11: ICE CREAM

11: ICE CREAM

***R O S É

A day after the collaboration happened and I felt quite empty. I didn't have the excuse to saw Chanyeol Oppa anymore..

And both of us have busy schedules as an idol of different groups.

I look at the window as I try to compose a song for my first solo album. It will be release after a year or so but the though that the company has given me a chance to write my own song and to produce it is what gave me determine.

I pouted and thought of words that would be catchy.

'I hope you will always rememberPlease don't forget about me..I will save you.. found you in the dark when you're lost'

I look at the paper and smiled as a face became a vivid picture on my mind because of the lyrics.. I will make a song, and my muse would be my feelings for Chanyeol Oppa.

I bit my lower lip as my hand move to write into forming the lyrics, but no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to find the right words.. for my song. I poured all my feelings into it but it is unclear.

A story of how I want to save a man but I don't know how, and I don't know why or from what I am saving him from but I am still determined in trying to save him--that's what I want to interpret on the song, yet I couldn't seem to find the right words to use.

Hours passed by and I already crumpled so many papers, I do believe in my talent in writing but I am beginning to think that maybe I overestimated myself?

"Maybe I am not yet ready to write my own song.." I pouted and throw the paper on my desk.

And that's when I saw my now messy desk filled with lots of crumpled papers that I rejected. I bit the inside of my cheek before I stood up to clean my mess, I got out of my room with a garbage bag full of papers on my hand when I saw Jisoo Unnie practicing to dance with Lisa teaching her.

"You're doing great Unnie!" I encourage her.

"Thank you~" Jisoo Unnie smirk as she continues to follow Lisa's instructions.

"Where are you going Rosé?" Jennie Unnie asked from the kitchen, she is cooking.

"Gonna throw my garbage." I said and excused myself to them before I got out of our dorm.

***

Throwing my paper garbage. Yup, that was my plan. But when I crave for a chocolate ice cream, I quickly change my mind as I made my route in a far walk to my favorite ice cream store.

And I think it was the best decision!

Food is a really effective way to relieve stress! I smiled as I savour my ever favorite chocolate ice cream and think of making a song about it someday.

"Look so good.." I trailed off as I stared at my dessert, "yeah.. look so sweet.."

Oh? That would be a nice lyrics. Cute~

I was enjoying my the last bite of my chocolate ice cream when a hand offered me another chocolate ice cream! I am quickly delighted but the happiness that I am feeling tripled when I saw Chanyeol Oppa's smiling face, looking at me.

"Yoda!" I beamed at him.

He chuckles, "you look like you are enjoying your alone time here, Chipmunk."

"Nope." I quickly disagree and shook my head. "I actually want to be with a special friend right now."

I look at Chanyeol Oppa as he sat on the chair across mine. A smile crawling into his thin lips. "You miss me?"

"Yes." I cover my mouth for quickly answering. "I.. I mean.. yeah? I guess?" I pouted and continue to lick my new favorite ice cream.

"I miss you too, Chipmunk." Chanyeol Oppa said that made me stop for a second.

Omo~ that made my heart flutter! My cheeks heated and my only choice is to look away. I am afraid of him finding about my feelings for him. Because.. I am afraid to lose this friendship of ours.

"What have you been doing lately?" He asked after seconds of silence between us.

Who wouldn't fall for him? Aside from being drop-dead gorgeous, he know how to start a good conversation.

"I am writing a song." I said happily, "YG-nim gave me a chance to write and produce my song!"

I then proceeded to tell him about how frustrated I am in writing the lyrics and how many papers I just wasted.--But of course, I didn't tell Chanyeol that the song I want to write is a song for him. I am afraid that it will sound like a confession if I say so..

"I understand, it's really not easy to write a song. But keep going, Chipmunk. I'm sure your song would be a hit someday.." Chanyeol Oppa gave me a warm smile and handed me a velvet flavoured ice cream because I already finished eating my chocolate one. "Do you have a subject for your song?"

I coughed and grab a water to quench my sudden thirst because of the nervousness that I felt with his sudden question.

"N-None." Followed by an awkward laugh as I fanned my face using my palm.

"You should look for a subject first."

Yeah.. my subject is about you, Chanyeol Oppa-- I pouted and look away... Until I saw a familiar face! Jimin, Taehyung, and.. Jungkook of BTS just entered the ice cream shop and I looked away from their direction hoping he would not see me.

A staff apparently gave Jungkook my number and he has been texting me since the collaboration. His messages are not bad actually, he has been praising me that I have such a beautiful voice and he would also like to collaborate with me someday so I replied a thank you as a respond and that started everything..

He would text me good morning, good night, and good day. He even texted me quotes that is sometimes inspirational and sometimes funny. I don't always reply to him but he is really constant.

And I don't think I have a courage to face him after almost ignoring all his messages so I tried to hide by pretending to look at the book menu, using it as a tool to cover my face.. When I heard Chanyeol Oppa chuckles.

"What are you doing, Chipmunk?"

"Hiding.." I said meekly.

I squeaked when Chanyeol Oppa stole the book menu from my hold. I pout at him and he raised his brow at me in response, he even have that smug look on his face!

"Why are you hiding?"

"Uhm.." I look around and almost feel relieved when I didn't see Jungkook anymore but then..

"Hi! You're here?" I heard his voice just behind me.

I flinched on my sit and smile uncomfortably, I don't know why I act like these towards guys who obviously show interest in me. I always felt awkward and wanted to distant myself as much as possible. This is one of the many reasons why I think I would grow into an old single lady in the future!

"Oh, it's Rosé from BlackPink!" Taehyung said and smiled at me.

"Annyeong." Jimin smiled cutely as well.

They seem nice. I smiled back and glance at Jungkook who look awestruck at me. His eyes is literally twinkling and I already know that I am not assuming about him liking me!

"You.. like ice cream too?" Jungkook asked all of a sudden.

I looked at the table and saw my two cups of finished chocolate ice cream and my almost finish velvet ice cream. And I notice that Chanyeol Oppa stood up to order me another ice cream on the cashier, when he is only half way to eating his rocky road ice cream.

"Yeah.." I answered and waited for Chanyeol Oppa to come back.

"If you don't mind me asking, are you with someone? You could join us if you are alone." Jungkook gave off a shy smile.

I was about to answer him 'no, I am with my friend but thank you.' when Chanyeol Oppa came and did something that made my heart to stop beating for a while.

He smirked while wiping my cheek with a tissue. His face almost an inch close to mine that made me froze..

"Yes, she is with me." Chanyeol Oppa said and look at Jungkook with a challenging eyes.. "got a problem with that?"

What's wrong heart? Why are you going wild? Chanyeol Oppa's voice.. he sounded jealous. But I don't want to assume!

Oh my gosh! I feel like my knees have melted like an ice cream!

***(A/N: An early update for today~ Please continue to stream 'Don't Fight The Feeling' and help us in voting exo in music award shows <3 Let's work hard in promoting EXO, my co-EXO-L's!!

--and let's support our penguin's upcoming album<3 Lovelots^=^)