Chapter 12

Lucas. P. O. V.

Our plan went well and that Oldman was currently lying in the hospital bed. But my happiness didn't last long.. I came to the office way too early to take care of things that I didn't even talked to sia.. I don't even know how is austin now.. And what's more frustrating is she isn't answering my calls again so I rushed back home.. I was so frustrated that I left everything behind and went back home.

When I got home... Everything was a mess.. I felt a pang in my heart as panic started dominating my senses ... I rushed inside..sia and stella was cleaning up the broken flower vases and her garden was also a mess..

"sia.. Are you okay..? What happen..? Where is austin..? "

I asked as I squeezed her shoulders.. My heart was beating fast... She was staring at me with a blank face then smiled..

"calm down lucas.. I am completely alright and austin is sleeping right now..." she said patting my arm.

"haah.. That's a relief" I sighed in relief.

"hmm. .its a relief that no one got hurt but are you OK.. ?What's going on really..?" she asked staring at me with a concerned face..

" I also want to ask the same.. Are you okay.? what happened here..?" I asked and she sighed.

"that crazy women came back today .. She suddenly started cursing at us and broke everything screaming.. I have no idea what the hell is wrong with her..? She said that you did something.. This and that.." she said and sighed.

" she made all this mess and went back..?" I asked and she nodded a yes..

" haah.. I am sorry sia" I said and she pinched my arm...

"I told you to not to be  sorry" she said and smiled. How can she  be this calm even now.?

" I think I should visit her and give her  a piece of my mind.." I mumbled

"it's ok.. We almost finished cleaning so everything will be OK... I don't know what's going on but she looked so frustrated so let's not irritate her more.. Leave her be "

she said and smiled... Just how much one can have a big heart..?  I always wondered about that.. Now she is  in the top of the list.. I think no one can beat her .

" but tell me the truth.. Why did she behaved like that..?" she asked folding her hands..

" that..." I saw Stella was listening to us

" let's go.. I will tell you later.. I want to see austin" I said and dragged her to our room and locked it..I know stella won't do anything bad still..i should be careful

" OK now tell me..." she said as she Sat on the couch.

"that...

I told her every thing happened and she got so worried

" is he OK now..? "she asked worriedly

" hmm.. He is OK.. I arranged for everything so that he can rest well "I said and she sighed in relief

" then what's it...? the thing that women was babbling about..? "she asked tilting her head.

" that..

I told her how I made my uncle admit in the hospital.. And she looked sad.. Like very sad... Is she disappointed that I did that..?

Yeah I took revenge cause that's who I am... I always thought I would never get bothered by other's opinion about me.. But... Now I feel worse that she is disappointed with me.. I stood up and left.. I don't want to hear whatever she is gonna say.. I may be acting cowardly now but I don't care.. I am not ready to hear her words she didn't even know I left and Sit  there dazed..

I went back to office and cabel was talking to me about something but I can't even focus on that.. All I can think about was her ... That worried look on her face.. My heart felt so heavy..

"cas...lucas..". I heard cabel calling me and snapped out of my thoughts.

" huh.. What..?" I asked and he sighed.

"ok now tell me what happened..? " he asked.. Why everyone is asking the same question today...

I explained everything to him and he listened silently..

"if you think she was mad at you or disappointed in you then ask sorry.." he said

"huh.. Sorry..?".

"yep.. Say you are sorry and you won't do that again and next time just don't tell her.. And... Don't ask sorry in words bought her something she love.." he said and smiled.

" asking sorry is OK but are you sure..? Is it really  ok not to tell her..? I told her so that she can be careful... "

"lucas..." as I was talking, cabel interrupted me...

" you are right but you forgot a fact  that may also put her in more stress.. I am not saying you have to lie to her.. You can hide some things from her for her sake.. For your wife and son's sake.." he said

Sometimes what cabel say solve all my problems..

Athy's P. O. V. - - - - - - -

When lucas told me about everyting I got so panicked.. I got reminded of that night and my heart felt heavy... If only we travelled in that car... I can't even think about  what ifs.. I can't even imagine  austin in danger.. my heart felt like bursting .. And lucas..

He took revenge on his uncle and I am scared of  what if because of that everything starts happening fast.? The butterfly effect he caused may drastically change our future..it already changed completely and now I feel even more worried.. I don't know how to take care of things now..

I can't predict what my lunatic husband will do next.. I know he won't let austin in danger but I am also worried about him.. I don't want the past to repeat to him.. Then there is no use in coming back to past.

Haah.. I looked up and realised I was drowned in my thoughts so much that I didn't even know when he left.. He didn't even called me after that.. May be he was busy and I have a concert today so I got ready.. I decided to take austin with me today.. Helly said she will take care of him after her show is over which is before mine.. . . .

Woah.. It was so hard today.. I can't concentrate at all.. All I can think about is  what's lucas doing right now..? And why did he left suddenly like that..? The thing I hate about him is he always do whatever he want... This jerk.. why did he left like that.? Huh..

"madam.. Let me help.."

our driver said as he took my violin case and helped me get inside the car since I was holding austin in my hand. My son is sleeping without any worries about what his mother is going through.. Haah.. Good for you tin tin. That's all I wish for .. Everything to  be good for you in your life.

" thanks.." I said as I secured my seat belt and he nodded a yes. That jerk..he sent driver uncle today.? He is avoiding me again.. Wait until I get back home..

I was fuming in anger as I get off from my car that I even forgot about my first child.. My violin..  driver uncle reminded me as he run after me holding the case .. I got inside and put austin in his crib and turned, I was too surprised that I froze in that place.. Woah.. It's.. Awesome..!! . I left my violin case in my bed and ran towards it.. It's a swing...!! And it's so beautiful it even have lights in it.

I went near it and it have a small paper notes in it.. When I opened it..

I am sorry..I won't do that again so please don't be upset. - Lucas

Was written in it.. Wait.. 'I won't do that again..?' and.. When did I get upset..? I recalled our last conversation and I realised he misunderstood my gloomy face which I made cause  I was deep In thoughts as I was sad because he did that..? Well.. That may be misleading but.. This idiot he can just sit and talk why he is playing hide and seek and what's with this swing.? I love this but..I took my mobile and called him.

I heard his ringtone and turned behind to saw him just entering the room as he ended my call.. He looked up and stared at me like a five years old got caught stealing food...look a bit frightened and worried

" lucas.." as soon as I called him he was in front of me.. So close to me staring at me with a guilty eyes..

" what's this for..?" I asked in a serious tone.. Well I am not that mad but it somehow sounded like that

"th.. That.. I am sorry sia.. I won't do anything like that again OK...?" he said scratching his nape.

" but I am not upset about that at all" I said and he stared at me dumbfounded.

"what..? You aren't?!!" he asked confused.

" yes .. I am not.. why do you think I was upset by  that..and what's with this?" I asked pointing at the swing.

" I thought you are upset with me that I took revenge on him.. So I wanted to apologise to you.. So... "

he said pointing at the swing and scratched his nape.. I was silently staring at him silently but I am  not at all upset cause he is so adorable while apologising.

" so you bought this for me because I like swinging as an apology..? "I asked and he nodded a yes.

Now that I think about it.. He is always like this.. Whenever I say I like something he would buy that for me.. He is busy most of the times so he can't spent time with us but he always spent his money like water and buy everything  so extra for us  .. He almost bought a whole toy store for austin and a whole  nursery garden for me just because I said I like roses.. But I never wanted that..

I would be more happy if he spent time with us instead of spending for us but.. Now I think I know why.. Lucas grew up like this.. In his house where everyone in the family act like strangers.. He must have grown up looking at how men in his  family pleased thier women by buying whatever  they want and showed their  love for children by giving everything extra to them.. The typical way by how  most rich families  are..

That's why this guy don't know how to show his love for us .. How to ask apology or to make us happy... I am happy that he is spending for us cause who hate gifts.? but what i really want is...

Lucas. P. O. V..

Godd.. Why she is so silent.. Is this not to her liking.? This feel so funny even to me... I am nervous right now... So nervous.. I never felt nervous in my life..  so this is how it feels to be nervous huh..?! .. If she say she wasn't convinced what should I do next.?

"lucas.."

"huh.." while I was dazed thinking about a way to please her ... she finally started talking and   I want to run away that instant  but I can't avoid it.. Yeah let's face this.. Now..

"you will give me anything I want in the world no matter whatever it is .? " she asked tilting her head ,  smiling.

" yeah of course.. What do you want.? Unless it's making the dead coming back alive  I can give   anything you want in the world "

I said. My voice sounds desperate even to me.. Because I  really am.. I will do  anything she want I just want her to forgive me.

" first of all I am not at all sad or disappointed that you took revenge on him, I am not that much good person.." she said

Wait.. What..? She don't  mind .? And if you are not that good then I don't know who in the world is considered good.?

" you don't mind even if I kill someone.? "I asked and she nodded a yes.

" then why do you looked sad..? "

" hmm.. I don't care even if you kill someone cause I know you won't do anything without a reason.. Your uncle is the one who started this after all and the reason I was sad is you.. " she said.

I am glad she is a logical person .. Thank heavens but

" me..? "

" hmm.. You... You said you would give me anything I want in the world right.? Then..what I want the most in the world is Lucas.. So will you give him to me .? "

she asked staring straight at my eyes  smiling.. Her eyes full of love and that God damn beautiful smile but more than that.. Her words are the one which made feel giddy in happiness .. My heart was beating like crazy and I never felt this much happy in life before... Isn't this a confession.? While I was floating in my ecstasy she continued talking.

P. O. V. Ends..................

" lucas.. I love you..

I was sad because when you told me everything I got worried what if something happen to you.?!! Taking revenge and all are okay but you never care about yourself and I am so worried about that..

I don't want you to spent your money like water on  everything we like.. All I want is for you to  spend time with us.. I don't know when did I start loving you.. The first time we slept I got infatuated because your are so  handsome but when we suddenly got married I thought from now on you are a part of my life since we are connected by  austin but.. Then.. I realised.. I love you as lucas not as austin's father..

You aren't just a part of my life.. You are everything I and austin have.. When it's late  for you to come home  or can't attend my call .. When you casually say stories about how your uncle tried to hurt you.. When you never even once thought about  taking  care of yourself.. I feel so sad .. So stop making me sad and...

She can't talk after that cause lucas pulled her towards him and kissed her on the lips..

Bathump..bathump...thier hearts are beating on the sync as they are tasting each other.. Lucas caressed her cheek gently then his hand slided to the back of her nape as he grabbed her hair gently and deepened  the kiss..

Athy tapped his shoulder and  they  parted from the kiss panting trying to catch their breath.. When she slowly looked up at his eyes.. The rubies hold so many emotions in it that she felt like drowning into them.. He tilted  her face slightly and kissed her again..

They kissed for a very long time as it gradually changed from soft and gentle to rough.. His hand slowly pulled away her cardigan revealing her porcelain skin he gently kissed her neck, back of the ear, and left a hickey at the curve of her neck.. A moan left her mouth which surprised herself..

He smirked as he left another one on  her shoulder and she felt electrifying sensation all over her body and her legs trembled . He effortlessly lifted her up still kissing and laid her down on the bed as he towered over her..

He stared at her as she was between his two hands her hair dishelved, dress slided away revealing the marks he left .. When he stared straight at her eyes and the way he stared at her, She felt like melting cause his eyes are full of love..

"sia.." he called her name in the softest tone he ever used.

"hmm.." she hummed as she was mesmerised by his deep sexy voice.

" thank you... At first I thought you flipped my life  upside down, I even thought my life will get troublesome.. But.. You proved me I was wrong. You showed me how  I lived until you came wasn't even a life and painted all the  pages of my black and white  life with colours. Like you said I don't know how to take care of you two, how to make you two happy or how to spend time with you..

All I know is to copy what I have seen  all my life..  if it's my dad or uncle they would always just spent  money and the women would  get happy so I am sorry.. I don't know how to make you happy.. So please tolerate with me and  don't get upset with me..

I thought I would be fine but I am not, when it's comes to you, your every reaction matters to me.. I can't live without you and austin.. I love you sia .. I love you so much.. " he said..

She stared  at him smiling as his  tears fell down on her cheeks  and got  merged with her own tears.. She felt so happy by his heartfelt confession. She caressed his cheek  with both her hands as she gently pulled him towards her and kissed him gently.. He smiled as he kissed her back as  they made love..