The first time

TW: mention of rape

a/n: sorry last chapter was so crazy and bad. Idek what i'm doing for this one so it might be boring also for context. if it's in italics like this, it's a flashback. Sorry for probably like 79889 mis spells

I started crying harder at who walked into the door. But it wasn't tears of sadness. Or tears from being afraid. I wasn't scared anymore. "jimin" I whispered. "Y/n!" He shouted and ran over to me. He started kissing my face all over. "no please" i said scared of that much affection right now. "shit i'm sorry" he said and stood up. He looked at me and then at my body. I felt disgusting. I don't want him to look at me like this I feel so nasty. "please help" i whispered. I cant really talk. He didn't say anything. He didn't show any emotion he just started pulling up my underwear. He pulled down my bra and pulled down my dress. "I need someone to help me" He said. He peeked his head out of the doorway. "oh fuck" i heard him whisper. Kai was still in the bathroom "jimin he's still here" i whispered. Jimin turned around and closed the door. He walked over and looked in the bathroom. He immediately tensed up. He clenched his fist and his shoulders went up. "i told you Kai if i ever saw you again it'd be the last time" He said in a scary voice. "I told you if you ever TOUCHED Y/N. IF YOU EVEN LOOKED AT Y/N. OR THOUGHT ABOUT HER OR TALKED TO HER OR TEXTED HER. It'd be the last time." He added. When he said the last part chills went down my spine. I could move my legs and arms. I sat up and grabbed my phone. I texted the group chat. "please come to the fifth room on the right. But be quiet i need help please" i sent it. Jimin was walking towards kai slowly. "no jimin you've got it wrong it wasn't me" Kai told him putting his arms up. Jimin looked back at me. I nodded at him. Jimin walked towards him faster into the bathroom. He took his head and slammed it on the edge of the sink. "You gonna snitch?" Jimin asked holding his head up by his hair. I just stared at them with my eyes wide open. "i don't know" Kai said. He has blood coming out of his head. Jimin slammed his on the ground. I flinched. "Jimin!" I shouted. "I SAID ARE YOU GONNA SNITCH?" He yelled at him. "no no i won't snitch" Kai said shaking his head. "good" As soon as jimin said that Hobi ran into the room. He went into the bathroom and saw kai on the floor. "jimin what'd you do?" he asked him shocked. Jimin just pointed at me with his head. Hobi looked back down at kai and didn't think twice. He kicked him the ribs and started punching him and kicking him over and over. "Hobi please! You're going to kill him!" I yelled at them. I couldn't care less if he was dead. But they will get in deep trouble. Jungkook and Tae ran into the bedroom. Jungkook ran over to me. I was crying so so hard. Taehyung ran into the bathroom and pulled hobi and jimin out. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!?" Tae yelled at them. Jin and namjoon ran in. Namjoon ran over to the blood. "oh fuck" He said. He picked him up and grabbed some toilet paper. Jeongy ran in and locked the door. "LET GO TAEHYUNG" Jimin yelled and tried to run back into the bathroom. Namjoon was cleaning him up. Kai wasn't conscious though. "when's he gonna wake up?"Jeongy asked. "not for a while" namjoon said still cleaning him up. "LET ME FUCKING GO" Hobi yelled. "ALRIGHT! Alright!" Jin yelled at everyone. "Why the fuck are you beating this guy up?" Jin asked them. They all looked at each other and it went silent.

"i'm scared jungkook. I'm so scared." I whispered into jungkooks chest. "I know y/n it's okay, shh" Jungkook said petting my hair. Everyone turned their heads towards us. Jungkook why are you so loud?? "woah what the fuck?" Tae said running over to me. "YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY JIN?" Jimin yelled and yanked his arm away from jin. "jimin calm down" Jin said trying to sit him down. I couldn't stop crying enough to talk to tae. "YOU WANT TO FUCKING KNOW WHY" He said again. Tae tried grabbing me out of jungkooks arms but i pushed his hands away. I stood up out of jungkooks arms. "Jimin please" I said walking over to him. I still could barely walk. I started crying more. I know i'm being a crybaby but can you blame me? Jimin grabbed me and sat down with me on the bed. I gave him a hug. I've known jimin the longest. Since i was younger actually. He's helped me the most. I feel the most safe around him. "You want to know why?" Jimin said again calmer now. "yes please we really do" Taehyung said standing up. "Because when i walked into this bedroom y/n was on the bed. She was crying. She couldn't move any part of her body. She was a mess. I walked in and she was crying even harder. I started hugging her because i was worried. She pushed me away and when i looked down her clothes weren't on. And her hair was a mess and she was a crying mess she had red marks all over her arms and legs. So i put her clothes back on. Then i looked for help but i didn't want to leave her. She said he was still here. I looked in the bathroom and it was Kai. He was cleaning his self up." Jimin said while i cried more having to listen to it. Tae looked so upset. Everyone did. Everyone looked mad and upset. "cleaning himself up?" Jeongy asked confused. "you want to know why he was cleaning his self up?" jimin asked looking around at everyone. Everyone's eyes started to widen even more now. "because he had just got done. He just got done with y/n" jimin told everyone. "oh" tae whispered. "no, she didn't want to. let me rephrase. He just got done RAPING y/n. again. So i did what i had to do" Jimin said and looked down at me. "It was my fault. I left you and ran back to the group without you. It's my fault you got raped. again." Jimin said wiping my tears and then had to wipe his own. I looked up at him. "it wasn't your fault the first time and it wasn't this time. If it wasn't for you either times i don't know where i'd be right now." I said trying to not cry even more.

"y/n!!" Jimin yelled. "what happened to you?" He yelled again. "i had sex. But i didn't want to. I tried to tell him no jimin. please don't hate me." Y/n said crying. "No why would i hate you? who did this?" Jimin said running over to her. "kai did" Y/n said. "where is he now? what happned?" Jimin asked panicking. "after you left me in the park he found me and he took me back to his place. We ate some food he made and then watched tv. He asked if i wanted to have sex. I kept saying no jimin i promise i did. He didn't listen. And he did it anyway holding me down" y/n whispered to jimin quickly. He could tell it was hard for her to talk. "he picked me up and left me right here in your backyard. I don't know why. I couldn't move i was so scared so i couldn't walk. I just layed her- here. He we- he went tha-" Y/n stopped talking. It's like she fell asleep. He started shaking her. "no please y/n stay awake please." he said panicking. "She's not gonna stay awake" Someone said walking up behind jimin. "no stay away Kai" Jimin yelled at him. He was much bigger then jimin. "she won't wake up unless she gets to the hospital. Good luck getting her there." Kai laughed and started walking away. "IF YOU EVER COME NEAR HER AGAIN ILL KILL YOU!" Jimin yelled at him. Kai stopped walking he walked over to him. He punched jimin in the face. He picked him up by his hair "you gonna snitch?" Kai said not scared of jimin. Kai was 17 Jimin was only 15. "of course bitch" Jimin said even though blood was coming out of his mouth. Kai punched him again. "I SAID ARE YOU GONNA SNITCH?" kai yelled at jimin again. "no" Jimin said out of fear. He wanted to snitch. So bad. But he knows that if he would. It'd be the end of him. "That's what i thought" Kai said and kicked him one last time. Jimin laid there for a second. He wished his parents were home. He looked over at y/n. She looked so sad. Even sleeping. He forced himself to stand up and limped over to her. "fuck fuck" He just realized she was naked. He didn't live around anybody but people walked past sometimes. Rarely past the backyard. His fence wasn't wood panels it was just metal. He went inside as fast as possible. He grabbed a pair of his shorts and a shirt and put them on her. He looked up and someone was walking past as soon as he put her clothes on. It was a boy from his school. "hey! please help!!" Jimin yelled over to the boy. The boy looked over at him and ran over. "oh my what's wrong." The boy said touching his face. "i just got beat up. I need help carrying her to the hospital. She got drugged and raped and she's my bestfriend. Her boyfriend did it to her please help me." jimin pleaded. "of course of course" the boy said and hurried to pick her up. "can you walk?" He asked jimin. "i'll be okay" jimin replied. The boy was in grades above jimin. He looked maybe 17? "who did this?" The boy asked. "Kai. But you can't snitch. He will kill me." Jimin told him. The boy looked upset but nodded.

They walked her into the hospital and explained to the nurses what happened. Lying saying they didn't know who it was that did it. They made up an identity of who the person was. The nurses walked out. "Y/n can tell them when she wakes up." Jimin told the boy. "does she go to our school?" The boy asked. "yeah she's in a grade below me." Jimin told him. "i've never heard of her" the boy said. Jimin walked over to her and moved her hair out of her face. "wow" The boy said. "what is it?" Jimin asked looking over at him. "even with her makeup all messed up and her eyes all puffy, she still looks like a princess" The boy said looking at y/n "she does doesn't she?"jimin said. "what's your name by the way?"the boy asked. "jimin. What's yours?" He said. "Hoseok. You can call me hobi"

"Wait why didn't you tell them who did it the first time?" Jeongy asked. "I was to scared. I didn't talk for a year. After that, they didn't care who did it" I told all of them. Kai started making noises. I stood up and ran over to the other side of the room. Tae walked over to me and hugged me. "what the fuck i thought he wasn't supposed to wake up namjoon" Taehyung said. "I don't know he must be tough" Namjoon said. "What the.." Kai said and started scooting to the corner of the bathroom. Jungkook stood up. "you're not going to say who beat you up. We are going to call paramedics and you are gonna tell them you don't know who did it. You're gonna give a fake description. And you are gonna tell them what you did to y/n. got it?" Jungkook said standing above him now. Kai nodded and tears started falling. "You need to be unconscious when they come" jungkook told him. "how do i-" Kai asked and got cut off. Jeongy pushed through jungkook and punched him so hard he got knocked out again. "Fuck that felt good" She said and shook her hand. I laughed at her. "can we go home?" I asked them. "you need to go to the hospital y/n." Jin said. "No please i don't want to. i want to go home. I'm not hurt this time." i told them. "Alright then" Jin said. "you can ride with me princess" Hobi said. I nodded. "i'm coming too" Jimin and jungkook said at the same time. I looked up at taehyung. He nodded. "it's fine. go with them. You need time with them anyway" He said smiling at me. I leaned up and gave him a kiss. "actually you do need time. i won't go" jungkook said. "we can all fit in my car" namjoon said looking at everyone except me hobi and jimin. I stopped kissing taehyung. "thank you" i whispered. He nodded and we all got into the cars.