Jungkook

How could i forget he's in the group chat i'm an idiot. "We're still going" Tae said. "Taehyung i'm too scared to go with him there." I said looking up at tae behind me. "you really think ANY of us would let him touch you? I'll be with you the whole time" He said looking down at me right into my eyes. He's so so pretty. Jimin and jungkook are so beautiful and i talk about it all the time but something about tae. I couldn't help it. I turned off my phone and turned around climbing on top of him. I started kissing him and he kissed back immediately. I could feel him smiling during the kiss. His hand went to the back of my head deepening the kiss and the other on my waist. I ran my fingers all through his hair and down his chest.

We kissed for almost 10 minutes but i got a call. I looked at it and it was from my mom. I answered it. "Hello" I said breathing pretty heavy considering i didn't really breath during that. Tae was smiling at me while i was talking. "Hey honey, what's wrong why are you breathing so hard" She asked me. Tae laughed a little. "Just ran threw the house, what's up" I said hitting myself in the head. What kind of reply is that. Tae laughed more. I hit him lightly. "i'll tell you in a minute, what are you doing right now?" She said. "Just laying in bed." I replied and put my head on taes chest. I could feel his heart beating and it relaxes me. "Oh well-" She got cut off. "WHAT THE FUCK IM SO DONE" Jungkook yelled stomping into the bedroom throwing his bag on the ground. "shit y/n get off me i need to stop him" Tae said. "Mom can i go?" I asked her. "wait why were you on a boy in bed? Who's telling?" She was asking so many questions. "i'll call you back" I said and hung up. "I FUCKING HATE THIS I HATE LIFE I HATE DEPENDING ON YOU GUYS I HATE I HAVE NO ONE THAT LOVES ME I HATE THIS TOWN" Jungkook yelled. I stayed back from him, he didn't seem calm and i haven't had a good experience these last few days with that. "Jungkook calm down" Taehyung said getting up and putting his hand on his arm. Jungkook threw his arm away from him. Jungkook was stronger than tae. "NO TAE IM SO DONE WITH PEOPLE TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING WRONG ANYMORE PLEASE JUST LET ME GET IT OUT" He screamed and started tearing up. "Jungkook please just sit down. We want to help" Tae said to him calmly. He didn't get frustrated at all. "Yeah sure help me LIKE YOUVE BEEN HELPING ME FOR SO LONG YOU GUYS ARE THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT HAVE HELPED ME. OUT OF ALL THE PEOPLE I KNOW YOU ARE THE ONLY. ONES. AND YOU GUYS ARE TOGETHER NOW IM GONNA GET KICKED OUT WITH NO WHERE TO LIVE." He paused for a second. "Fuck i just wish my mom loved me" He whispered and broke down. Tae looked over at me. He fell on the ground and started crying. "Jungkook" Tae said walking towards him and putting his hand on his back. "Just stay away" Jungkook said throwing it away again. "whatever" Taehyung said walking out. Omg he doesn't know how to be patient. "jungkook.." I said softly. I'm not letting him cry on the ground by his self. "Jungkook please get off the floor" I said again. still sitting on the bed. He picked me up while i cried in his arms but i can't pick him up. I got off the bed and walked over to him. I put my hand on his back. He didn't push it away. He knew it was taehyung. He knew he could cry in front of me and i wouldn't say anything. I bent down. He took his hands off his face and tears were pouring down his face. His face was all red and his eyes were puffy. "awh jungkook" I said putting my hands on his face. I pushed his head on to my shoulder and he started crying harder. He wrapped both of his arms all the way around my body while i ran my fingers through his hair. "i just wish she loved me" He whispered again into my shoulder. "she does jungkook, it's the alcohol" I said into his ear. "no she's always hated me" he said calming down a bit. "I love you jungkook, i always will. I don't care if me and taehyung get together you will stay here until you find a place. If you don't want to find a place then you can stay with me. I'm sorry you didnt get the mother son bond you want. I'm sorry you don't have a place to live besides here. I'd quit everything i love, stop talking to everyone i love, never look at taehyung again, get back with yoongi. WHATEVER it would take for you to be safe. I love you jungkook you've always been there for me, you being safe, away from her is my number one priority, always." I said while he just listened. He sat up from my shoulder. "How, how did i get so fucking lucky meeting someone like you. How did i find just the thing i was missing from my life. I love you y/n. I'll never let anything happen to you, ever" He said looking into my eyes. I just smiled at him softly. I helped him stand up. "what happened, why are you home early?" I asked him. "The school might kick me out. That's all i have y/n. That scholarship is the only thing i have. But they might kick me out because i technically don't have a place to live." He said getting sadder again. "How'd they know?" I asked them. "Someone went to the office and told them. Idk who it would've been." He said looking at his feet. Holy shit. I ran and picked up my phone. I went to my contacts and clicked on the right one. He answered. "what the fuck is wrong with you" I said as soon as he picked up. "guess you found out about my surprise" I heard him laugh. "I hate you min yoongi. With every bone in my body. You'll get your fucking payback yoongi. You're the most cold hearted bitch i've ever met" I told him. "it's your fucking fault. You've caused this" He said. I looked up at jungkook. Shit i kind of did cause this. "No y/n don't think that, no it isn't" Jungkook said putting his hand on my back. Taehyung walked in. "Get off the phone with him" He said and hung up. "Y/n stop torturing yourself by calling him please. I don't want to be mean but he's just so rude to you" Tae added. "I'm sorry" I said looking at him. "don't be sorry" He said. He leaned in and kissed my head. Jungkook looked a bit shocked. I got a call back from my mom. I answered.

"hello" i said. "hey is everything okay what was wrong?" She asked worried. "nothing was wrong we just had a thing to take care of" I told her. "so you and taehyung are getting along?" she asked. "Just fine" Taehyung said into the phone smiling at me. Oh my gosh. "Oh well i'll let you go then" She said in a weird kind of flirty voice. "mom" I said sighing. "but first i need to tell you. You have to come back home sunday. We have a very important dinner. And we'll have company" She said. "um who's the company?" I asked her. "i don't think so know them" she said. "alright bye honey love you i'll text you details."  She said and hung up. Guess i have a dinner sunday.