Chapter 15

YN was woken up by sounds coming from the kitchen, reaching over she felt the space that JK occupied was cold. Stretching, she felt twinges of pain lance through her body but it brought back the delicious memories of the night before. As she sat up in bed the bedroom door opened and Jungkook walked in with a tray of breakfast food.

"Breakfast in bed huh," She said "I could get used to this."

"I figured you would be sore this morning so the least I could do was bring breakfast to you" he replied as he leaned down to kiss her lips. The sheet that had been covering her nakedness had fallen down and JK definitely took notice. "Do you hurt too badly?"

"Mmmm nope"

"Good" was all that was said as he placed the tray next to the bed and proceeded to make slow sweet love to the love of his life. This time was soft and slow, gentle touches and soft kisses. And when they came together it was sweet. Drifting back from the climax they held each other closer and whispered words of love between them.

Even though YN wanted to stay in that blissful state, her stomach started to growl and it alerted JK to the fact that she was hungry. They both sat up and ate the now cold breakfast that he brought in, taking turns feeding one another and being content to just lay there once they were finished.

They laid like that for hours, simply talking about their lives, their interests, and so much more. She asked about the story of BTS and JK went into detail about how they rose to fame and how they have overcome so much adversity to be where they are now. She watched as he talked about his bandmates and about the silly things that they have done. It was apparent how much he loved that life.

"So what you're saying, is that there are numerous videos and edits of you guys that I can now go back and watch" She laughed at the look that brought to his face. He looked momentarily terrified like he was taking a mental inventory of anything potentially embarrassing. "Oh, I'm going to have so much fun" she smiled as she leaned up and kissed him.

"Just don't hold anything against me or judge me." He laughed, he knew that she would see a lot of embarrassing stuff. But he didn't know how much of the sexy edits and videos were out there that she would come across. Hopefully, she would take it all in stride, knowing he loved only her.

"I won't judge, I love all of you, that includes all the embarrassing stuff."

"That's good, but there's one more thing we need to talk about, and I think we should talk about it sooner rather than later."

"I know Kookie, you're leaving on Monday."

"How did you know."

"Kai told me while we were out shopping yesterday."

Sitting up against the pillows JK pulled YN between his legs to rest against his chest as he spoke "Now, first and foremost, YN, I love you. I love you more than anything even though the time has been short. So you need to know everything about this lifestyle before making any decisions." He pulled her closer as she nodded.

"This round, I'm still going to be on tour for about another six weeks. Six more cities and five days leading up to the shows. I work a lot and I don't have a lot of downtime while on tour. I took a lot more time to be with you which cut into the schedule a bit but I didn't care. I knew the show would go off without a hitch. But when I'm in other cities we are doing things to promote the show, we rehearse, and hardly have time to just rest. Then there's the fact that I live in Korea. My life is there yes, and sometimes I have down time to take vacations but it's not as much as I would like. This lifestyle still has several more years involved. So there would be challenges that we would have to face and hard decisions to make. I'm not looking for an answer to everything right now, but I'm willing to start this if you are. I'm willing to make the effort to make this work if you want." He trailed off, he was hesitant now that he had placed all his cards on the table and how challenging this really could be.

"Kookie, I know it's going to be hard. As soon as I found out you were famous, I knew this was going to be difficult. You're presenting some really valid points and all I can say is I'm scared. I love you, with everything I am but after barely a week of being with you, I'm terrified of the changes. I don't want you to feel like you're trapped by me or think that it's not worth it once you leave here. I want you and I want to try but I need you to know how scared I am." She said, she knows she's opening herself up for heartbreak and she is hesitant to reach for something that seems so far out of reach. But then he leaned down and kissed her hair, stroking his fingers across her skin. She felt at peace.

"I'm scared too" JK whispered "But I'm willing to take the chance. This brings me to my next point, if this is something we do, we have to think of logistics. So hear me out, for the next six weeks, I'll fly you out to the shows. I'll practice through the week and everything then show day will be similar to yesterday. You can go shopping and then meet me just before the show, watch the performance and then we can stay in our own hotel room all of Sunday, then I'll fly you home Monday morning when we go to fly to the next location. Then we will just repeat that cycle until the tour is done."

"That sounds like it would work, I can work remotely too so it won't cut into my job so much." She responded. "we can consider the rest of the tour a trial run, we can see how it's going to be being apart and if we can handle that." She said but her voice started to waver as tears rolled down her face.

"Hey, hey, hey, it's going to be ok. I want to be with you YN" He said as he shifted her around to look at him. He wiped her tears away and kissed her cheek "We can do this, I promise. I want you to be a part of my life, I want you to be my girlfriend."

YN started to cry harder when he said that, she wanted it too. So she simply nodded.

"Is that a yes sweetheart" he chuckled. She nodded her head again. "Good, because I love you."

He took a deep breath and braced himself for the hardest part next. "Now there's one more thing you need to know about us dating and I'm sure you have an idea about it since we weren't allowed to be seen together earlier. Is that there is a no dating guideline that we are supposed to technically follow. Now if we don't follow that guideline, and we do decide to date then we can't let the public know."

Upon hearing that information YN pulled away from JK and looked into his eyes. He was genuine with what he was saying. He hadn't given her a reason to distrust him yet so she was going to trust him with this as well.

"The group will know that we are dating and so will the managers and staff. This just won't be public. The other reason for it was that the ones who have tried dating openly in the past got a lot of hate and death threats. It's something we want to avoid altogether. Some things may look flirty or can look bad but I promise it will just be for show. People try to make things look suggestive but that's never been the case. The guys who are in relationships love their partners deeply. And I love you even more if that's possible. So what do you say, with everything out in the open, can you give this thing a chance?"

She nodded once again and simply said "Yes".

JK was over the moon, he rolled her over and kissed her all over her face telling her over and over again how much he loved her.

After another hour of laying in bed, JK looked over at YN "Can we go tell the guys now?"

YN saw the eager look on his face and couldn't deny him anything. So she got up and put on some leggings and a baggy sweatshirt, leashed up Lola and they left for the hotel.

Once they got there they met up with the guys, JK had texted them all beforehand letting them know he needed to see everyone.

Without any hesitation on his part once he walked into the room he loudly announced "YN and I are officially dating!" As he picked her up and whirled her around. Lola was excitedly running around the room and the members congratulated them.

Jimin came over to give YN a huge hug and told her "Welcome to the family, watch and enjoy as chaos ensues." He laughed.

Namjoon was next, he walked over to the two of them and clapped JK on the back "I'm happy for you man, did you talk to her about everything?" he asked as he gave YN a quick side hug.

"Yeah, she knows everything and we discussed how to make things work." He sat down and filled everyone in on their plans and how they were going to have her flown to every show. They all listened intently and put their two cents in on how to possibly adjust things to make it easier. At the end of the conversation, everyone was happy and they had everything worked out. She was surprised, however, that they were going to assign Kai as her personal guard and driver when she flew out to the shows. That way they all knew she would be cared for, especially since Lola more than likely wouldn't be able to come with her.

With that they spent the rest of the day with the guys, laughing and joking. Lunch and dinner came and went. It started getting late and she could tell the guys were getting tired. She looked at JK "Do you want to stay here tonight or do you want to go home?"

"What time does the flight leave Joon?" JK asked.

"The flight leaves at 7:30 in the morning."

JK nodded his head "Hey Jimin, can you pack my stuff and I can meet you guys at the airport in the morning?"

"Sure man" Jimin replied, "we will see you both in the morning then."

JK and YN turned to leave and made their way back home.

When they made it home they curled up in bed and held each other close. Neither had a thought about anything other than being as close as possible. Knowing tomorrow was going to be an emotional rollercoaster, they drifted off to sleep in each other's arms.

The next morning they got ready, equally silent as they knew what was coming. YN opted to leave Lola at home because she didn't want to draw more attention to themselves than was necessary. They both wore hats and masks so that YN could accompany JK to the gate without anyone recognizing them. Luckily the band took a private plane so they walked out to the hangar where they could take off their masks and hats.

YN could feel the tears fall down her face as she thought of JK leaving her. So she threw her arms around his neck and buried her face in his throat. "I love you so so much Kookie" clinging to him as tightly as possible.

"I love you too Princess, remember, I'm only a FaceTime away. And I'll see you on Saturday at the next show. It won't be that long, I promise." He clung to her too, tears falling down his face.

"JK, it's time man, they are boarding us," Namjoon said.

"I love you," he said giving her one more kiss before letting go.

Letting the tears continue to fall she said "I love you too" as he boarded the plane. He looked back one more time and waved, she waved back as he entered the plane and the doors closed. Her knees felt weak but she turned to begin the lonely walk out of the gate when her phone began to ring. It was a FaceTime call from JK.

"I'll see you in a few days, Princess, I love you."

She nodded "I love you too"

"We are getting ready to take off, I'll call you when I get to the hotel. Stay safe" with that they said their goodbyes and hung up. She put her mask back on and her hat, making her way back to the apartment. Once she was there she collapsed on the floor and let it all wash over her.