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the next dayi got up early. this was a big day for me.

i wore this dress that i had bought for a night with judd. now i know what your probably thinking 'a little extra don't you think' or 'won't you get slut shamed' or something like that. my mom doesn't care about how i dress and i'm doing this to make judd wish he never hurt me so whatever happens it's worth it.

i got to school and eyes were all over me. i wasn't paying attention to them. i was looking for judd and judd only. i saw him finally. he was next to this girl grabbing her waist. she was probably mia and might i add that i am wayyy hotter than her. that's besides the point. when judd looked at me his eyes widened and he instantly let go of mia. "like what you see judd" i said just to be a bitch. " what do you think your doing!? do you want all these guys looking at you!!?" he looked at me dead in the eyes with those amazing green eyes of his. wait no. emmi what are you saying right now! "you see judd i'm not yours anymore. i can wear whatever i want." i said with a hint of attitude.

the bell rang so i turned around and blew judd a kiss and walked away, making sure to move my hips a tad bit.

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i've been at home for a while now just doing random shit when i got a text from judd, actually multiple texts.

judd🔪❤️: emmi i'm sorry okayjudd🔪❤️: please come over so we can talkjudd🔪❤️: mia was a mistake okay i was just fucking with her feelingsjudd🔪❤️: baby please come back to me

does he really think that i'll forgive him so fast. HE CHEATED!!! he's stupid if he thinks that i'm going over there. i got a few texts from leah shortly after judd texted.

leah😘: what happened with you and judd??leah😘: he's throwing and breaking shit in his room!!leah😘: i haven't seen him this upset EVER!leah😘: please talk to him. i don't want him to hurt himself.

oh no. this might be the dumbest idea ever but i think i might go over there and let him explain. what do i got to loose. besides leah is worried about him so he must me a complete mess. damn it judd why do you do this to me!!