R.I.P

2 weeks later. Today was the day

The day I had to burry my "honestly Daniel was more then just a guy that could sing and was attractive. He is my shoulder to cry on, my sunshine, the reason half these amazing things happened. But I'm not going to say "was" because Daniel still is those things. It's such a hard thing to say goodbye and I know that I'll see him again one day so see you later." I barley made out the last words. I slipped on the ring I was supposed to give him in 3 months on the most important day of anyone's life typically. Our wedding day.

I felt arms around me as I walked back to my seat. I still can't believe he's gone. I haven't cried about him since that night, I felt empty like I couldn't cry, Mario has been forcing me to eat but I didn't want too. I only ate so he would leave me alone I just want him back.

Mario's P.O.VGia has been getting mad at me lately because I'm spending "too much" time with Madison. She's my best friend I couldn't help it she just lost soon to be husband. "Mario lets go" Gia whispered. I followed her back to the car. I couldn't help but check on her. Maddy hasn't been eating unless I came over. And when I did she would be locked in her dark room and sleeping. She's lost a lot of colour honestly I'm trying to help her but Gia won't let me.

Maddy's P.O.VI hate getting out of my room but I needed to go to the washroom. I haven't had a shower in days and honestly I don't care who am I trying to impress? I looked around our house and it was covered in flowers they were so pretty but just another reminder of what happened. My favourite are the dead ones. Because those are the ones I got on my engagement I was playing with them when I found a usb in the center of it. I put it in MacBook. It was a video of Daniel I plopped back in bed and watched it. "So by the time you find this I'm probably gone off to record something and won't be back for awhile so you know the collab I talked about with you on the plain? Or should I say I'm going to." He laughed. Ugh I miss his smile. "Well anyways I made a a few songs dedicated to you and we'll.. I hope you like it." He smiled down at his guitar and started playing (Song is the header so listen to it if you want) I finally just let it go. I cried and cried and cried and honestly it felt good because I've been bottling this up for awhile and I know Daniel wouldn't want me to sit in our room and lock everyone out. It's been 4 months of grieving and now I need to focus on getting my shit togther if I want to go to university this fall.

"Ariel call Ari were having a girls night." I text her. "Omg your ready?" She said surprised.

"Hell yea."

So so sorry about this short chapter I really am dw it's raining here so I won't have anything else to do but write but R.I.P Daniel guys there is a huge surprise in the next chapter😉- Mysti🤑🤔