confusion. Rafe flashed me a flat smile before reaching into his back pocket and pulling out a black velvet necklace box. "Rafe.." I mumbled while staring at him in disbelief. "Oh wait." He said before reaching into his other pocket and taking out another box. "I bought them for you two weeks ago I think, I just didn't know when to give them to you." He said while placing them in front of me. I was in disbelief. "I didn't get you anything.. I feel so bad I can't accept this Rafe." I said while shaking my head. "I don't want anything, I want to see you wearing them and just them." He said while finishing what was left of his whiskey. I felt my cheeks heating up at his words. "I'm going to pay for dinner then." I mumbled before opening the first box. I opened the first box, revealing a beautiful Vivienne Westwood pearl choker. "Rafe! It's so beautiful thank you so much." I said while taking it out. "I'm just amazing with gifts." He shrugged before a smile crept onto his face. He stood up, taking the necklace from my hands and putting it on me. I seriously love Vivienne Westwood, That copy cat. I was looking at them a few weeks ago and he must've saw.. I opened the second box to see matching earrings. "Oh my god Rafe. I love them. Thank you so much." I said while walking around to hug him. "I'm glad you're happy." He said while kissing my forehead.

We quickly paid and walked home. I was extremely happy. Smiling the whole time. Rafe is truly my person. I love everything about him. I know he cheated, I know how painful that is, but I know that he's going to continue to try and make up for it.