Chapter 5

"The day i'm ready and brave to confess is the day it breaks my heart"-Author.

*still Lisa's POV*

Jisoo unnie went home to celebrate new year with her family. Chaeng booked her flight earlier so she could spent more time with her family in Australia. Jennie's parents went on a trip and J gave them time to be alone and to not be a thirdwheel. I already used my vacation this year so i'm not allowed to go home. So me and J left in the dorm.

"What's your plan for today?", she asked.

"Nothing, I just wanna sleep", I answered.

"So you have no plan celebrating new year with me?", she asked.

"Do you want to?", I answered with a question.

"Ofcourse, I don't have any companion today, my parents are not here", she said.

"Oh, so that means you have no choice but to be with me coz you have no companion. Okay. I get it", I teased and she glared at me that shut me up in an instant.

We went to the supermarket and bought something to cook. Oh gosh, just by this moment. Let me think we're married and we both went here in the market buying groceries in our house and for this beautiful, my beautiful wife will cook for me in New Year's eve. Imagine how lucky I am. Imagine. Maybe I won't let this moment go. Tomorrow, 1st day of the month of the year. I will confess, this will be the most memorable moment. Its either a reject or accept thing but I don't care anymore. I wanna take the risk. I wanna be brave just for once. If i'll still be a coward I will lose the chance of getting the girl of my dreams.

"So what are you planning to cook?", I asked.

"Not so much special but one of your favorite", she winked.

"I guess that's sweet though", I winked also and she lets me see that gummy smile again.

While she was cooking I went to the living room and started to think how will I surprise her. I thought of an idea that I will sing to her "Thinking out loud" by Ed Sheeran or maybe "Wonderful tonight" will do. So maybe tomorrow night will do, coz I heard Jisoo unnie will come home at the 3rd and Chaeng will took the flight at the 3rd at night in Australian time. So I still have time to spend with my girl wanna be.

Should I buy bouquet of flowers and box of chocolates? But how will I escape here? Also, she doesn't like chocolates? Will I just buy 1 box of chicken skewers? Ugh. I wanna make this so special for her. I'm getting crazy thinking how will I surprise J. Then I realized, she's just a simple person. She loves simple things and appreciate simple things done to her. So i'll make everything simple but special and made from love.

We ate the dinner she made and we both take the countdown welcoming the new year and I can't help but to stare at her while looking at the fireworks. She's so pretty and I can't even think of anyone else whom I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I only see myself being with Jennie Kim, the love of my life but she don't know about it until tomorrow. I'm excited and at the same time nervous but what will be the decision. I already get myself ready. I will take it.

A morning call wake me up. Unexpected call from our CEO. He wanted us to go to the company to have an urgent meeting. We hurried up with J and went directly to the conference office. I was shocked when I saw Chaeng already here. She already took the flight yesterday because CEO called her and Jisoo unnie just arrived. Did CEO called us late? Or what? Now we're all confused. When he arrived everyone was quiet and he took the remote and opened the TV.

I don't know how to say this but. My tears fall down. I broke my own heart just by watching what's on the TV. I wiped my tears before they will noticed it. Now I feel empty and my hopes up shattered just by watching a one minute news, yes. Fucking one minute shattered my hopes up.

Okay. Will end here. So that you'll be confuse what Lisa is talking about. Or you guys already know about it? Ahhhhh. Leave it in the comments though.

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