Chapter 17

(It's pretty sexual toward the end.  If you're not into it, stop reading when shit starts going down, you'll still understand the story.)

Vik and Josh found their way to me not too long after JJ and Simon left. It was becoming more apparent that they weren't the only ones who really cared about me by the way Vik pulled me into his chest and Josh called Freya to come over.

Neither of them said anything, simply letting me cry while trying to comfort me through loving touches. I wondered if they knew why or if they didn't need a reason to make sure I was okay. They were nothing short of amazing and I didn't give them enough credit.

As soon as I calmed don enough to breathe without releasing a fresh wave of tears I opened up. Layer by layer my walls were shedding and I told them everything about me. Freya had made her way over by then too. All of them listened quietly, making faces whenever need, especially when Aaron was brought up. Even Simon didn't know the vulgar details. Not that he needed to in order to hate his guts, that was obvious. The more I said the more my chest felt like it was releasing tension that was being built up for years. It was more work than anyone would think, keeping in secrets.

"JJ found my phone while I was out, found out what Aaron has been doing. He and Simon went out to meet up with him. I-I tried to get to not go but they wouldn't listen, now they're just gone and it's all my fault."

Vik was the first to respond, "your fault? It's just like you to blame something like this on yourself. I'm mad that I didn't know about this before because I sure as fuck would have went with them. If you had known who that freak was before you started dating him, you would have stayed away. But how the fuck could you know? This isn't fair you've never done anything wrong, how have you been keeping this to yourself. You acted completely normal all this time when things like this have been going on." I have never seen him so worked up about anything, from the looks on everyone's faces, they haven't either.

My shoulders went up and down. "I got used to it, I guess."

"No one should ever get used to that, babe." Freya took my hand in hers. I simply nodded my head, it's not like she's wrong, but that didn't change anything.

"I want them to come back so I know they're safe. It was stupid not to go with them."

"It was safe not to go," Josh started. "They'll be fine, I know they look like bitches but I've seen JJ hold his own when he needs to. And Simon can get pretty angry, we all know how much he cares about you."

A long sigh escaped my lips. They were trying to make me feel better, and it did help a little, knowing that they didn't want to see me upset.

As if on cue, the front door opened downstairs. Before anyone else could even react I was up and running, going down the steps two at a time. How much time had passed? It could have been minutes or hours and I wouldn't have known. The only thing on my mind was the two boys who walked out into dangerous territory.

I stopped dead in my tracks as soon as he came into view. The tall, blond boy was standing in the doorway before me. He was absolutely soaked and his hair and clothes clung to every part of his body. But he was here and okay. There wasn't a scratch on him.

Unfortunately, that wasn't the same for my best friend.

He was upright, that was something. There was blood all over his shirt although I'm sure it wasn't his. He was almost unscathed except for the deep gash that was across his cheekbone.

"JJ," I rushed out and immediately went into action. Running into the bathroom to grab the rubbing alcohol, a Band-Aid and a wash cloth. Only to come back, grab JJ by the hand and pulled him to the couch so I could get a better look at the wound.

My hands worked quick as I poured the alcohol onto the cloth and began dabbing the spot where the blood was still coming out of. "What happened?" I turned to look at Simon who had been a step behind me the entire time. "We got there and for some reason he came alone. A couple of guys came up with us and the dickhead started talking all this trash about it being 5 on 1. JJ told everyone to back off and kicked the shit out of the guy."

"They pussy was wearing a rind and swiped at me, got my good once. That where the cut is from. Simon really wanted to jump in but it wasn't fair." JJ finished the story just as I was putting the Band-Aid on him. It didn't look very efficient.

With that I wrapped my arms around his shoulders tightly. "You guys are really stupid, you know?"

"Wouldn't be the first time I heard that." We both laughed and I felt like the past, however long it had been, never even happened. Like that, everything was okay again.

For now.

I understand now how JJ could get so protective at times, I didn't want him to leave my sight. This could have gone a lot worse, even though I'm glad they didn't. No one I cared about was ever allowed to leave this house ever again. Not like they did so anyways.

"Okay Kells, I get it, but you can't follow me in the bathroom. I have to take a piss." JJ threw is hands in the air. He had just gotten up from the couch and I followed him like a little duckling down the hallway.

"Is your cut okay? I'm not a doctor but like that cut looks very deep, maybe we should go to the hospital? We can wait until the morning and if it isn't better then we'll go, even though I'm not sure if that's dangerous or not. What if you like bleed out, we should probably check to see how badly its bleeding."

"For fucks sake. Simon can you grab her please?" He called out. Seconds later I was being pulled by the hand away from JJ who dove into the bathroom. I was continued to be dragged up the stairs and into Simon's room. My attention has been all on JJ since the two of them got home. Now that the initial shock of it all was over I began thinking about how upset Simon must be. I kept the harassment from him just as much as I did to JJ. He was obviously upset enough to go after Aaron and want to get a hit in, but how did he feel about me? And the fact I didn't give him a second thought when he came in through the door when I was worried about him the entire time.

The door shut behind us and before either of us could open our mouths, I grabbed his face with both of my hands and pulled his lips to mine. There was one way that I could express how happy I was that he was safe that was just deeper than I could for JJ. Hopefully it would be enough for him to understand that he didn't come second to me. Sometimes it's hard to remember that even though JJ is my best friend that I have to treat everyone else like they're lower to him. It's like what they say, it's not about who you've known the longest, it's about who comes and never leaves you side. Tonight showed just how many people are on my side, let's face it, they're all my best friends at this point.

Simon's hands held onto my waist, making my leggings bunch up. It didn't further than the small sweet kiss I used to try and explain my feelings with. With such intensity I thought I was going to buckle and drop down to the ground. Tonight changed something in me, I wasn't sure what it was at the time, there was an emotion that planted itself deep inside of me.

"Don't do that ever again, please," I said when we parted, breathing heavy.

"Can't make any promises."

My eyes involuntarily rolled as I broke away from him to flop down on the bed. "Are you mad at me for not telling you?"

"Yeah," Simon replied casually. "I was even more angry that neither me or JJ were that surprised you didn't tell anyone. You can't keep things from me, babe, that's not how a relationship works. Just because you think it's going to be an inconvenience doesn't mean you get to decide what I should know or not. We're together, my problems are yours now, and yours are mine. Stop trying to handle everything on your own because you can't."

The way he was talking to me was blunt and straightforward but it didn't feel like he was yelling at me, which would have made me defensive and made me believe I was ruining everything. It was more like constructive criticism and I think he knew that it was the best way to talk to me. There was a deep appreciation for the guy standing in front of me. Since he put so much thought into how he was approaching me the best thing I could do was listen to every word that came out of his mouth.

I nodded my head. "Okay. No more secrets from this point on. Promise."

His face lit up in a satisfied grin, knowing that his tactic worked. "Good, now I have to record some videos, stay in here?"

"Obviously," I got comfortable in his bed, snuggling up to his pillow that smelled like his cologne. Simon's eyes lingered on me for a few more seconds before leaning down to kiss me and heading off into his chair. He got onto Skype with I believe Tobi, Ethan, Vik, JJ, and Josh and like that, he was in his on world. For the most part I did my best to edit some of the videos I've recorded recently. Unlike the boys, I recorded videos for maybe for twice a week rather than three times a day. They worked really hard.

Which reminded me about the boys at Harry's house talking about California and me not knowing shit about it. It wouldn't be a big deal if I wasn't invited but they didn't have to hide it from me. I'd give them a month before I started to take it personally. They were probably going for a Youtube thing and felt bad talking about it around me. Still, Simon and I were literally just talking about no secrets and this was feeling very secretive.

Tonight wasn't the night to worry about that though because as of right now, Simon was looking incredibly hot in his white t-shirt and black basketball shorts. He didn't look like he was going to be done anytime soon and I was growing incredibly bored. Since Simon and I had shared that intimate night I've been meaning to return the favor. What better time than when he was talking to his best friends and recording something he was about to share with the entire world?

I believe he was playing GTA when I quietly got up from his bed, being careful to stay out of the camera's shot while trying to get into Simon's line of vision. Once I got his attention, I brought my finger up to my lips, silently indicating for him to be quiet then pointed back at the screen. He obeyed and continued to half heartedly tried to talk, peeping at me the best he could. To make him sweat a little more I crossed my arms at the hem of my sweatshirt and pulled it off, revealing my pink bralette.

His mouth dropped the slightest bit, he was still trying to keep in composure. "What?" He spoke into his head set. "Oh yeah mate, I'm so far last right now."

It almost made me feel bad, Simon might not be able to upload this video if he kept acting like a freak. Of course I was still going to go through with it, what kind of girlfriend would I be if I didn't challenge him once and awhile?

Slowly I dropped down to my knees, put my hands in front of them and crawled my way over to where he sat and placed myself in between his knees. I wasn't new to the game in pleasuring someone else, Aaron always begged for it while we were dating. It's returning the favor that he wasn't good at. Simon deserved this, I wanted to make him feel as good as he made me feel.

My fingertips danced along the side of his legs, the bulge in his pants already very prominent. I watched him intently as he stared at the screen, the only indication how excited I was making him was the bob of his adam's apple. Since he was wearing shorts it was easy to release him from the confides of his clothing. Only being about to pull them down to the middle of his thigh but it was good enough for me. The size of him was slightly larger than I excpected, my eyes went wide.

Seeing Simon try is best not to come undone the second my hand wrapped around him turned me on immensely. I brought my hand up and down a few times before leaning on my knees to get a better angle. My tongue slid from the bottom of his shaft up to the tip. Opening my mouth, I adventured to see just how much of him I could fit, it wasn't as much as I would have liked. His eyelids fluttered when up I began to move my head up and down, pumping the rest of him with my hand.

*Simon's POV*

Trying to race and talk to my mates while just out of vision I had Kelsey with her firey red hair and huge green eyes going down on me. I've been last in this go around since she took off her top and all the guys noticed, been talking shit since. Little did they know. God, if JJ knew was this girl was doing to me, we would both be dead. Sure as fuck knew that she didn't care, and I couldn't think straight with the feeling of her lips wrapped around me.

After way too long we were finally done with the three races that we'd all edit and upload to Youtube, there was most likely a lot of editing I had to do on my part. "Can we come back in like 10 minutes? Obviously I'm not doing so well." I asked after I turned off my camera, it took all I had for my voice not to shake.

Everyone thankfully agreed and for the time being, we hung up the Skype call. As soon as we did my head flew back into the seat and my hand went down to grab hold of Kelsey's hair firmly. "Fuck, you're going to get me in so much trouble." Now that I could freely enjoy the pleasure coursing through me from my fucking sexy girlfriend, it was almost too much to handle. It had been a long time since I had any sort of sexual contact with anyone, even though I would never rush Kelsey, I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about her in this way for a long time. Many mornings would I wake up to a mess from a dream I had that was exactly like that. That's what it felt like being with her, a dream. She didn't see that, all she ever thought was that she was being a burden and I wish she would see just how wrong she was.

When she moaned to herself, like she was enjoying this, it sent vibrations down my entire length and throughout my body, causing my hips so lift up from my seat and meet one of her pumps. I could feel my tip had reached the back of her throat. "Shit, I'm so sorry," immediately I apologized and looked down. Other than the little water in her eyes from the impact, she seemed okay. Beautiful as always. Her eyes seemed to sparkle from the way I was reacting, that only made me want to react more.

The only time she pulled me out of her mouth was to run her tongue all around my shaft, paying special attention to my sensitive tip, swirling around it, then dipping back in. I muttered cuss words, all the while she kept pushing me to the end. She was doing everything right, she looked so perfect doing it. All I wanted to do was picture her like this, looking up at me like she only wanted to make me feel the pure ecstasy that was surely running through my bones.

"Princess, I'm gonna come." My breath was basically gone. The only thing I could think about was the built up climax that was just begging to be released. Even my hand was pushing Kelsey to go faster and faster until finally I reached my climax. I kept her there for a second while all my come was swallowed up and my high was starting to come down. At once I took my hand out from her now tangled hair, pulled my pants up, and brought her onto my lap.

She looked at me like I was insane when I pulled her in for a kiss.

"What?"

"Aaron always said it was grow to kiss him after that..."

"That's what boys think, and he's proven time and time again that he's a just a boy." To prove my point I kissed her again, sinking my teeth into her bottom lip and letting go, making a small popping noise. The cute smile on her face got my heart pumping fast all over again.

Kelsey looked me up and down before hopping up, "finish recording your videos, I'm going to brush my teeth." Her feet made their way to my door.

"Oi, put a shirt on first!"

OKAY, I'm not the best at writing smut scenes, I want to be but I'm not and I thought if it was in Simon's point of view it would be easier and kind of hot.  It took me awhile to figure out how to do it and I also wrote it completely in Kelsey's point of you so if you'd rather that let me know and that can easily be changed.  Anyway, thank you as always for reading and I hope you comment and vote!  Love you guys.