21- Realization Is All It Takes

Sooyun's POV

I was tired, both physically and emotionally. You know that thing they say you have an angel hovering over one shoulder and a devil on the other? Well I swear I saw them.

My devil was hurt, it felt like it was saying,

 It isn't your fault! He always acts like he knows everything. The last thing he wants is that he comes in out of nowhere and says, "Sooyun I don't want you to have a social life." or "I want you to stop talking." I don't know? What comes next, "Sooyun I want you stop breathing?!" HUNHH!!?!!!! It is wrong. It is unfair. It is your life and your dos and don'ts!  Who is he, hunh?

But the angel, on the other hand, said,

 Sooyun, he just wants you to be happy. And you misbehaved a lot. He is 2 years older than you! 2 YEARS! And anyways he has always loved you a lot. And you know that. You are the one who should apologize. Don't you remember? He is the one who saves you from getting into any possible trouble. Do you think this is what he deserved for all that? 

I realized. He cared about me, he said what he thought was right. I should have convinced him about Jungwoo, not fight and make a huge deal of it! It was my fault. I fought with oppa. I fought with that one person who would stand against the whole world just for me. I swear to God, if only I could turn back time (Get it?)  I would think twice.

Ugh! Why do I mess up so bad! Pabo! Pabo! Pabo! 

I bury my face into the pillow and just continue saying mean things to myself. What will I do tomorrow? With these thoughts, I drift off to sleep.

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Chan's POV

I was staring at the ceiling rethinking the whole thing that just happened between me and Sooyun. That is when *beep*

A message? It was from, 

Jihyo ❤

Yo Chan! Reached? 

I smile. There is something about her which makes me smile. I don't exactly know what it is or why it happens. I reply back:

Me

Hmm.. 

Jihyo ❤

Wow! Mr. Bang Christopher Chan texting without emojis? That right there was a first! What is wrong?

Me

Is it so unbelievable that I can text without emojis? 

Jihyo ❤

Well it is.. now tell me what is wrong? 

Me

Nothing...

Jihyo ❤

How long have we known each other now?

Me

14 years...?

Jihyo ❤

And you think I don't know it when you are lying? Now tell me what's wrong? 

Me

Nothing!!

Jihyo ❤

Chan... 😡

Me

Fine.. I got into a fight with Sooyun..

Jihyo ❤

WHAT?!?!?!?!!!?!!! You?!! Fight?!! With Yoonie?!! Did the sun rise from the west or something?!!! 😮😮😮

Me

Why is it sooo unbelievable???

Jihyo ❤

Well it kinda is... she considers you more like a best friend to whom she tells everything and anything.. and you remind me of my dad when you talk to her.... 

Jihyo's dad. I don't remember much of him. But what I do remember he was a gentleman. A really nice guy. He passed away 10 years ago, in a car accident. I remember Jihyo used to cry everyday continuously for a whole month. She still is really sensitive with that topic. 

Me

He was a gentleman, not worth my comparison Jihyo...

Jihyo ❤

Don't get me wrong Chan, but you really remind me of him.. I think you are really nice and charming.. 

Umm, is it just me or there was a extreme change in the temperature in this room of mine? My cheeks feel like they are legit burning and I feel about a millions of butterflies jumping out of my my stomach. Oh Lord, I feel like I am gonna burst! My heart is beating faster than a cheetah running! What the hell? Am I in heaven? I look back at the screen: 

Jihyo ❤

Chan? You there?  Hello?

Me

Yeah... thanks.. really appreciate that..

Jihyo ❤

Anyways.. now what happened between you and Scarlet Letter? (A/N- That is Sooyun's nickname.. don't judge...)

I just tell her everything. I don't think I can tell this to anyone else right now.

Jihyo ❤

Ready to hear a rant?? You both are at fault!! First things first, being a sensible older brother you should have known that she is really sensitive when it comes to her friends, and I don't think you should have judged Jungwoo just because of the rumors!! I am pretty sure you know that rumors are 99 percent of the times false.. I get it you are her brother and you are really concerned about her, but they have just been friends since two months. Sooyun is mature enough to back away from him if he does have evil intentions!! And I don't think she should have behaved with you like that considering you are 2 years older than her... but I guess she is really sensitive about the people she loves.. let me tell you something..

Me

What??

Jihyo❤

The other day I overheard a convo between Yoonie and one of her friends, what is his name again? Ya.. Mark!! He said somethin about you as a joke, and you know what Sooyun did??

Me

What did she do?

Jihyo❤

She was totally like, "What did you say?"  Then she bent the poor guy's arm and yelled at him like, " You say another word about my brother again you are going an official tour to HELL!! And I will make SURE you lounge there for your whole entire life until you learn your lesson!!" 

Okay! Now I am legit feeling guilty... 

Me

Now I am feeling bad..

Jihyo❤

No need to feel bad dude... appa used to say that realization is all it takes to fix a mistake... Okay now I gtg, see you tomorrow at school! 

Me

K... Byeee! GN!!

Jihyo❤

I need an emoji in the text  (┬┬﹏┬┬)

Me

Kk... 😊Happy? 

Jihyo ❤

Atta boy!!  \(￣︶￣*\))

Me

(^_^) I am done with you.. anyways, way too sleepy.. GN  (_　_)。゜zｚＺ

With that I end the chat. Before sleeping I go upstairs to Sooyun's room to apologize. 

"Sooyun-ah, I am so--" As I enter the room I find her sleeping peacefully. She looks so precious while sleeping. When I close up I notice that her eyes were wet. Shoot, I didn't want her to cry because of me. I don't know why but my eyes fill up slightly as well. "I am sorry for being such a terrible brother Sooyun-ah.." I kiss her on the forehead and leave the room with a sigh.

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