Chapter 6

On the way to the hospital, I keep hugging Bibi, my baby who's yet to be born. I hug my stomach and pray to God not to take my Bibi. My face and hair are messed up. As well as Seungcheol. His jaw hardened and his left hand keeps holding mine all the way to the hospital, except for when he has to change pedal.

When we're arrived, my husband immediately jumps off the driver seat and to the passenger seat. He opens the door for me and picks me up. He absentmindedly leaves his car and loudly shouts for help. All of sudden my sight gets blurry and everything went black.

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I slowly open my eyes and the pain in my lower back starting to grow again. I remember what brings me to this place. Unintentionally I let out a panicked scream that wakes my husband up from the side of my bed. Seungcheol stirs up, looks at me, and smiles sweetly.

"Nothing bad happened to our baby. You got high blood pressure and you are stressed. That's why you experienced bleeding. But everything's okay now. Thank God." He kissed my forehead and pressed the bell to call a doctor. When the doctor comes to examine and explain to me about my condition, I catch a glimpse of my husband sneaks out of the room.

Where are you going, Seungcheol-ah? I need you.

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This morning Seungcheol took a leave for a while, to change his clothes, and pick Mingyu up, who's been recovered from his fever and keep looking for me. Looks like the porridge and the vitamins that I regularly gave to Mingyu yesterday had made my little prince quickly recovered.

"Mommy." That's my little prince.

"Hey baby, come here." Yuri carries him and put him on my lap. In less than a second Mingyu starts telling me how much he misses me, how much he wants to play with me, and everything a 5 years old could tell, how adorable.

In the midst of Mingyu's laughter, I can feel a pair of eyes on me. Yes, Seungcheol is watching me from the couch in a corner. After last night's examination, my husband didn't sleep next to me anymore. He chose to sleep on a couch far away from my bed. I don't know why I feel something different from him.

When our eyes meet, the faint smile on Seungcheol's lips immediately fades, and he changes his gaze away from me.

What happen to him? Is he disappointed with me again? Did he lose his trust on me because of last night's occurrence, where I almost killed his baby? Am I really that bad to him?

Seungcheol-ah..honey..

I miss that warm smile in your eyes..

END OF CHAPTER 6