Jung Eunji

The world stopped. It was quiet. All I can hear is just the wind gently blowing outside, but it was gone when the door closed behind me, all that was left was the sound of the bell dangling at the door.

I saw how Joohyun's smile faded when she saw me with Junmyeon. This is it. I thought. This is finally it. I had a cat named "cat" because I didn't know what to call her. It was fine though because I just had her for one week. I was walking alone that day, the sky is crying snow. I heard a small voice of a cat like it was begging for help. I looked for it and saw her under the bench of the waiting shed, shaking and quivering because of the cold. I grabbed her and took her home with me. I fed her and bath her with lukewarm water. But after a week I saw a photo of her at the street so I had to return her. She was just a temporary happiness of mine.

I wish this day didn't come. The day when Junmyeon will be taken away from me and and be my temporary happiness. I didn't know what to say so I said, "H-Hi Ms. Bae it's good to see you" I knew I wasn't needed there so I just sat there quietly. I accepted the fact that Junmyeon wasn't mine. He was still hers all along.

Chanyeol told me to find happiness. But that is not what I'm about to do right now. I'm not going to Junmyeon and confess all of my feelings or maybe I will...but that won't be my point.

(AN: If you play Eunji's "It's you" from here it will be more felt and enjoyed so please do play the song while you read thank you!)

I ran and looked for Junmyeon. When I came across the park and he was sitting at the grass. Breathing heavy. I walked towards him. I'm gonna miss talking to him. Walking with him and teasing him. He was the person I told all my secrets that even Chanyeol didn't know. He was my first love...probably the last I hope not. He must've heard my footsteps because he looked up and saw me, he stood up and ran towards me and pulled me into a hug. I let him...because it will be our last hug..

When he pulled away he was crying. "Junmyeon..." I started "What are you doing here? Go back to Ms. Bae I'll be fine." He held both my hands "No..I-I—""Junmyeon everything is going well..everything is fine. The shop is finished! And...and Ms. Bae is finally back" I held my tears. I have to be confident.

"No Eunji..it's you that I like!" He said "But you still love her.." he looked down and let go of my hands. Suddenly I feel cold. "That doesn't matter Eunji...Can't you see? I'm all yours now!" He's are like cat's eyes..begging for help. Begging to be saved.

I shook my head. "You were never mine. You're hers...still hers and will always be." I flashed him a weak smile and turned my back on him to walk away but he hugged me. I fight my way to free myself from his arms and ran away from him. I heard him calling my name but I didn't look back.

The next day I didn't go to the cafe. My job was finish anyways and he have Ms. Bae now. I texted Junmyeon to say that I won't be attending anymore and will just visit from time to time, which is a lie. How can you visit your first love and not be awkward when his girlfriend is with him? You can't. So.. you don't. I also told him to give Chanyeol my salary for working.

After 2 weeks the winter season is finally here. I changed all my clothes from summer season to winter season. The cafe "Moon meets darkness" is going well, everybody's talking about it. I am beyond happy for all of this. It was my first project and I didn't expect this much. Last week I received a text from Junmyeon saying.

"The cafe is doing well because of you. Hope you visit soon"

I didn't reply and left it. I want to be alone and I want to find myself...kinda lost her. I looked around and rubbed my hands together for heat. I was bored at my apartment and decided for a late night walk at the park. I sipped my coffee. I felt a cold touch on my nose I wiped it and looked at my hand when snow fall from the sky to my palm.

My eyes widen and I smiled. It's the first snow...I opened my gloved hands and watched the snow fall into my palm.

"Hey..." I looked up from my palm. There he is...looking handsome as always.

—Advance update for you my loves! Hope you enjoy! Please do play the song and if you didn't...you miss it. ITS THE HIGHLIGHT WHY DIDNT YOU DO IT?