~Chapter Six~
04:57, 3 August 2020(Yams POV)
I'm sitting at my desk waiting for class to end and my thoughts wander to the other day at Tsukkis house. I wonder what would have happened if Akiteru hadn't interrupted at all, well we would have obviously kissed but for how long... I feel my face get super red and I hide my face in my hands.
I remove my face from my hands and instead lean back on my chair. I wonder.. Would it have been his first? I really really hope Tsukki hasn't kissed anybody before. I sigh and look over to Tsukkis desk, he's looking at the board but I guess he noticed me looking at him.
He looked my way and gave me a small smile and a small wave. I smile and give him a small wave in return. I turn to the front and smile to myself. I want to tell Tsukki how I feel but I'm scared of getting rejected by him.
I frown. What if Tsukki already likes someone else. Sometimes when Tsukki and I are walking in the hallways I'll see girls fawning over him. Normally when I look at Tsukki to see if he notices them, he's either looking at me or just looking straight ahead.
It makes me kind of worried that one of them might catch Tsukkis eyeI sigh and stop thinking of that. We have practice today and I'm nervous because I want to ask Hinata for some advice. I'm not really sure who else to ask so I guess i'll see what he has to say.
I feel a poke on my cheek and that causes me to look up to see who did it. Tsukki is standing next to my dest with a worried look. I look around to see people leaving the classroom.
"Yams, class ended." Tsukki says with a concerned look. Damn I was so in thought I didnt even realize class had ended. "Sorry Tsukki I was thinking about stuff." I say getting up and grabbing my bag.
"Is something bothering you? if so you can talk to me." Tsukki says with a slightly worried tone. I smile a little knowing he's worried about me. "It's nothing Tsukki. Let's get to practice." I say tugging at his sleeve a little. He gives me a small smile and nods.
We make our way out of the classroom and towards the clubroom to get changed.
Once again while we're walking through the halls I see girls giggling and looking at Tsukki. I frown and look down at the floor. They don't even know him, why are they even making googly eyes at him.
While I'm looking at the ground out of nowhere I feel Tsukki grab me and pull me so I'm walking in front of him. While were walking I turn my head and give him a confused look. He glances at me then forward again. "Someone was about to walk right into you. I didn't want you to get hurt." He says with slightly red cheeks.
I nod and look forward again and smile. He still has his hands on my shoulders and is basically guiding me in the direction of the club room. I laugh to myself and go along with it.
In the clubroom everyone is getting changed and I wonder when I should ask Hinata for advice. He's not getting changed so he might be in the gym already.
I finished getting changed and I started to head out to the gym with Tsukki. When we get into the gym I look around to see if Hinata is already here. I notice him on the other side of the gym tying his shoe.
"I'll be right back Tsukki." I say, giving him a small smile. I jog over to hinata. "Uh hey Hinata. I was wondering if you could give me some advice on something." He looks up at me slightly surprised. "Yea sure i'll try my best. What do you need advice on?" He says smiling.
"Well Say you had a crush on someone and you were very close to them, you really want to tell them how you feel but you don't want to get rejected. What would you do?" I say shifting slightly embarrassed. I look at Hinata and it looks like he's thinking.
"Well maybe I would try giving them hints and see how they would react." Hinata says nodding. "Hints?" I say puzzled. "Yea like gifts, questions, subtle remarks. Things like that." He looks at me and his eyes suddenly widen. "Wait yamaguchi Do you like someone?!" He said the last part really loud and I hit his shoulder.
"H-hinata shut up. Don't yell." I say covering my face with my hands. "Sorry Yamaguchi, but is it true? Do you?" I remove my hands from my face and see him looking at me eagerly. "I uh gotta go. Thanks for the advice." I say then start to speed walk to where Tsukki is.
Tsukki spots me and nods his head towards Hinata. What was that all about? He says looking at me. It was nothing, I was just asking him a question. I say with nervous laughter. He gives me a suspicious look then just nods.
Just as I was about to say something Daichi walks in and says the plan for today's practice. I look over at Tsukki one last time and he has a weird look on his face. Almost like he's frustrated at something. I'll ask him what's wrong later. I hope nothing is wrong though.
(Tsukkis POV)
Practice is over and I still can't stop thinking about it earlier. When Yams suddenly went to talk to Hinata of course I was curious but I shook it off. But when I suddenly hear Hinata yell "Do you like someone?!" and I see Yams covering his face. What the hell am I supposed to think they're talking about?
Does Yamaguchi like someone already? If he does I wanna know who. I want to ask Yams but I don't want to put him on the spot like that. While we were practicing and even in the clubroom Yams is constantly looking like he's thinking really hard about something.
I really wanna know what he's thinking about. It's making me pretty anxious and I don't know what to do. I stand by the door and wait for Yams to gather these things up. He finishes and starts walking towards me. "Thanks for waiting on me Tsukki." He says smiling up at me.
I pat his head and nod. We start walking home and I notice Yams shiver a little and rub his hands together. I frown, his hands are probably cold. I want to help him but I'm not sure how. I think for a few seconds and then I finally come up with a solution.
I stick my hand out and offer it to him. He looks down at my hand and gives me a puzzled look. "Give me your hand for a sec." I say slightly embarrassed. Yams nods and gives me his cold hand. I grab it gently and intertwined his fingers with mine. I then put our hands in my hoodie pocket. Although this will only keep one of hinds hands warm its better than nothing.
His hands are small and soft. I smile to myself and look at yams. His face is red and he's smiling slightly. I look forward again and slightly squeeze his hand. A few seconds later I feel a small squeeze back.
We arrive at the intersection and I don't want yams to go. I noticed how he reluctantly pulled his hand away from mine almost as if he didnt wanna go either. We say our goodbyes and I watch as Yams walks away.
I continue on my way home thinking of how our hands perfectly fit together. Should I tell him how I feel? What if he doesn't think of me in that way? I don't want to lose him but if I wait any longer someone else might take him away from me.
I run my hands through my hair. I can't stand the thought of him with anybody else. My frown deepens and hope I can just go home and sleep on things for now. I sigh, I miss the feeling of his hand in mine. I miss it alot.
A/N: Im super sorry for the late chapter. I hope you enjoyed this<3
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