yandere alphabet

ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀ'ꜱ ɴᴏᴛᴇ: this is me giving you a warning beforehand since there is a triggering topic under the letter 'q'! read at your own discretion.

that is all! thank you.

affection: how do they show their love and affection? how intense would it get?as soon as cameron receives some of your love and attention, he's hooked. from hand-holding to cuddling, cam will be beside you, and enjoying the fact you're with him. he always makes sure to tell you that you're his angel and that he loves you. it's the little things that count to him...of course, there will be times when his affection toward you can be a little overbearing. what's that? you're going to work? are you sure you can't spare 5 more minutes with him? he'll do small things like that to ensure he gets his way.

blood: how messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?while cameron is more than inclined to beat someone to a bloody pulp for you, getting his hands dirty is another story in and of itself. he has to be careful and he doesn't have enough self-confidence to ensure that he won't get caught if he were to...dispose of any rivals. with that being said, cameron will stick to fights and/or passive-aggressively telling someone to get lost.

cruelty: how would they treat their darling once abducted? would they mock them?since cameron is already dating you, there is no need to abduct you! he would only do it if you tried leaving him. he wouldn't be able to bear the sight of you with another man, the idea alone makes him sick to his stomach. once you're captured, he'll drone on how "you should've known better" and that "you had this coming". he'll then tell you that if you behave, he'll consider letting you out of your restraints. if you prove to be a thorn in his side or cry a whole lot, it's then cameron will stoop low and begin to mock you. you're just going to have to learn that he's the only one for you!

darling: aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling's will?no...cameron isn't about that life. the furthest he's willing to go is kisses and cuddles. he draws the line after that. he wouldn't dream of doing something that would damage your relationship or outlook on him. he's crazy, sure, but he's not a monster.

exposed: how much of their heart do they bear to their darling? how vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?cameron is not scared to be himself around you and he's eternally grateful for that. it's just his more sinister and dark thoughts that he shields from you. other than that, he's being his 100% authentic self when he's with you.

fight: how would they feel if their darling fought back?incredibly hurt. he's done so much to keep you with him and to have that thrown away because you now view him differently, it would break his heart, shatter it into a thousand pieces. he will cry, but even then, cam will do his best not to break down in front of you. "why are you doing this...?" he'd softly ask you as his lower lip quivered, looking at you with red eyes.

game: is this a game to them? how much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?this is not a game to cameron. in fact, it's far from it. the only sick pleasure he gets is when he is successfully able to send other suitors away from you and/or tell them that you're taken. if he ever saw you trying to escape, cameron will feel like he's been betrayed and backstabbed. he will stand there, his breath taken away as he observes you before giving chase and when he does pursue you, he will not take his time with it. the longer you're away just means the chance of you falling from his grasp is increased. so, if cameron abducted you, he will make quick work of getting you back. if is more of a break-up scenario, he will try and plead with you to give him another chance until he receives it. he's persistent.

hell: what would be their darling's worst experience with them?your worst experience with cameron was when he caught you walking down the dark streets after escaping from his house. you had never seen him as furious as he was. he had dragged you all the way home by your arm and once you two were back, he threw you inside his bedroom. you hide in the furthest corner away from him and listen to him berate you for a minute or two. afterward, he'll isolate you for a few days without communication, food, or water. he also suggested before he left that you start working on an apology because he expects a heartfelt one when he gets back. cameron doesn't like punishing you, but you're forcing his hand here...

ideals: what kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?his wish for the future is quite simple. cameron just wants to marry you. whether or not you want to have a family with him is solely up to you.

jealousy: do they get jealous? do they lash out or find a way to cope?it's embarrassing just how jealous cameron can get at times...even if you're talking with someone who you view platonically, he can't help but get jealous since he wants your attention to be on him and no one else. he tries to find a way to cope with these emotions by either gaming or one of his other hobbies, but it doesn't do much to get rid of the heavy feeling in his stomach.

kisses: how do they act around or with their darling?he is such a sweetheart when he's around you. cameron believes he is the best version of himself whenever he spends time with you. he loves giving you kisses anywhere on your body. there are times when you have red, irritated splotches on places like your wrists, shoulders, and chest because of just how much cameron kissed that one spot in one sitting. 🫶🏻

love letters: how would they go about courting or approaching their darling?n/a, sort of answered this here and in all of my other imagines.

mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?hugely. to everyone else, he appears to be one of the few popular students who is genuinely kind and considerate to others but just beneath the surface lingers his true self. cameron can prove to be quite persuasive, accident-prone, manipulative, and lash out in anger if he's provoked too much...

naughty: how would they punish their darling?again, cameron doesn't like punishing you. how he does about it was already answered under 'h'!

oppression: how many rights would they take away from their darling?only a few, within reason. if and when he abducted you, he will take away your permission to walk around freely by bounding you to his bed. he will only untie these restraints if you either have to go to the bathroom or if you want to spend time with him. there will be no exceptions. the others (i.e., permission for food & water) will only be taken away as punishment.

patience: how patient are they with their darling?cameron has all the patience in the world with you, but even saints have their limits. he will try every trick in the book to try and keep you comfortable and compliant, taking every insult, screaming match, and attack that you've thrown at him but there will come a time when cameron will snap and you will regret making him reach his breaking point.

quit: if their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?you are the center of his world and if something happened to you he would never be able to move on. so, if you die, cameron will take it upon himself to join you as soon as possible. he doesn't care how he'll kill himself— a knife through the heart, bleeding out, pills, or a quick bullet in the brain— he doesn't want to live a life where you aren't with him. that's the sad truth.  

regret: would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? would they ever let their darling go?cameron fully believes that what he did was necessary to give you the chance to grow together as a couple, so he doesn't view it as a bad thing, to be honest. with that being said, he would never let you go.

stigma: what brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?for as long as he can remember, cameron has always believed something to be wrong with him. he always felt like he stuck out like a sore thumb, despite his efforts to fit in. he's always been unlovable in his eyes but seeing how gentle and understanding you were to those around you is what piqued his interest. that's how his feelings started and they soon blossomed into something else entirely.

tears: how do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?he hates seeing you cry. he's the type of person that if you're crying, cameron will cry too. when you're acting all out of sorts after cameron has captured you, to keep himself at bay, cameron tells himself that you're just struggling to adjust and that soon you'll know why he did what he did and come to love him as you did before.

unique: would they do anything different from the classic yandere?as much as i hate to say it, no. 😭 cameron is pretty standard...

vice: what weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?his adoration for you. allow me to explain, cameron wants nothing more than for you to behave, right? so, if you were to act complacent for a week or two without any problems, cameron would let his guard down dramatically since he'd be given the impression that you've finally submitted to him and it won't be very long until he will undo the bindings on your wrists & ankles. that's when you'll escape. wit's end: would they ever hurt their darling?no, the furthest cameron has come to hurting you was slapping you once and that was because you were moving too much that he couldn't tie you back onto the bed. he didn't know what to do and because his grip on you was slipping, he had to do something or else you would've ran off again.

xoanon: how much would they revere or worship their darling? to what length would they go to win their darling over?like i said in the previous chapter, cameron worships the ground you walk on. he's the most loyal and affectionate partner you could ask for.

yearn: how long do they pine after their darling before they snap?n/a, i answered this in 'when he realizes he loves you'. if you don't want to read it, that's fine. i will just say that he waited a decent amount of him before dropping hints to you that he liked you.

zenith: would they ever break their darling?not consciously he wouldn't, and i doubt cam even really notice if he did. from his view of things, he's gotten what he wants; you're in love with him, you actively seek out his company and you no longer trying to run away. it's much a dream come true for him, so he wills himself to ignore or forget all of the isolation, punishment, and cruelty that he put you through leading up to this very moment—you two can finally live happily ever after!