♪I Need U♬

[I Need U]

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~Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting aloneI need you ****Why do I keep needing you when I know I'll get hurt?~

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Seokjin sat on the dining table with a wide smile, grinning happily as Jungkook served him breakfast. After serving he turned around to go back to the kitchen as Jin held his wrist, softly. Jungkook stopped in his tracks.

"Aren't you going to eat with me?" Seokjin asked and Jungkook bit his lips before nodding his head in denial.

Seokjin furrowed his brows, looking up at Jungkook who was standing near him. "Why?" he asked confusedly.

"Jin hyung, it's nothing like t-that. I-I j-just don't eat breakfast" Jungkook replied softly and timidly while looking down at his feet.

"Why? That's not a healthy habit Jungkook." Seokjin spoke as he got up, holding his shoulders firmly as he forced him to sit down on the chair, Jungkook opened his mouth to say something but said nothing.

Seokjin served and pushed the plate in front of him. "Eat!" he asserted and Jungkook nodded. He slowly ate his food as Seokjin hummed at the taste. "Hmm... you make really tasty food" he praised as he ate more.

Jungkook gave him a small smile as he ate really slowly, not having the appetite to do so.

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Days passed by as Seokjin and Jungkook's relationship developed slowly and steadily, they ate together with Seokjin making sure the other eats fully, Jungkook didn't seem to have appetite most of the times.

Jin was trying to develop their relationship, emotionally and mentally. He was really trying. Being around Jungkook made him completely forget about anything else, the younger had that much effect on him, and Seokjin wasn't denying accepting that.

He noticed that Jungkook was quite introverted, didn't speak much but he cared for him. He always did, he too smiled shyly whenever Seokjin tried to flirt with him or even a single touch from his made him close his eyes and made his heart race.

Jungkook was also clearly affected, love was in the air between the couple. The two weren't expressing it, that was the other thing though.

They both slept in each other's arms every night and whenever the younger slept on the other end or away from him, Jin made sure to scoot closer to his husband and back hug him, arm around his waist.

Jungkook never complained, he always enjoyed how Seokjin cared for him and tried to show love through gestures. He was glad the elder was expressive because he himself wasn't. He felt bad for not repaying back the gestures, but he knew the elder understood him well.

Jungkook was glad to be with him.

Everything was going fine until one day Seokjin met Namjoon, in the office meeting. Seokjin tried his best to maintain his composure around him. But whenever he saw Namjoon smiling without any remorse, it made him hurt that how easy it was for him to throw Seokjin out of his life.

He felt so angry for being an emotional fool in love. He was so angry at Namjoon, he wanted to throw him out of his thoughts, and the one and only one who could do that for him was Jungkook.

He could make Jin forget about everything around him and the back of his mind without even trying.

So, when after having dinner, he laid down on the bed, trying to get some sleep, he couldn't, he felt restless.

Jungkook soon joined him on the bed, lying on the left side of the bed, back facing Jin. He followed his intrusive thoughts and rolled towards his husband.

The lavender scent hit his nose and made him relax. Yes, this is what he needs to focus on. He needs to focus on Jungkook, only Jungkook.

He draped his arm around his tiny waist, Jungkook didn't protest. The elder scooted his face closer to his neck from behind, his warm breath hit Jungkook's nape, and he gripped the sheets in his fist.

Jungkook had seen how annoyed and disturbed Seokjin looked when he came back from work, it made him worried, but he didn't question much, neither did he spoke much so he let it slide but now Seokjin's actions clearly told that something had happened.

Jungkook let him do whatever he wants to. He is his husband after all so he has every right on him, he thought. 

Jin nipped his lips into Jungkook's neck, his hand snaking under his shirt, the younger tilted his head forward to give him more access to his neck. Jin buried his entire face in his neck as he sucked on the pale expanse of his smooth skin.

Jungkook closed his eyes as his breathing became erratic. Soon Jin turned the younger on his back, hovering a little above him. Jungkook had his eyes closed and lips parted, Jin cooed at him.

He traced his long fingers on the cheek softly as he whispered, "Open your eyes doll". Jungkook slowly opened his eyes to meet gaze with his husband.

Jin cupped his small face with his palm, caressing the apple of cheek with his thumb and whispered, "May I?" asking for permission. Jungkook looked down, his eyelashes fluttering as he bit his bottom pink lip between his bunny teeth, nodding shyly.

Jin smiled, showing his pretty wide smile which made Jungkook's heart do over flips. The elder hovered above him, resting his palms by the side of younger's head looking straight at his pretty husband.

Jungkook's shakily reached his arms forward and wrapped them around his neck, looking to his side nervously. Jin's heart fluttered at how adorable he was, he could eat him or something, just so cute.

Without breaking the eye contact, Jin's bony fingers started opening the younger's shirt buttons slowly. After opening them, he pushed the shirt to the side and placed his palm on the soft pale chest.

Jungkook closed his eyes at the cold touch, his heart beating rapidly as he let out heavy breaths. Jin leaned down and softly placed his lips on Jungkook's. Jungkook puckered his lips to kiss back and fisted the elder's collars.

Jin's body dived down, putting his whole weight on the younger as he grazed his tongue on his lips, signaling him to part them open and Jungkook did open them. The elder's tongue entered the warmth of the younger's mouth as their tongues clashed, mouths engulfing each other.

Jungkook whimpered into the kiss as Jin put more pressure into it, sucking and almost biting on his lower lip. They broke the kiss when they got short of breath.

Jin retreated back, sitting on his knees, looking down at his husband with needy eyes as he opened his own shirt buttons and threw it away. Jungkook looked away to his side, not meeting gaze with his shirtless husband.

Jin held the younger's chin between his thumb and forefinger, turning his face toward himself.

"Look at me doll...... please..." Jin requested earning a soft tight-lipped smile from his husband as he nodded again, and he grinned.

Jin helped him take off his shirt and pants, Jungkook was shy all the time, so Jin took off his pants as well so that the younger doesn't feels uncomfortable. He fondled in the drawer of the nightstand, taking out lube from it and placing it on the bed.

Jin again hovered above him and dived down into the other's neck, nipping and biting it softly. Jungkook inhaled deeply as he pursued his lips to bite back from moaning, his fingers tightened into fists in the sheets as his hands shook.

The thing was that Jungkook was really sensitive to foreign touch, so the elder touching him everywhere on his body made him lose himself, his body shaking terribly.

Jin caressed his thighs with his hand to calm his down, but it only increased the sensitive tingles he was feeling throughout his skin, he tried to close his thighs together but the elder was sitting in between them.

Jungkook gasped loudly when Jin trailed his mouth down and took his nipple into his mouth, sucking on it like a baby as he groped the flesh around it with his hand. Jungkook almost lost his mind by now, his stomach felt like exploding and he felt too much hot.

"Uhhmmmm" he clasped his palm against his mouth to muffle his embarrassing sounds. Jin trailed his mouth further down, not before giving a tight squeeze to the puffy chest of his husband. He latched his touch onto his navel making the younger arch his back beautifully, his nails digging into the sheets.

He sucked on his navel and Jungkook trembled, throwing his head back at the foreign feeling, closing his eyes shut. Jin took off his boxers, revealing Jungkook's dick adorned with tiny pubic hair and his brown fluttering hole.

Jungkook squirmed in his place, covering his hips with his small palms which Jin noticed. He was hiding his stretch marks. Due to the smaller waist and wider hips which developed in short period of teenage, it was normal to get stretch marks, but Jin understood that Jungkook might be insecure about them.

"You don't need to hide doll. You're beautiful" Jin praised as he traced his fingers along the stretch marks, groping them under his fingers before leaning down and kissing them softly. Jungkook jolted on the bed as the smooth lips came in contact with his hips, gasping out breaths.

He then circled his fingers around the rim of muscles as the younger hissed a breath, knitting his brows with closed eyes. Jin grabbed the lube he had kept on the side and poured it on his fingers.

"Jungkook can I-" 

Jungkook nodded instantly, without even opening his eyes so Jin took it as a consent and leaned his fingers down, lubing up his entrance before pushing single digit inside.

Jungkook's body visibly tensed, he bit his lower lip again, gripping the pillow behind his head. Jin skillfully pumped his fingers, adding one more and scissoring him open. Jungkook's thighs were trembling at the stretch when third finger was pushed into him.

The bony fingers were brushing against a weird spot inside of him that Jungkook never knew he had, the finger pumping inside him made a bubbling feeling in his stomach as his cock twitched.

Jin saw how the other's body was reacting, so soon he pulled out his fingers as Jungkook sighed, heaving his chest down. "Open your eyes doll" he heard the smooth voice whisper into his ear, and he snapped open his eyes, to find his husband's head buried in his neck, sucking on his earlobe.

He felt something round and girthy poking his hole, he knew what was going to happen. "I'm going to push inside, Okay?" Jin asked breathily and Jungkook nodded affirmatively.

Jin pushed the tip inside and Jungkook's eyes went wide at the stretch, arms flying up to grasp something when he felt himself being engulfed into a hug, he wrapped his arms around the male's chest, pulling him closer as the cock made its way inside, tearing apart the small tight hole with its length and girth.

Jungkook inhaled sharply against Jin's chest, digging his nails and scratching his naked back as he felt himself getting teared into half from down there. Jin patted his head and mumbled sweet nothings into his ear to soothe his sobbing husband.

Yes, the younger didn't realize when he started sobbing at the pain but here, he was, getting pampered by his loving husband.

Jin bottomed out and then stayed still until Jungkook started relaxing his tensed muscles. Then he pulled out just an inch of length to push it back inside, Jungkook again jolted. The baby was too sensitive, it was clearly visible.

Jin retreated from the hug, pinning Jungkook's wrists to either side of his head and entangling his fingers with him as he pulled out and thrusted again. Jungkook chocked out a moan and his body pushed upward.

Then Jin pulled himself completely back, only to slam inside in one go and his husband moaned loudly, whimpering and sobbing.

"H-hurts" Jungkook sobbed, trying to control his wobbling lips with his eyes closed.

"Shhhhh!!! doll, everything will be okay... It'll soon feel good... hmm" Jin lovingly said in his deep voice as he yet again thrusted slowly into Jungkook, letting him take his time and find his pleasure into it.

The younger was so warm and tight that Jin wanted to burst out his load then and there, it was really hard to control himself, he closed his eyes to hold back himself and not to thrust hard into the sobbing baby laid under him.

Jin thrusted again, a bit with more force and this time Jungkook didn't sob, he moaned instead in his honey like voice and Jin almost lost his mind. Jungkook was all over him right now, in his conscious and subconscious, it was only Jungkook, nobody else.

Jin put more pressure on his pinned wrists, sinking them into the mattress as he thrusted hard and deep, Jungkook moaned again. This motivated him to do more and then he started thrusting inside in a rhythm, feeling immeasurable pleasure with every graze of his dick against the warm, sensitive walls of his husband.

Jungkook was gasping and a moaning mess, his back arching, hair flying everywhere as he body rocked upward with every force and lips swollen and red, face flushed. Oh, Seokjin was a lucky bastard.

Jin increased his pace, making the bed create creaking noises, skin slapping rapidly in rhythm, moans in honeyed voice echoing everywhere as the elder man grunted and moaned in pleasure.

"Hu-hubby uuummmm aaah" Jungkook cried out, his eyes teary as he looked up at his husband like a puppy, his dick twitching.

"Y-yeah doll?" Jin replied breathlessly while slamming himself rapidly into Jungkook.

"I- aaaaaahhh" Jungkook moaned loudly, feeling his prostate getting slammed on rapidly, unable to speak coherent words.

"Yeah, you want to cum?" Jin asked, grunting in pleasure, he saw Jungkook's dick twitching and leaking profusely, meaning he was close. Jungkook gave a confused look to him before nodding, whining and thrashing his legs.

Jin thrusted deeply and increased his pace even more, Jungkook's head almost smashed with the headboard but Jin made sure that doesn't happen. He's never gonna let his baby get hurt.

Jungkook arched his back, closing his eyes again, biting his lower lip, tightly squeezing Jin's tangled fingers and curling his toes as he released his loads between their bodies. White fluid gushing out of the red tip as he sobbed, his orgasm making him lose his mind.

Jungkook thrashed his body, tightening his body muscles uncontrollably and started crying. Burying his head into Jin's neck, letting out tears of pleasure as he sobbed heavily, hiccupping time to time.

Jin untangled his one palm to pat his head, praising his baby that he did good, Jungkook nodded, still crying due to the high of his orgasm.

Jin again made Jungkook lay on the bed before holding his one leg on his shoulders, changing the angle before harshly slamming into the oversensitive baby. Jungkook moaned and clenched around Jin, still sobbing. The tip of his nose angry red due to crying and lips wobbling uncontrollably.

Jungkook looked like a beautiful mess, sobbing and moaning with every thrust yet receiving everything gladly.

Jin railed him at a fast pace, digging his fingers in the thigh that was hoisted up his shoulder, seeing his husband's erotic expressions. Jin moaned loudly, the bubbling feeling in the pit of his stomach increasing as the younger clenching around him was summoning his orgasm even more.

Jin leaned down, bending the pale thigh to the husband's chest as he closed the distance between their lips, kissing messily and needily as his thrusts became erratic. Jungkook let out a series of incoherent unrhythmic moans, too oversensitive to be in the right state of mind.

One last thrust, Jin buried himself deeply inside his husband and came while shivering. Jungkook gasped into the kiss feeling the warm cum fill his insides, painting his walls white.

Seokjin pulled away from the kiss and breathed heavily, catching his breath while putting his head on Jungkook's chest. The other rubbed his back with shaky hands to calm him down.

Few minutes later, Jin got up, pulling himself out of Jungkook who trembled. White semen gushing out of his hole that was clenching on air. Jin's mouth watered at the sight.

He went inside the bathroom to clean himself while Jungkook stayed in bed, too exhausted to even move a limb.

The elder soon came back with a warm wet towel and cleaned Jungkook softly and carefully as he knew he might be sensitive. Jungkook whined with his droopy eyes at the wet towel touching him, Jin smiled, almost holding back a giggle seeing the sensitive whiny baby.

Jungkook was almost asleep when Jin discarded the towel after cleaning him. Jin covered themselves with the covers and snuggled closer to the younger, kissing his temple lovingly before letting the younger snuggle his face into his chest.

Soon Jin heard light breathing and snoring from the younger, he cooed seeing him sleeping while pouting, his lips looking oh so soft and kissable. He placed a light peck on those red lips before closing his eyes, burying his nose in his smooth hair.

"So sweet, love" Jin whispered subconsciously, realizing he just confessed his love to the sleeping boy.

But rather than being surprised or panicking, he smiled.

He was in love with his husband.

There was no going back.

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