Bad News

WARNING! IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE DON'T READ THIS CHAPTER

''Adam...'' Mrs. Wright opened her son's door as she sighed.

''Yeah mom?'' Adam replied, still playing a game on his computer.

''We need to talk...''

Adam stopped the game and looked at his mom, wondering whats with his mom's face.

''What's up with your face?''

''Umm...You know your dad is not here...'' Adam gulped and felt his mothers hands on his' hands.

''He wanted us to move where he is.''

Adam frowned and sighed.

''What do you mean? My whole childhood happened here! Every memory I had lived is here! I'm not going to somewhere where that old man lives in!'' Adam yelled furiously.

''Adam I know you don't like him but-'' Adam cut his mom off. It caused her to panic more.

''Mom he refused me as his son just because of my sexual orientation! How can you still- How can you still keep him as your husband! Are you that broken!'' Adam's voice cracked, he couldn't believe what was happening right now. He gulped harshly, eyes getting teary already.

''ADAM YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT!'' She yelled at the top of her lungs. Adam started to sweat nervously because of his mother's anger issues. Her face was so red and sweaty.

''YOU KNOW EVERYTHING WE'VE BEEN THROUGH SO NO!''

While Mrs. Wright was shouting Adam was biting his nails uncontrollably. 

''WE ARE LEAVING AFTER A MONTH, NOW BE A GOOD CHILD I CAN BE GRATEFUL OF!''

Mrs. Wright shut the door close as she left with big steps. After a few minutes, Adam heard the house's door shut. Adam burst into tears immediately, he was crying so hard while wiping them away with his hand. He let out everything he kept inside for a long time. His whole face was red and wet. 

''Refusing is not gonna work this time.'' He mumbled as he opened his sleeve showing his wrist. There were only a few scars and they were small. Adam took the razor he hid behind the frame and took a deep breath. Voices inside his head were echoing, saying he was nothing but a coward. He pressed and slid the razor on his wrist as the shiny blood come out fastly. Adam's heartbeat fastened. The only thing he was feeling now was emptiness, his mind was blank and his wrist was bleeding non-stop. After a few minutes, it stopped, leaving this annoying pain.

''H-How am I going to tell Takashi this..?'' He asked himself. 

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''Wake up. It's school.'' Adam heard his mom's strict voice. She was using that voice tone whenever she was angry at him.

''Okay.'' Adam frowned and looked at the floor. 

''I have a job trip. I won't be home for 2 days. There is food in the fridge don't order anything useless.''

''Okay.''

''Bye- What's that scar on your wrist?''

Adam's heartbeat fastened again.

''The street cats.''

''Oh...Be careful with them.''

When Mrs. Wright left the house Adam was already ready for school. This time he was wearing a cardigan because he didn't want others to see his scar. He combed his hair and looked at the mirror, his eyes were red and his nose was reddish. He took his bag and left the house. He wasn't wearing that cute smiles of his this time. When he arrived at school, there was no difference. Shiro was worried about him. So when it was lunchtime Shiro decided to ask him. While Adam was pouting Shiro touched and grip his hand, looking and smiling softly to him. Adam smiled back sadly but with love. 

Lunchtime (your author skips bc she is too lazy to write)

''Adam can we talk?''

''Sure...''

Shiro brought Adam to the hallway and asked him if everything was alright.

''Yeah...''

''I don't believe you. You pouted all day?''

''S-so..?''

''What so? Just tell me It's okay...''

''It's dad Takashi... Mom told me that we were going to move...''

Shiro widened his eyes and gulped.

''Wh-what do you mean?''

''Yeah...''

Adam hugged him, Shiro, immediately and started to cry. Repeating that he wants to stay here with him. Shiro hugged him and let out a cracky breath.

''I'm so sorry!''

''It's not your fault Adam..''

Adam couldn't stand still and kneeled down to the ground as he started to breathe heavily. Shiro pulled him to his lap and hugged him tightly.

''I-I'm so sorry...'' Adam said with his deep, raspy voice.

''Baby...'' Shiro mumbled, he didn't know what to say. Even tho he was looking happy and really sensible he was hiding everything inside. He sniffed and Adam's sweet natural scent covered his nose. He was going to miss this scent when they were apart. 

''If we ever get separated just know that I love you so much okay?''

Adam cried way harder as he stroked Shiro's fluffy hair. 

''Everyone hates me! I don't deserve to live, I will be a loner when I got there too! And there will be no you...''

Shiro blushed lightly and felt Adam's fast heartbeat on his' heart. His breath hitting his neck.

''Adam, people ruin everything that is beautiful.''