Too Fast for You?

I woke up to warm breath on my neck. I turned to see an awake Jhope cuddling me close from behind. When I turned to face him he loosened his grip and sat up.

"Is something wrong?" I asked as Jhope got up from the bed. "yeah just stay there for a second" he said. He got up and searched the room then left to search the entire dorm. When he came back he closed the door and stared at me for a few seconds.

"Sure there is nothing wrong?" I asked. He smirked and crawled onto the bed and over to me. He laid on my stomach and rest his head in the curve of my neck. "The members aren't back yet" he whispered into my neck. "will they be back soon?" I asked. I could feel him smiling against my neck. "no. they left a note. they won't be back until this afternoon." Jhope smirked and put his arms around my waist. "so..." i ran my fingers through his hair which caused him to chuckle. i shivered at the feeling of his breath against my neck. "Are you cold?" Jhope asked. he sat up and grabbed the blanket to pull over the two of us. "Not cold" i said as i curled up in the blanket, "just ticklish."

Jhope raised his eyebrows. "ticklish?" He smirked and gently touched my sides. I raised my eyebrows at him. "you wouldn't" He gave me a sly look and slid his hands up my shirt and to my waist. "I would." he held me down and started tickling me. I screamed and laughed as I tried to escape his grasp. My efforts failed. He pinned me down and stared down at me. "You know you look really pretty like this." he said. He ran his fingers through my short hair. I was speechless. we stared at each other before Jhope leaned down and kissed my cheek. My cheeks turned bright red.

"You know, it just hit me that you are my girlfriend" Jhope settled in next to me and rested his head on one hand. "yeah and you are already sleeping with me" I teased. He smiled and entangled his fingers with mine. "not my fault you are shameless" He draped an arm around me and chuckled. I looked away. I felt to embarrassed by what he said to look at him. His words made me feel the butterflies in my stomach flutter.

When i turned back to face him I was met with too lustful eyes gazing into my eyes. The gaze traveled from my eyes, lips, down my body and back again. I felt so exposed under Jhope's gaze. Then his lips crashed into mine. At first the kiss was soft and warm like the first kiss we had shared at the swings. Then our lips began to move at a steady rhythm. I could feel Jhope move closer until he was on top of me. Then his hands traveled up down my body until he had them placed on my thighs. The kiss grew deeper and lustful. Finally we broke apart. Our faces were still pressed close even though we tried to catch our breaths. "Isn't this too fast?" I asked before Jhope had a chance to kiss me again. "Do you want to stop?" He gave me a serious look then continued to speak. "tell me to stop if you feel like it is too fast." i nodded and studied his expression. The corners of his mouth curled into a smile. Our lips crashed again. This time there was no slow start. The rhythm picked up again as me we kissed. Jhope's hands moved up my shirt and slid the thin fabric off. He broke the kiss and began to fumble with the bandage around my chest. He work diligently to remove the while band so that I was exposed. As much as he tried to be cool about my exposure I could see his face turning bright red. "what?" I asked nervously. He shook his head but the red only grew in vibrancy. "it's just...cute" he smiled as he stared. Suddenly i felt over exposed. I threw my arms around my chest to cover the little amount of breast i had. "cute?" i turned bright red too. "yeah! Like a good cute!" He stumbled over his words. "like cute as in hot!" He tried to correct himself the best he could. "come on...move your arms" he teased. he pulled at my thin arms but i would not move. "Am i going to have to force you?" He lifted and eyebrow. i pouted.

he leaned down and began to kiss across the length of my arm. He kissed every finger and turned my hands over to kiss my palms. i still didn't move. "Fine i'll play dirty!" He yelled and stripped his shirt off. My face was as red as a rose. He winked and ruffled his messy hair. My embarrassment grew. finally i gave in and covered my red face and jhope worked hastily. As soon as I moved my arms he started kissing my chest. "Aye! What are you doing!" My voice cracked from embarrassment. "Shhh" he kissed my lips again in an effort to shut me up. i knew he was simply trying to let me enjoy myself. I gave into his attempts as soon as I felt my pants slide down the length of my legs. Jhope's hands felt up and down my thighs until he had built up enough courage to remove the last piece of clothing I was wearing. "oh so the chest is a big deal but not th-" i interrupted him quickly. "Shut up babo" i smiled against his lips.

I felt shuffling from in front of me and we continued our rhythm in our kisses. The unzipping of pants and the crinkling of sheets mixed together in a symphony in my ears. "is it ok?" Jhope asked suddenly. was what ok? Was IT ok? I nodded, not wanting to ruin the moment. Then the pressure came. It started out painful as it forced into me at a slow speed. The pain made my breath catch and my grip on the blankets tighten. I had felt nothing like it before. Then the rhythm of our lips was replaced with a new rhythm. It calmed the pain I had felt. I stayed with my eyes closed, listening to my surrounding for a few seconds. Then i opened them. Jhope was leaning over me. his eyes were open as he gazed at me. each movement he made was matched with a grunt that made the nerves at my core coil. I felt up his hips as he moved. His face was now buried in my neck. His hot and heavy breath felt amazing against my skin. Finally a loud sound escaped my lips. I bucked my hips in pleasure and my breathing matched the fast speed of my heart. Jhope seemed pleased with my sounds as he thrust harder against me. finally the mix of rhythms and sounds stopped. A hot feeling spread into me as Jhope moaned loudly into the curve of my neck. Then our bodies collapsed into a mess. Our rising chests pressed against each other. Jhope lifted his lip body off me and rolled over so we laid side by side. "that was..." I began but Jhope interrupted me. "Was that... I mean was I your first?" His question made my heart skip a beat. "yeah... how did you know" Jhope smiled wide and squeezed my hand. "When you are a man you can just tell" i blushed and curled up close to him. "plus you're bleeding" I sat up quick and looked at the spot I had been laying in. There was a tiny blood spot on the sheets. "Don't worry" Jhope reassured me before pulling the blankets over his shoulders, "It happens." I nodded and walked to the bathroom to clean myself up. I grabbed my bandage and pulled it securely around my chest and put all of my clothes back on. By the time I came back into the room Jhope was already fast asleep. I slid in next to him and pulled the blankets over my head. "Jhope" I whispered. no response. "Thank you." My answer was the soft sound of Jhope's deep, sleepy breaths. That was enough of an answer for me.