5️⃣

Today was the big day , the day of capturing the winter soldier, I'm not going to lie , and say that I was extremely excited and ready, because I'm not , I'm terrified, and scared of failing, I'm scared of failure....

Tony already said to suit ourselves up , Nat gave me a suit, a black with purple details in it , but it was glued to the body , and I could see all my stupid imperfections, I could see those horrible hip dips , In my eyes i was fat , I was looking in the mirror and crying not liking my body in this stupid suit

" you're not fat , and you're hip dips are very beautiful " A voice made me look up in the doorway's direction .It was Steve , how nice , my crush seeing me in this mess

Was I saying it out loud? " what?" I said blushing " yes you're beautiful don't forget about it" he said " no I'm not you're just saying that to comfort me , I know that reaction perfectly , pity it's what it is " I said looking away He entered my room and I already panicked

" it's ok I'm not going to hurt you, can I ?" He asked really careful and sweet , like the gentleman that he is , in front of me pointing to my cheek

I took a shaky breath and I don't know why but I said yes .So he wiped my tears off with his thumb , and took my face on his hands " first of all" he started " I'm not pitying you , or saying that to comfort you " " and second of all I'm being serious you are beautiful " I just look down , blushing, but I think my thoughts are stronger than ever word of comfort , or even if he was serious , my brain would turn it down, so I just shrugged, not knowing how to react " you.are.beautiful.ok ? , and I'm proud that I'm the first man that you allowed to come closer to you " he said laughing the last part to break the tension " well I was here to call you on mission are you ready ?" " I- I don't know I hate this suit ... I just wanted to change-" " there's no need ,c'mon! , you look good on it " he said kindly " really? Isn't it too.... much ? Like glued to the body ?" I said , I just wanted to take this off " no , it's perfect c'mon " he saidI looked down and nodded , I grabbed my long dark purple coat , like wandas , but the only difference is the colors .

Steve noticed, the reason why I grabbed the coat ." really ? After all that I said " he said crossing his arms and smiling " Im cold just that " I said lying with all of my teeth in my mind " hum hum of course it's because you're cold ..." he said sarcastically " oh c'mon it's the way I feel better .... and comfortable " I said " fine" he said , leading me to where the rest of the team is

" loved it " Natasha said looking at the suit that she gave me I just gave her a small and kinda awkward smile .She understood " you didn't?" She whispered so that only me would listen " it's not that , I like it .... it's just a long story "I said discreetly glancing at Steve