Chapter 14

"If only I can get the pain you felt. Then I would get everything"-Author

*Lisa's POV*

Its been three days since Jen didn't came home. The power of her dad he has. He can control our CEO. No doubt he can let Jen stay in their house and not even attending meetings when we had meeting yesterday. But they can't fool me though. I miss my girl so much. So I won't stay still and make move to win her back in our dorm and be with her when we sleep and we wake up. I can't help not to think if she already eaten. If she's okay. If what's happening because her phone has turned off. Did her dad took her phone? I'm pissed because I can't even talk to her in the past few days. Ugh. I miss her so much.

Early in the morning I left the home without even telling Jisoo unnie and Chaeng. I asked my body guards to leave me alone because i'm just going to Jen's house. No one can stop me now even this rain shower can't stop me. Even if it storms. I don't care. I'm going to see my girl right now. I will bring her back in our dorm no matter what.

"Jen! Baby! Come out. Get back home. Please", I am shouting outside their house. But no ones listening.

The rain pour harder so I took my hoodie and wore it. I can't feel the rain suddenly pouring hard on me. I can't feel anything. I'm just screaming hard so that they could even hear me. I just wanna hug Jen and assure she's okay. Or atleast just wanna saw her face to calm me down and have a relief. But still no ones coming to open the gate. Are they can even hear me? But who cares. I'm giving all the strength I have even I haven't eaten since Jen didn't came home. "Just let me see Jen. Please!" "Mom! Dad! Let me see Jen! Please" The words I kept screaming but they didn't open the gate. I can't stop crying because I can't do anything to see her! I am such a loser! A slut! Why can't I even do something to see the love of my life! Fuck!

"Mom! Dad! Please just let me see Jen! Please! I miss her so much!", I kept saying this words when someone tapped me.

I didn't know I passed out from the heaviness of the rain. When I looked to whom tapped me. I hugged her so tight.

"I miss you. I love you", the words I can only speak. While my tears fell down.

"Who told you to stand under the rain that early in the morning. Its so cold. Look what you get. You get high fever", the cat is angry again.

"You can't blame me. I miss you so much", I pouted.

"So do I, baby", she kissed my forehead.

"So I don't know that you'll give up your own life just to see my daughter", her dad speak up. I didn't realized they're in the sofa. Because I only see their daughter.

"I told you, Mr. Kim. I will do everything for your daughter", I said.

"Stop calling me Mr. Kim. Call me dad from now on", her dad said and i'm shocked.

"Oh. Oh. Okay, dad", I shyly pronounced the dad.

"But don't you dare hurt my one and only daughter. Or else I will take her back and I assure you really won't see her anymore. Take care of her because she's my only daughter. I'm sorry for what happened. I just did it to see how much you love her and if you will fight for her and what I seen, you do really love our Jen", her dad's speech like Jen and I are already getting married. Okay. I'm joking again because I don't know how to express my happiness anymore.

"Lisa, take good care of Jen. Okay? I'm so happy for the both of you", mom said with her wide smile. Then they left the room for me to have moment with my girl.

"What exactly happened?", I asked Jen.

"What do you mean?", Jen asked in confusion.

"How did you find me infront of your house?", I asked.

"I am not the one who found you. Its dad", she answered.

"What?", I asked in disbelief.

"He told me not to open the door. He took my phone and he's still pissed. When you stopped shouting. He opened the window to assure you already left. But then he saw you passed out and he call on mom. I panicked and I started crying. Mom changed your clothes after dad carry you in my room", she explained.

"I'll do anything to see you", I mumble.

"Don't make me panic again like that. I was so worried. I thought I'm gonna lose you forever", she said.

"No you don't. I'll stay by your side no matter what. I kissed her forhead. "You seem like you lose weight, hun", I added.

"I can't eat because I am thinking about you. I can't eat because I can't see you. I can't eat because I want you to feed me. All in all I can't eat and sleep because i've been missing you", she sadly said this.

"Awe. Baby. Same with me. It feels like your stomach and my stomach. Your head is my head. Means, you're my other half that I can't do things without you", I said.

"Lisa-yah. Thank you", she's teary-eyed.

"Suddenly? Why?", I asked in disbelief.

"You fight for me even my dad doesn't like you. You fight for me even your life gets in danger. You fight for me with no doubt and hesitation. Thank you, hun", her tears began to fall now.

"Awe. Baby. Stop crying. It's all what you deserve, hun. And this is a bit I can do for you for all your sacrifices. You are the ones who always fight for us. Who always loud about us. And me. I've been the coward to us", I sigh.

"When CEO scolded us everytime we're clingy, I distant myself from you but you still remain the same. When blinks find out our dates and sweet photos, I will stop posting and cling to Jisoo unnie or Chaeng", I added.

"Because i'm selfish. I don't want anyone to have you that's why i'm being loud. I want all of them to know my territory", Jennie said while she pouted.

"I'm only yours, hun", I assured her.

"But girls keep flirting you", i'm inlove with her pout.

"I have the best girl in the world. So sorry. I don't need them", I kissed her forehead.

"Hun. You're so hot", she said.

"I know that, baby", I teased.

"Shit, Lisa. That's not what I meant. Your fever. Its getting high", her worried face.

"Really? Oh. Is this why i'm getting dizzy? Geez", I said.

"If only I could get what you feeling right now then I would get everything", she said worriedly.

She took the towel in a bowl with water and squished it. She put it in my head then she left to get the mushroom soup prepared by mom and feed me. She squished the towel again and wipe it in my body then put another towel in my forehead when she finished changing my clothes.

"Hun, don't sleep beside me. You might get sick as well", I said.

"And so. I miss you. I wanna sleep beside you", she protested.

"So do I, hun. But you might get sick. I don't want you to get sick", I protested.

"But---", she protested again.

"Sleep in the sofa", she got shocked.

"Oh. So you want me to sleep in the sofa now? Like what i'm doing to you when I get jealous? Okay. Okay", oh gosh. She's pissed now.

"No. No. No. Come here. Baby. Come. Sleep beside me. I miss you", I wish she'll fall for this so she won't be pissed off anymore.

"Hmp", she pouted.

"Come on. Please? So that my fever gets well because I already have my medicine beside me", I asked being cute.

"Hm. Is that true? Are you sure?", she said.

"Yeah. Come to me now, baby. Hurry", I waved my hand.

Then she came where I am. She opened her arms where I leaned my head and we sleep hugging each other.

Indeed a great girlfriend. She's so caring. I can't asked anything more. I have everything I can't have with anyone else. I have someone who's perfectly as a whole. Ms. Jennie Kim, soon to be Mrs. Manoban. The girl I will surely marry.

"Hun, why did you sleep sitting behind me?", I asked and tapped her arms because I woke up she's beside me fell asleep while sitting.

"Oh. You already awake? Are you okay? What you need baby? Are you hungry? What?", she said while checking on me if I still have fever.

"Hun. Relax. Why did you sleep there?", I asked calming her down.

"I panic last night. Because you already shaking because of your high fever. I call on mom and she called our private doctor in our hospital. Its good you're fine and because of your high fever that's why you suffer from convulsion", she worryingly telling what happened to me.

"So I decided to sleep here so that if you need something or something happened to you again. It will be easier for me to call mom", she added.

What did I do to deserve this girl? I'm so moved. I can't wish anything else. I'm so lucky to have her. Please. I can't lose her.

Such long chapter. Hihi. How was it? Thank you, readers! The next chapters will have new plot twists and new characters. So watch out my loves!

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