Last Chance

First of all, if someone will read this, don't judge me lmao. I just had to write what's bugging me for a month already. I hope you won't get cringed (because I am lol).

Our timeline for this chapter is 2nd year na ang QED Club. In which magkasama ulit si Loki and Lori sa dating apartment. 

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Lorelei POV

I look at his eyes to see the answer for the million-dollar question. Even if I already know it. It was so evident in his eyes. The way he look at me while thinking of her. His eyes that never ever give emotions to others but if it's her... It will always glisten. Why... why can't he see me?

"You aren't still moved on from her, are you?"

"Lorelei..." He could only say my name. But guess what Loki? I'm hurting.

With a painful smile I said, "I knew it. How stupid of me" I laugh bitterly."But don't worry, I understand. I just tried my luck. But I guess, it still not this time... or I don't know if I will ever have a space in your life." I stop to heave a sigh not letting my emotions to burst.

Tumingala ako, ayokong makita niyang lumandas ang luha ko kasi alam kong hindi naman niya mapupunasan. Hindi niya kaya... I'm just a friend who's been with him to give justice for her. To let his heart finally at peace.

"I'm sorry. It's my fault to make a move. I'm sorry if I crossed the borderline between us. I'm so sorry. But I want to thank you for being such a great friend to me. I'm sorry I made something stupid. I'm the one who fooled myself. I've let myself believe that one I could enter your heart too." I stopped.

The only sounds that could hear is the beat of my heart.

"But don't worry because this is the last. I'm really sorry for causing trouble and thank you for being part of my life."

With that,I let my tears fall freely while turning my back towards him. To the man I waited for a long time, the man I choose despite his feelings towards another woman. But what can I do? It's still her. After all those years that I've let him heal himself thinking that someday I will also have a place in his heart. I thought someday, he could also accept me. But I guess I was wrong. So wrong.

This is the end of my last chance, I guess.

------Inspired by Project Loki (Valentine Special, lam niyo yon? Yung binisita ni Loki si Rhea after their Valentine case?

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