4

Damn it's pouring a lot. I thought we'd make it home. Ohm clicked his tongue looking at the weather standing under the bus stop.

Nanon didn't say anything he was just sitting on the bench with the calmness surrounding his aura.

Ohm felt the silence and calmness before the Strom. He sat back beside Nanon who was continuously staring at the floor and the droplets hitting the main road. ..

What happened? Why are you so silent. Believe me it's just for a while until the heavy rains get back to its phase.

Nanon was silent again.

And the thing is-

You are hanging out with Clare a lot these days ? Nanon saide cutting ohm in the middle of conversation.

Oh yes. Ohm replied gulping chuck of saliva.

Oh.

(After a weird long silence which felt like after hours of Tsunami)

Tell me honestly are you both Girlfriend and Boyfriend thing? Nanon asked now looking at Ohm.

Aw. Ohm said. Nanon nodded looking back to the floor his heart broken into millions of pieces.

Well it just happened Nanon. I thought I'll tell you about me and Clare once you are done with your exams.

But I thought to keep to myself till you are done with the exams and yeah I thought you will be distributed if you get to know about us and I know you have a past with her and I know I need to be careful with you and Nano-

Ohm. Is it going to long?

I guess. ohm replied.

(Nanon breaths deeply)

Emm....fine then. Go Date her. Nanon said standing on his feet holding his bag tightly his tears rolling down his eyes.

Without thinking about anything he ran towards a Bus not knowing the destination it's going to take him. Ohm ran behind Nanon holding his hand tightly not letting him to leave him in the middle of rainy night.

Where are you going Nanon?

Leave me Ohm. He said already getting into the bus.

HAVE YOU GONE INSANE NANON?

UH. I AM. GO DATE CLARE. GO BACK TO HER. ALL THE BEST GET A LIFE. NAnon screamed Ohm stopped on his tracks watching the leaving bus along with Nanon.

Nanon reached at the unknown destination feeling lost and found half dead by someone who was walking on the streets while getting back from Work.

Don't Know how and what happened he found himself lying next to a stranger everything happened in a night raw and naked willingly.

Nanon was broke from inside and Out. His exes stopped working for once he wanted to embrace his sexuality with full acceptance ignoring his Broken Heart for temporary pleasure.

The next day he found himself in a hotel room with a note beside his bed.

(Thanks for the Night looks like you were not in the good state last night and it won't be respectful if I leave without any trace

- Stranger)

Nanon held his head tight as he was running his fingers in his hair he remembered how he ended up sharing a bed with some strange but he never regrets it.

.

After ages.

Nanon fucked his exam he did so bad in that as he ended up crying for a week and locking himself in the condo.

He was mentally and physically week to now face Ohm who kept visiting him and leaving things at the doorstep.

It been a week already.  Ohm said knocking on the door calmly.

Just leave the food there and leave. Nanon said his voice cold and husky.

Okay. Atleast Listen to me this time I decided to make it right.

Fine then make it right. Nanon said from the closed end of the door preparing him for the worst breakup without dating..... at least with this he will get over every meaning less feelings.

Yes I love Clare. Ohm said and Nanon dropped himself on the cold floor folding his legs together already tears running down on Nanon's face. He was prepared for this but still it did hurt him bad.

I am sorry for not saying you this. I know I can't hide anything from you but I had my reasons and I hope you understand cause remember I always with you.

Don't be. Nanon said in a low voice.

Ohm looked at the door trying to understand what Nanon was trying to say.

Nanon slowly opened the Door. A painful smile plastered on his face.

Don't be with me. He said smiling his dimples clearly popping in the middle of his cheeks.

Like I always say it's not like we are going to hangout with eachother for life right? You need to get used to not having me  around you.

I have things to do in Life and you have your own now that you realised it's good for me too. Nanon said.

Nanon it's not like-

I want to get into the Government University of Mechanics which is in Singapore. And I have been preparing for this for too long already that I don't remember. Nanon said pushing a year old application form towards Ohm.

Ohm took the application trying to understand the words on the form.

I didn't say this to you cause I know you won't let me leave you and eventually will follow me there which I never wanted.

I don't want to hang out with you Ohm. Atleast from now on.

What all the things are you saying? Ohm asked calmly.

I said what I always wanted to say. Nanon replied honestly.

Is this really what you want? Ohm asked grinding his teeth.

Yes. Nanon nodded.

Ohm pulled Nanon's arms holding them tightly his anger screaming Nanon was hurt but looking straight into Ohm's eyes which are turning teary.

Fine. Ohm said Pushing Nanon away and then storming out of the place. .

As the days went by the distance between them was prolonging but deep down they were longing for eachother. No matter how close Ohm was getting to Clare that much distance he was feeling between him and Nanon.

His thoughts roaming around Nanon. And the last encounter where he was angry with Nanon made Ohm feel scared. Ohm was scared what if Nanon ends up hating Ohm.

Ohm truely wanted to know why all of a sudden Nanon was acting strange he is just finding ways to leave Ohm even after knowing the attachment issues Ohm has. .

In the Class.

Oh Ohm this Saturday is your birthday right and you are completely silent? Aren't you going to throw a party? Break, a guy from the Team asked.

Nanon who now walked into the Library sat leaving a seat beside Ohm. Ohm clicked his tongue in annoyance.

Well yeah it's my birthday I almost forgot since someone is giving too much stress these days. Ohm comments.

Well yeah I am planning to throw a party in the Blues Club. Drinks , food and dance floor everything is on me. Ohm says the crowd almost screams with happiness.

Blues Club is the famous club in the whole city. Someone from the group pointed.

Yes. I know even the bills are too much. Break said.

Well as I said everything is on me. You people can eat drink and dance how much you want just go for it.

Ohm you are really very kind. Peach said from the side now everyone dancing screaming and jumping in the excitement.

BUT......Ohm stops the whole class and turns around Ohm.

Ohm looks at Nanon with a smirk and Nanon frowns knowing well about Ohm's mind games.

But..... only if Nanon comes to the party. Ohm says leaning on the chair proudly.

I won't cause I have an exam that is very next day. Nanon said straight away.

Ohm raises his hands in the air almost giving up on the party now. All of them ran towards Nanon. Pleading him scolding him and then begging on their knees.

Okay fine. Nanon yelled annoyed looking at Ohm.

If you don't come to the party I am not paying the bills Ohm whispered near Nanon's ears and left with a smirk. .

On the day of the Party.

Ohm came to pick up Nanon which Nanon didn't expect. He simply put on some tea green and white stripping tee with collar pairing it with simple dark brown pants.

Meanwhile the birthday boy wearing a white tee with Black leather Jacket pairing it with leather jeans while wearing all oxidised silver rings and chains and not to mention his brand new leather Block Boots waiting on his Bullet Bike.

Nanon sat Back on the seat.

Everything was set up and the loud and chaos started around....Ohm was welcomed with a champagne opening and loud disco music meanwhile Nanon was walking behind Ohm as he is not a party person and clearly not enjoying the Party.

Ohm was almost trying to be with Nanon but something or other things were coming up for him to get away from Nanon and when he finally had sometime he ran back to Nanon just to watch Nanon standing at the corner of the dim disco lights yet shining in the middle of the loud chaos. His dimples popping with anxious while he was fidging his fingers.

Heyyy....Ohm called.

Ohm. Nanon said.

Ohm smiled and stood beside Nanon now dancing in mini to the music encouraging Nanon to Dance.

Happy Birthday. Nanon said Ohm immediately looked at Nanon who was smiling at him.

It took you this long to wish? I was waiting for you idiot and you are the last one to wish. Ohm said kinda sulking.

I know I was not the first one to wish this time so yeah though to wish at the last. Nanon said gulping the sadness in his throat.

But I knew you....Ohm says.

You know nothing about me. Nanon whispers.

I know you. That you will wish me in the end making it special.

Cause it's special to me. Ohm says now looking at Nanon who was looking at Ohm the loud music and chaos everything disappear around Nanon which was replaced with quietness lost in his dark back orbs.

.

You seems kinda distressed?

I am fine. Nanon replied.

Well why don't we play a game? Ohm asked screaming in Nanon's ears in the loud places.

Ughh....you go and have fun. I am fine here. Nanon says.

Choose this or that. Ohm insisted.

Damn this Guy is always that pain.

Black or White? Ohm aksed.

Black. Nanon replied checking Ohm out.

Kim Namjoon or Bangchan?

Kim Namjoon.

CAT or NEET?

CAT.....Ohm not you bringing up competative exams here.

Can't help cause that's the only thing which will turn on your dick. Ohm says Nanon slaps.

Boobs or Ass? Ohm chuckles screaming in Nanon's ears.

Ass. Nanon replied with a side eye.

Dirty talk or silent anticipation? Ohm askes clearly smirking.

Silent anticipation. Nanon says Ohm raised his eyebrow with a smirk.

I choose that cause forget about Dirty talk I can't even talk. Nanon says and Ohm nods cause that makes sense.

Now it's your turn.

What do I have to ask. Nanon clicks his tongue clearly not interested. Ohm turns around pleading with gestures.

Emmm fine let me....

Paparik or Jalapeno?

Jalapeno.

Red or Green?

Red.

Bike or Car?

Bike.

Golden Retriever or Husky?

Golden Retrievers. They are cute. Aggarh anyways is this all you got? Ask something spicy. Ohm says frowning Nanon hesitates but goes for it.

Kissing on lips or Kissing on Neck?

Both but lips. (Nanon gulps)

Kissing someone or getting kissed?

Getting Kissed.

Nanon was looking here and there until his eyes fell on short figure Clare searching Ohm in the middle of crowd.

Clare or Nanon? Nanon asked like a whisper completely feeling Hurt, Jealous and possessed..!!

Huh? Ohm asked looking at Nanon, Nanon pupils dilated a feeling of Fear and Anxiety kicking his blood cells. He nodded his head in No..

What was that? Ohm asked again observing Nanon stepping back.

Ohm reached out to hold Nanon's hand, Nanon saw Clare dressed in a pretty white dress walking towards Ohm. His heart started beating loud his blood pressure going high and hands shaking from inside out. The realisation hit him hard what he was about to do.

He started running away Ohm looked back to see Clare.

He couldn't understand why Nanon was so scared looking at Clare. He ran after Nanon and pulled his hand back but Nanon turned around agressively and pushed Ohm.

What the fuck is wrong? Ohm screamed

Enough Ohm. I am done here. I should not be coming here in the first place. It was a mistake. I should have sticked myself with books.

Nanon you look stress.

No. You are my Stress Ohm. OHM STOP THIS. CAN'T YOU GET IT? We should not hang out more. PLEASE LEAVE ME. I AM SICK OF BEING YOUR FRIEND.

One moment we are nice and the next moment we are broken and then we fight. Ohm says his eyes blank and his lips curl downwards.

I WAS FORCED TO BE YOUR FRIEND OHM. I NEVER CAME TO YOU WILLINGLY TO BE YOUR FRIEND. I WAS FOCED BU OUR HOME TEACHER TO BE YOUR FRIEND.

What are you saying?

YES. I FELT YOU WERE PITTY AND SICK. I NEVER FELT YOU AS A TRUE FRIEND. AND I WAS PRETENDING ALL THE TIME TO BE YOUR FRIEND WHILE I WAS ALWAYS JEALOUS OF YOU FOR HAVING EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE. I WANT TO END THIS OHM.I WANT TO END THIS FEELING. LETS END IT. Nanon said and ran away not letting Ohm finish his sentence.

Ohm stood there in the middle of Chaos complete half dead and emotion less he was stuck in a place shocked.

The person who he always wanted to keep beside him is now leaving him....Leaving him forever.

Ohm felt betrayed and Dejected. He felt if there was a chance he will let the group swallow him.

Nanon ran away from the place while Ohm Frozen in the same place trying to understand the words Nanon said.