Chapter 19 memories part 2

*Jonghyuns pov*

**after Layna walked out of SHINee's dorm**

She walked out and slammed the door behind her. She looked so sad... Seeing her like that made me sad. She should of listened to what we had to say. But... How long was she there?

I stood up to go after Layna when I see Taemin walking to the door. "What are you doing?" I ask Taemin. He stopped walking and turned to me. "I'm going after Layna" he answered.

I looked at Taemin confused. "I'm going. It would make more sense if I go" I answer... Wait what did I just say?

Taemin scoffed. "I'm her friend as well! Just because you asked her out doesn't mean it's better for you to go after her" Taemin said half yelling. Since Taemin became friends with Layna, he had been acting different...

"I like her though so I should go" I say and start to go to the door. I was stopped by Taemin when I got to him. He flung his hand out and I bumped into it."What are you-" I tried to say.

"I like her too" Taemin said. I quickly looked to him."What?" I said in a cold tone."I really like her, since I first saw her in the crowd of that concert I liked her!" He answered. He's last words were very loud.

"But she likes me, I'm her bias" I say proudly but still very cold. I push away his arm."That's the point" Taemin said and then walked to the door. As he opened the door I knew I couldn't let him go. I quickly stopped him from walking out. He looked to me and I stared back. I then simply said the word that I thought was right to say. "Exactly". I stormed out of the dorm. When I got to the stared I raced down and just hoped I wasn't going to fall.

When I got to the lobby, I hurried outside. Where is she? I looked around for a bit when then I saw her. She was looking at the building. Her head tilted upwards. Was she looking at our dorm window?

I walked over to her slowly.. What should I say... Should I just hug her? I reached my hand out and let it land onto her shoulder. She jumped a little and turned around. He face didn't look angry until she saw me. Her cheeks were red and puffy. Under her eyes was a wet patch. She was crying.

"Go away" she whispered. She sounded like she lost her voice.I couldn't move though. Seeing her like this made me stay.She slowly looked away from me. She didn't walk off, she just stood there.I wanted to say something to her now before she would walk away... What do I say though... Where do I start?Layna sighed and I saw a tear roll down her cheek. "When did you- did you- were you-" she stopped talking and took another deep sigh. She too didn't know where to start or what to say.

I just want to hold her in my arms and cry out to her that I'm sorry.Layna looked back to me but her eyes were closed. Taking another sigh she then opened her eyes. They instantly looked into mine. We stared at each other until she began to talk.

"You tricked me" she said. Her voice was so croaky it sounded broken. "Did you think that I was stupid? Stupid enough to be played?" She looked away and scoffed. She then looked back.

"You loured me in with loveable moments that I could of cherished for life but all the fans that you owe have the same reaction right? Fans are just to easy for you, to easy for SHINee! Because you know what they want, you know what make us happy!" She said. She struggled speaking.

From what Layna said, I felt a little hurt..l because what I have with her was real! She loves SHINee too! How could she say such negative things? I didn't know what to say... Should I say something?

"But today mister! Today you messed with the wrong fan! You see I knew that this wasn't true!" She then adds.I'm so sorry Layna! That's all I had running through my mind. We made her so upset and all I can do is say sorry..

"And I knew that would come to a problem where we all wouldn't be able to be friends... I just didn't know that it would end like this. So What's so good about me? What's so good about this fan of yours? I know when I've had enough! Why didn't you know when to stop!?" She said. She cried to her last words. She wiped away her tears quickly.

I did stop! I didn't even start! Does she still want to be my friend? Girlfriend?I felt tears start to roll down my cheeks... Maybe this will make her stop yelling at me.She stopped talking and stared at me, did she buy it? Okay okay I have to say something!Now is your chance Jonghyun!

"Onew was telling us that then.. That we should stop with this IOU stuff but actually I stopped ages ago. The only polite thing o-or nice thing for us was to be your friend. I actually did want to know you better and I can tell you that the rest did too. Onew just said it in a very cold manner, he was annoyed by Me and Taemin I reckon. You should know that he can be an appa sometimes." I sighed."Layna we are really sorry. Can you please understand that we aren't pretending to be your friend? We like you and I really like you" I add calmly.

She looked away from me but had her head still facing me... She was thinking. I knew if I say something good, she will listen and think. I watched her and waited. She looked back to me."Jonghyun I don't think I can forgive you or them" she said calmly. I felt like I just got hit with a hammer to the heart. It was so painful to think that Layna might not trust me anymore.

Layna turned around and stepped onto the road. She took a step to cross..what!? No! No Don't leave! My instant reaction at this moment was to pull her back. You can't leave Layna! I had hold of her jacket and swung her around to face me again.She pressed her hands onto my chest.

"We are really sorry! I'm sorry" I whispered. I couldn't stop staring at her eyes and I could see that Layna couldn't stop staring at mine.With her hands still on my chest, my heart started pounding. I looked down to her lips, all I could think is kiss her kiss her!

I leaned in and concentrated on her lips. I slowly pouted and got closer, you can do it!! A few centimetres away and we will have our second kiss!I know she wouldn't like it but I can't help myself. The cure to my racing heart was to kiss her."NO!" She yelled and pulled away stepping back onto the road. "I cant" she said breathing really fast. She was standing on the road. "I can't listen to you right now" then suddenly the noise of a car beep went off.

"LAYNA!!"

I can't explain what happened after that... She got hit by a car and that's all I can say...I ran over to her crying. "Layna! I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry!" My tears were dropping on her face.I held the back of her head but it wasn't for long. I felt a yet substance drool onto my fingers. I pulled my hand away and saw blood!? Her head is bleeding!!! I looked over to everyone. "SOMEONE GET HELP!" I then saw Taemin. He had his phone to his ear and was crying. Was he there the whole time? I looked back to Layna. "Stay with me please" I whined . I thought that maybe she would you know... Die. Layna closed her eyes. I stood up and looked back to Taemin. "I called" he said crying. The ambulance came over and put her on a bed and quickly took her into the van. They asked of Taemin and i will go with her he we did.

When we got to the hospital, Layna had to have emergency operation. We sat in the waiting room and a few seconds later Layna came rolling by on a bed getting pushed by the doctors.I instantly got up and raced to the bed but Taemin didn't. He followed behind.I kept telling Layna that I was so sorry and that she needs to stay with us.When she got to the operation room, Taemin stood next to me and yelled out something that I should of said."I love you." Layna stared at me as the doors shut. Did she even see Taemin?

*end of Jonghyun's pov*

*Taemin's Pov* My heart stopped after I saw Layna on the bed. I didn't know if she would love or not. I stumbled along as Jonghyun held her hand tightly and cried. Although I was crying and my legs were crumbling. I did want to her hand so badly and tell her that-That's it!! I need to tell her now! She needs to know now!

I saw her go into the operation room. I ran over to Jonghyun and used all my strength that I had left to yell out "I LOVE YOU!"

When the door shut. I smiled to myself even if it was a bad moment to smile. I couldn't help it. I felt relieved and happy to say those words to her. It made my heart go to its normal pase.Thought still had tears rolling down my cheeks and my legs were all shaky.

A few seconds later Jonghyun shot some cold eyes to me. His mouth wide open. "What?" He spoke with a very cold tone. "I love her! A-and I won't stop for anything to have her!" I say... I sound like a man.

"But- you- why?" Jonghyun said stuttering.

"You heard me!" I say. I start to walk away. Beating Jonghyun at this fight was amazing. Will I actually get her now!? Thinking about her made me a little sad... Will she make it? I had messaged the other boys before and they then all came running in.Minho first. "WHERE IS SHE?" He asked puffing. Key came in at the same time as Onew "what happened!?" Key cried."Is she okay?" They all asked.

"She went into surgery" I answer. Jonghyun slowly came over. I looked over to him as he came closer. He didn't look at me. He just balled out crying into Keys shoulder. "Don't worry Jjong she will be okay" Key says rubbing Jonghyun's back. I just watched him cry. Is he just doing this to mean he loves her more?I know she will live! So I'm not going to cry! She will live!

I see Minho start to tear up. It was so surprising because I don't think I've ever seen him cry...We decided to all sit down in the waiting room. It was so silent and awkward. Jonghyun kept looking over to me and Key started to notice this because he was sitting next to me. Key leaned over to me and whispered "what is going on?" I looked over to him and then over to Jonghyun.

"We are just worried" Jonghyun says. He heard Key whisper...He probably didn't want the boys to know what we were up to."Really is that it?" Key asked not convinced.

Jonghyun looked to me and then to Key. "We love her so of course that's it" Jonghyun answered. I scoffed.

"We? You both do?" Minho asks.I nod quickly and then Jonghyun did after me.

"You can't both... We need to fix this-" Key tries to say but I cut in."There is nothing for you to fix. It's whether Jonghyun will give up" I say glancing to Jonghyun at my last words.

Everyone stared at me with wide eyes. I think they were thinking that I've changed... I've grown up. Normally I act like a young boy but since I've found the girl I want...I feel like I've matured.

"Taemin-" Key starts. "I don't need to give up! I already have her!" Jonghyun says confidentially."Woah" Minho whispers surprised to what Jonghyun had just said. Jonghyun doesn't really understand though that... Layna will be mine.*end of Taemins pov*- - - - - - - - - - *Laynas Pov* We all sat in silence as Taemin walked out. I wanted to go after him but I couldn't... "Can someone please go see what's wrong with Tae-"

"He's fine" Key interrupts. "Are you sur-" once again I get interrupted."Layna you do love me right?" Jonghyun asks quickly. I looked to him confused.... Why is he asking this all of a sudden? I start to blush. Suddenly Jandi came running in wearing her school clothes. She pushed Jonghyun out of the way and gave me a hug. It hurt but I didn't care.

"LAYNA LAYNA LAYNA!! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!" She said painting like a dog. Once she pulled away she looked around to see SHINee staring at her."Oh my god!"

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So here is Chapter 19 memories part 2Are you guys happy that I posted two chapters in one day!? Does this make it up for not updating in a while? I hope it is...

So once again...Who are you shipping now? Jonghyun loves her and Taemin loves her.Which one does Layna love? And Jandi! I think Jandi is my favourite. Trust me she will be a treat! Annyway until next time BBYYYEEE! -Amber.