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"I'm so glad to be out of there." Bia smiled. 

"I have something to show you when we get home." Shownu said. 

"I have something to tell you." Bia looked at him. "I want to get my own place, not now but one day." 

"I understand." Shownu hide the sadness in his voice. "How about you come and work for me?" 

"At your gym?" Bia looked at him. 

"Yes." Shownu nodded. "We could use a female worker there." 

"I did want to get back in shape, now that the twins are out." Bia nodded her head. "But who's going to watch Tiago and Thalia?" 

"I already have that covered." Shownu smiled. "Sariah agreed to watch them." 

Bia nodded her head. 

"I'll start you off with short hours, until you are fully recovered." Shownu said. "Ah, you can't work right away." 

"Yeah, it's like a six week wait or something." Bia pouted. 

"After six weeks I'll start you on a short schedule." Shownu pulled into the house. 

The twins were still sleeping. Bia figured that's all they were going to do for the first couple of weeks. When they pulled into his parking lot Sariah came running up to the car. She was smiling brightly at Bia. It made Bia's worries fade away. She was happy that she had a friend like Sariah. Bia was grateful for it. 

"I wanted to spoil it for you but Kihyun said if I do then no-" 

"Enough." Kihyun shouted. 

Sariah giggled wrapping her arm Bia's. 

"Kihyun and Shownu will take the twins inside." Sariah said. 

She turned to the boys. 

"Hurry up." She said. 

"Just take her inside and make sure he doesn't go in her room." Kihyun spoke in Korean. 

"Okay." Sariah responded in English. 

"I gotta learn Korean." Bia shook her head. "All that time wasted, I could've learnt it from Joo-" 

Sariah quickly covered Bia's mouth. "Don't say his name." 

She slowly removed her hand. 

"Okay." Bia smiled. 

They walked into the house, Sariah lead Bia to the kitchen getting her a cup of juice. 

"Okay, we're ready." Shownu walked into the kitchen. 

Bia followed Shownu down the hall to her room. He opened the door, Bia's face lit up. 

"Oh my-" She covered her mouth. "I love it." 

"Shownu wanted the twins to have a proper nursery but with the house only being a two bedroom we had to improvise." Kihyun smiled. 

"Thank you." Bia looked up at Shownu with loving eyes before she hugged him. 

"We were going to get two beds but we knew they weren't going to fit." Shownu said. 

"It's actually okay for twins to sleep in the same bed." Sariah stated. "Doctors actually encourage it." 

Bia picked up Tiago and placed him carefully in the crib then did the same with Thalia. She sighed brushing her finger down Tiago face. He looks so much like Jooheon when he was baby. 

"Come on, Kihyun ordered food earlier and it's here." Sariah walked into the room. 

"He looked just like him." Bia sniffed. 

Sariah rubbed Bia's back. "He does. I know it's going to be hard, but you have to move on." 

Bia looked at Sariah. 

"What if I can't?" Bia pressed her lips together, holding back tears. 

"I'll help you." Sariah smiled. "Let's go eat." 

Sariah smiled widely. She would do anything for Bia. She would kill Jooheon for breaking Bia's heart if Bia asked her to. 

"More over biss, I'm hungry." Sariah sat down next to Kihyun. 

"Did you just censor yourself?" Shownu looked at Sariah. 

"Yes, I'm trying to get out of the habit of cussing." Sariah said. "It's not good for the baby to hear." 

Kihyun and Shownu both started laughing. 

"Good luck with that." Shownu shook his head. 

After they all got full of off pizza and wings they relaxed on the couch watching Disney+. Kihyun noticed how Sariah started to get heavy. He looked down at her, she was fast asleep. 

"I'ma head out." Kihyun whispered seeing that Bia was also asleep. 

He stood picking up Sariah carrying her out. Shownu got up gently making sure he didn't wake up Bia. He picked her up gently carrying her to her room. He then checked on the twins. Seeing that they were awake but quiet he changed and fed them. Shownu hummed them a melody helping them go back to sleep. Bia turned on her side waking up. She closed her eyes listening to Shownu hum. 

Can I? Can I love him the way I love Jooheon?  She blinked letting tears fall.