chapter 12: is this goodbye?

hey guys heres just a quick author note this is just book one and chapter 13 is the end and the next book is gonna be aquas year of school but some little taste of the emotional road show (cunfuse the noobs) ^.^

josh's POV

"a year without aqua, what if she goes to colage i did not even go and look at me now"i thought. i sighed letting her go and walking out. i sat on the side of my house letting my thoughts take over.

"what if she likes someone else nd breaks up with me, this have been one of the coolest 3 months with her  now a year without her i have to make these two days last" 

~~~~~~ the next day

aquas POV

i woke up and grabed my phone i looked over at josh next to me i sighed and looked at my phone.

mark: cj is in your first class ;)

aqua: what hell no plz tell me your not lying not him

mark:im not 

i sighed and put my phone down and turned around and looked at josh. he sleeps like an angel. i ran my fingers through his red fluffy hair

"i would miss you" i whispered quitely i turned the other way and my eyes started tearing up. i stayed up the whole night. 

josh's phone went off and i desided to pick it up.

debby: hey joshy can i call you

"who is this debby girl" i wispered and texted her

josh: he is asleep

debby: who is this

josh: his gf why?

debby: gf? he never had a gf in years why would he have one now

josh: ?

debby: whatever just tell him to call me when i wake up

josh: ok

"who ever this debby girl is imma make sure josh is not cheating on me with her" i flopped back in bed just now remembering josh is asleep i heard him groan.

"heh sorry josh" i mumbled

"its fine babe" i  blushed, he has not called me that in a while or never why now

"and what are you doing up so early its only 4:37" he rubbed his eyes and looked at me

"cant sleep" i choked

"oh" he moved closer and put his arm around me. i smiled putting my head on his chest

joshs pov

she fell fast alseep i got up and called me crew.

"hey guys can we change the show here to tomorrow and can we add a song?"

"yea josh who is this for"

"its for the girl i love and shes going back to new york tomorrow"

"ok we will tell tyler"

"ok thx guys"

i hung up nd layed back in bed i played with a pieace on aquas brown and red hair i put my hand back behind my head and fell back sleep

~~~ the day of concert

joshs pov (rip aquas)

i got up and grabed my clothes i put on my skinny black jeans and p!atd shirt i got out and grabed my phone and keys and ran to the car. i started the car and went to a flower place and bought blood red flowers, i got back in the car and texted tyler.

me: do you still have the region at best CDs?

tyler: yea want one?

me: yea

tyler: who is this for? ;)

me: aquamarine

tyler:?

me: ugh aqua 

tyler: k comin over with CD 

me: ok

i sighed and put my phone diwn and started driving. when i got home i saw that aqua was awake. i hid the flowers behind my back.

"hay joshy and what do you have behind your back?" she asked looking at me from the couch

"nothing" i kepted my back facing the wall while i awkwardly suffle to my room and close the door.

i heard a knock on the frount door and i ran out and sliding to the door almost running to the wall, aqua just stood there with her eyes widden i opened the door and ran out shutting it

"hey man you ok?"

"hey tyjo and yea just making sure aqua does not find out what i am doing for her"

"heres the CD and why are we playing today instead of tomorow" tyler said handing me the CD i took it putting it in my jacket

"again, for aqua"

"why dont you sing to her"

"tyler she means the world to me now i got to go bye see you tonight" i said while running inside and walking to my room, aqua was just sitting there watching tv.

i ran back to my room wrote on a girly card i had for debby when we were together but i never used it.

dear aqua

these past few months been the best months of my life i love you alot i would do anything for you i hope i would see you again

    sincerly, josh

i closed the card and put it on the side of the flowers with the CD and i packed her suitcases for her and i put a ticket to our concernt and backstage pases with the flowers and stuff. i took off my jacket and walked out.

"hey babe" i said walking the aqua

"what were you doing" she asked while sitting up

"nothing but our show is today and i got you a ticket, its on your suitcase" i scarched the back of my neck and smiled

"today i thought it was tommorow" she got up and walked to me 

"i changed the date so you can come"

"aww josh thank you" she put her arms around my neck and kissed my cheek i felt butterflies in my stomach and i put my arms around her and held her tight

~~~~ 30 mins before concert

joshs pov (lel rip aquas) (josh dun is josh fun) (ok i would stop enjoy)

i got my white shorts and tights and slid them on i looked in the mirror and put on the red eye shadow around my eye. aqua came in with her flannel over her tøp shirt but not buttoned up just tied at the bottom and black skinny jeans that are ripped at the knees.

"whoa you look hot" i said while still putting on the eye shadow. she just giggled

"you use eye shadow?" she laughed

"what you exept me to use marker my sweat would just whipe it off" i laughed while putting the eye shadow away and facing her. she deeply blushed while looking at my chest.

"you like what you see?" i laughed and hugged her.

"josh im gonna miss you" she held me tightly

"i will too" i kissed her forehead and put my head ontop of hers

"JOSH" tyler yelled from outside my dressing room

"come in tyler" i sighed letting aqua go

"our show is gonna start in 5 mins go to the bathroom cause remember that time you almost pooped your pants" he laughed

i just sat there.

"tyler i swear im gonna kill you after this show" i got up off the ground

"chill drummer boy" he laughed "but serously" he walked out. aqua laughed and sat on the couch

"shutup" i laughed

~~~the last song of the show

aquas POV

there show is suppost to end why are the contuning it i desided to shut up and listen to joshs speech

"hey guys this last song well tylers gonna sing and im gonna play the drums to is for this special girl i met one day and shes going back to new york and she means the world to me, this last song is holding onto you"

the fans screamed and the music started playing

~~at the end

"thank you everyone who came tonight see you next time"

everyone started leaving a i did the sme before josh spoke into the mic

"aqua dont leave"

i turned around and josh was behind me. i tried holding my tears back i walked over to josh nd hugged him i did not care that he was really sweaty.

"aqua i love you" 

"josh i love you too" i cried and let go

"come on we need to go home and change so i can fly home

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omg the last chapter is 13 XD this story is so short im sorry but i will try to make the next chpter long

stay street bai

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