I'm WHAT?

After a few minutes of staring at myself in the mirror I heard people walk into the dorm. The voices were loud and cheerful as they greeted each other. I cautiously poked my head out of the bathroom and looked at the new people. There were four new people. One was short with black hair. Another wasn't much taller than the first. He also had black hair and he had a very young looking face. The next has medium brown hair and a small mouth with plump lips. He seemed kind of awkward but was extremely beautiful. The last was a face I admired. It was Jhope. I sighed. I was so relieved to see him.

I slowly walked out of the bathroom. I was immediately greeted by Jhope. He walked over to me and picked me up in a friendly hug. I felt so comfortable him next to him. "Hey good to see you here" Jhope smiled wide at me then turned to the others. "This is the new member, Rin" He said. The other bowed to me and introduced themselves. "annyeonghaseyo! I'm Jimin" The shortest one said. "I'm Jin and that in Jungkook" The one with the medium brown hair said smiling at me. Even his smile was freaking beautiful. Even though I was posing as a guy, I couldn't help but feel jealous. I wanted to be as pretty as Jin.

I bowed to them all and smiled. "Annyeonghaseyo! I'm Rin. Or at least I am Rin for now." Just then Jhope put his arm around me and squeezed my shoulder. "That reminds me" he said looking down at me, "We need to take you the Big Hit to pick out a name."I nodded and he took me out the door. We got in the group's van and headed to the company. I looked out the window and sighed. It was already night. When I had taken my nap I had slept all the way till 11pm. I looked over at jhope who was writing on a scrap piece of paper. He handed the paper to me without looking at me.

I took the paper and read it in my head. I Know It read. I looked shocked as I wrote my response. Know what? I wrote. I handed it back to jhope. He wrote on the paper and passed it back. You're a girl. I froze in terror. Was I not going to be in BTS anymore? Was he going to rat me out to the CEO? Was that the real reason he was taking me to Big Hit. I felt tears begin to fall over my cheeks. Jhope reached his hand over and wiped a tear away. I looked over in shock. He wasn't looking at me but Icould clearly see his face turning pink. "jhope..." I croaked, "I'm I getting kick out of the company?" Jhope looked over at me in shock. He shook his head frantically. "No no no" He grabbed my hand and squeezed it tight, "You aren't going anywhere.Gwen and I are going to make sure you stay in BTS for a long time. We really are just going to get you a stage name." He smiled. I began to cry louder into my lap. "Yeah? Was that bad?" Jhope asked. I sighed into my lap and sat back up. "That is beyond good" I stopped crying.

When we got to Big Hit the CEO had us come into his office right away. He seemed way to excited to have me in BTS and he didn't want me to wait for anything.

"So here is what we were thinking. We want to give you an interesting name but a simple one too. Ri is a bit to feminine for a guy in BTS." Jhope chuckled quietly as the CEO spoke. I tried my best to ignore him to keep myself from laughing. "Ok how about these" He handed me a paper full of simple stage names. I looked down at the list. All the names seemed so odd and didn't fit me. Then I felt Jhope looking over my shoulder. He pointed at a short name on the paper. "That was one theywere going to give to V. You should use that one. It fits you." He smiled. I looked down at the name. Lex. I didn't even need to think about saying yes. I nodded at jhope and agreed to the name.

I was now Lex.

The ride home was full of quiet joy. I sat thinking my name over and over again. "Lex" I whispered to myself for the billionth time. Jhope laughed next to me. My cheeks turned pink. "I'm surprised you agreed to that name. You didn't seem into any of the names." He looked over at me with a smirk. I turned pink and looked down at my lap. "I liked it because you picked it out. I trust you and admire you so it was nice to be named by you." I panicked in my head. How could I have actually said that? TO JHOPE? I must have been crazy. Jhope reached his hand over and began to play with my fingers. He flashed his bright eyes at me. "You know" He began, "You would make a very pretty girl if you were in a girls group." I smacked his hand and frowned. "I am a girl" I whispered harshly. I laughed the loudest I had ever heard and winked at me. "Don't take advantage of your knowledge." I glared at him. He ruffled my red hair, "I won't. I promise."

When we got back to the dorm everyone was sitting around trying to write a new song. When Jhope and I walked in Rap Monster grabbed Jhope and brought him over to the table to help out. They had gotten the opening done but they weren't sure what to do about the rap. From what I had looked up before coming to the dorm, Suga and Rap Monster were the best at making raps but it seemed they were having issued. "Umm....Can I help?" I asked shyly. Jhope motioned for me to sit next to him. Everyone seemed to be talking over each other in a fountain of ideas.

"Can someone fill me in?" I muttered to myself. V whispered into my ear which made me flinch. He grabbed me head and pulled me towards him so he could explain. "The song is called Just One Day. You dance right? You can help with dancing. We will figure out singing or rapping later." He patted my cheek and joined the main conversation again. I didn't say anything the entire time though. I sat and watched the creative process. I became so used to all the talking after a few hours and fell asleep. When I woke up I was laying in a totally different room from my first time sleeping in the dorm. I looked over to see jhope facing the opposite way. He was on his phone listening to music. When I looked at his face over his shoulder I could tell he was asleep. I gently took out his ear buds and placed them next to him.

I snuck out into the main room. Luckily no one was there to keep me company. I was so relieved to finally be alone. I checked the clock. It was only 4am. I hoped the boys wouldn't be waking up anytime soon.

I grabbed the notebook and CD that had the new song on it and quietly went down to the street and got a cab to Big Hit. When I got there I went into one of the practice rooms and put the CD into the radio inside the room. The song had no lyrics yet but it still sounded like a master piece. I listened for a minute before inspiration hit me. I grabbed a chair and faced it towards the mirrored wall. Then I danced. I wrote down every move as I went in an attempt to help the rest of the group when it came to doing choreography.

After a while I was getting hot. I looked out the window of the practice room to make sure no one was coming. I stripped and toke the band off my chest. I put on a sports bra, a pair of very short shorts and I put the large plain grey shirt I had been wearing back on. All of the clothes I had removed I put into the bag I had brought all of my stuff in. I took the CD out and the notebook back into the bag as well.

I got my phone out and put some music on. "Can't Hold US" by Macklemore blasted from the speakers I attached to my phone. I grabbed a prop microphone and rapped every single lyric. As I rapped, I danced. I had never felt so amazing in my life. I was an idol and I has a dancing queen.

Just then a familiar voice came from the now open doorway. I looked over only to make eye contact with Suga. He was smiling wide with a impressed face.

"That was awesome!" he praised me in his deep lazy voice. "I'm Suga" He said. I just stood frozen. "Usually I would be kind of upset to see someone in the BTS dance studio but I don't really mind with you. I'm impressed." He walked closer and shook my hand. "What?" I asked dumb founded. Did he not recognize me? "What's your name?" He asked. I panicked. "Ginger" I lied. He chuckled and walked past me to sit against the wall. I glanced over at myself in the mirror. My face looked the same to me but my red hair was now hanging over my forehead. Was that really the only reason he didn't recognize me? Then I noticed my change in clothes did make me look like a girl. I sighed and looked over it him with a charming smile. "Your name fits your hair" He smirked and pointed at my sweaty red hair. "I guess so" I replied in the softest tone I could muster.

Then the rest of BTS came in. I panicked as I watched them come in one by one. "Hey guys. This is Ginger." Suga said pointing towards me. They greeted me. No one recognized me. Jhope caught my eye. He defiantly recognized me. "Weeell I better go" I interrupted and grabbed my bag. I ran down the hallway as fast as I could and ran into the stylist room. Gwen was sitting doing her own makeup to start the day. She caught a glimpse of me in the mirror reflection and gasped. "Kiddo! What are you wearing?" She gasped, "You could've gotten caught! Come here right now!" She sat me down and dried my hair. She erased any sign of me ever practicing and getting sweaty. Then she gave me different clothes and sent me out with the notebook and CD.

I got an earful for the members when I went into the dance room. I had made up the story that I was down the hall talking with a stylist about my hair and I had brought the notebook and CD to save the members any trouble. They thanked me for my thoughtfulness and everyone began to stretch to get ready for practice. Everyone talked among themselves as the stretch. "Her name was Ginger?" I heard Jimin ask Suga. Suga nodded and smiled to himself. "She was an amazing rapper and dancer. She could've been put into a girls group right then and there. She was really hot to" Suga swooned. I turned pale. The realization that I was almost caught hung over my shoulders. Jhope slid over to me and gave me a pat on the back. I looked over and our eyes met. I felt sincerity from his eyes and something else from his touch. "Be careful. OK?" He said. He wasn't smiling like usual but I still felt comfortable and not scared at all by his seriousness. I nodded and looked away.

Jhope smiled softly and patted my head. "I'll protect you" He said before getting up to begin practice. My gaze followed his movements. I was realizing something I knew could never happen. I was falling in love with Jhope.