【14】

"That's a wrap." The photographer said. 

Mark went to the dressing room to change. As he did he checked his phone. 

Six missed calls from Jelena and a texted message. His eyes widened as he read it. 

JelenaI loved you in this life and I'll love you in the next. Thanks for saving me but this time you won't be able to. I'm sorry that I'll cause you so much heartache, but when you find me I'll already be at heaven gate. I love you so so much Mark. Goodbye.

Mark quickly dialed Jelena but no answer. He started to panic. 

"This can't be happening." He ran out. "I need the car keys." 

"What for?" His manger said. 

"Just give me the fucking keys!" Mark shouted with tears running down his face. 

"I think I'll drive." His manger said. "Let go." 

Mark nodded. 

They hurried over to Jelena's place. 

"Jelena!" Mark rushed into her house. "Jelena!" 

He ran into her room but she wasn't there. His head slowly turned towards the bathroom. His hands started shaking as he grabbed the door knob. He opened the door seeing Jelena laying in a mixture of blood and water. Her hand was hanging out of the tub with blood dripping down from her freshly cut wrist.  

"Jelena." His cried walking over to her. "Jelena." He picked her up out of the water. 

"Mark..." His manger stood in the doorway. 

Mark looked up at his manger. The make that he didn't take off was running down his face. 

"We have to get her to the hospital." He said grabbing her rob. "She still has a heartbeat." 

"I'll call the ambulance." His manger said. "Get some clothes and add press to her wrists." 

Mark nodded listening to him. 

"How could I let this happen." Mark cried blaming himself. "I should've been there for you." 

"Don't blame yourself." His manger walked in. "The ambulance are on there way." 

Mark nodded his head. Not taking his eyes off of Jelena. 

"There in the bathroom." Mark heard his manger say. 

"Save her." Mark cried. 

The EMTs didn't say anything. They gently picked her up and put her on the stretcher. Mark followed them out. His clothes stained with her blood. 

"Stay with us Miss." One of the men said. 

Mark stayed quiet throughout the ride to the hospital. He prayed for Jelena to come back to him. 

♥

Hours has passed, Mark hasn't left her side. Jelena still hasn't woken up. The doctor said it's because she's lost to much blood. 

"Did you see the news?" His manger walked in. 

"Yeah, I just turned it off." Mark shook his head. "Find out who did it." 

"We're working on it." His manger said. "I cleared your schedule for two weeks." 

"What if she doesn't wake up?" Mark's voice cracked. 

He looked back at Jelena's pale body. 

"I need to talk to someone." Mark stood. 

"Stay with her." His manger said. "I'll go talk with the doctor or nurse." 

Mark nodded his head sitting back down. He took Jelena's hand holding it gently. 

"Wake up baby." He spoke softly. "I won't forgive myself if I lose you." 

Mark closed his eyes praying. 

"Mark wake up." Jaebeom tapped his shoulder. "We brought food." 

Mark woke up stretching. He looked around seeing his members waiting on him. 

"I'm not really hungry." Mark sighed. 

"You gotta eat something." Jinyoung said. "You have to be strong for Jelena." 

"You're right." Mark stood joining them.

The hours turning into days, the days turned into weeks. Mark started to get anxious. He prayed everyday for Jelena to wake up. The doctor said she wasn't in a coma so Mark didn't understand why she wasn't waking up. 

"Mark fans are asking for a update on Jelena." His manager walked into the room.

Mark started laughing. 

"They did this to her." Mark laughed. "They couldn't expect the fact that I was dating someone. Now the love of my life. My world...What if she never wakes up? And as for the update...they can all suck it." Mark shook his head. 

He stood leaning over kissing Jelena on her forehead. 

"If you don't come back to me, I'll join you." Mark whisper in her ear.

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When you get knocked down, get back up and keep on going.