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Months passed by and things are starting to get better.

Minnie doesn't cry herself to sleep anymore. She stopped after a week.

She still has feelings for Lisa but she can't quit understand her feelings towards the girl.

Is it Love?

Hate?

Anger?

Lust?

Disgust?

Pain?

What is the name for what she's going through?

She doesn't know anymore.

She's been trying to clear things in her mind. to understand herself but she Doesn't think She was successful Cause her mind was getting more and more linear.

Last night she talked about it with Miyeon and she told her to write everything that is bothering her so that's what Minnie has been doing all evening.

"Augh! This isn't working!" She said an ripped all of the papers that she had wrote. writing her thoughts was not helping at all infact, it was like a reminder.

"This is nonsense! i'm not doing it ever again!" She stood up and went to the living room.

She stormed towards their couch and throwed herself on it.

"Are you ok?" She heard someone asking and that was when she realized Miyeon was standing infront of bathroom door with a towel wrapped around her body.

her hair was wet and water was dropping on her shoulders and chest.

Minnie couldn't speak as she was busy staring at Miyeon in awe.

"Minnie? Can you hear me?" Miyeon asked again.

"U-um y-yeah." The blond haired girl answered stuttering. Miyeon noticed the younger ones red face and decided to tease her a little bit more.

"Oh! Are you sure? you seem a bit hot and your face is red." She said and sat beside Minnie almost leaving no space.

Minnie could feel Miyeon's body heat and it was making her anxious. did she just got butterflies? No this is impossible.

"I'm fine. G-go wear your clothes you might catch... cold." Minnie said and stood up to go to her room.

"Cute..." Miyeon smiled and got up to do what Minnie told her.

"What the fuck was that? What was with her tone?" Minnie said after closing her door and leaning on it.

She looked at her bed and suddenly remembered The day Miyeon slept on her bed.

"Jesus Christ Yontararak! Where do you get these dirty thoughts from?" She face palmed and went out to grab a glass of water.

Miyeon came out of her room fully dressed and went to grab a snack from kitchen.

"Do you have any plans for tomorrow?" Miyeon asked and Minnie shook her head for a no.

The Christmas season has started and they didn't have any classes.

"I wanted to go buy Christmas tree and some gifts . let's go together if you are free? I mean it's Christmas and we haven't done anything." Miyeon suggested.

"Yeah sure! " Minnie answered and took a sip of water still trying to forget about her thoughts.

They have to enjoy this year's Christmas. after all the things that they've been through, they need some rest and happy time.

They couldn't go and visit their families this year so Miyeon decided to use this chance and get closer to the Thai.

'I'm gonna make you forget about her Minnie.' Miyeon thought.

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"How about that one?" Minnie asked and showed a wooden tree.

"Really? do you really like it?" She asked and Minnie nodded aggressively.

"it's totally my style." She said jumping a little bit from excitement and smiled brightly.

"Alright then let's get that one." Miyeon agreed. she didn't completely liked the tree Minnie wanted but it was different so she didn't mind.

"don't worry it'll be nice once we decorate it." Minnie said cutely when they were going back home and it made Miyeon chuckle.

"Wae? why are you laughing? " Minnie asked.

"Nothing. you were just so cute while saying it." Miyeon responded.

'This girl is really soft for Cute things. isn't she?' Minnie thought and smiled.

Miyeon put on some music and they were enjoying it together until Fire came up and Miyeon couldn't control herself so she started to sing it loudly.

"Bultaoleune!" She said with the lowest voice she could make.

"Fiiireeeeeeeeeeeeeee." Minnie shouted and then they started to jam to music like crazy.

"Everybody say La la la la" Miyeon said and pretended to hold her imaginary microphone towards her imaginary audience while Minnie looked like she was doing some kind of fanchat or some thing.

The sound of their laughters mixed with the loud music filled the car. "Take care Miyeon~ah." Minnie said still laughing her ass off.

"Hey... burn it up! Hey... Turn it up!" Miyeon rapped again with that wierd deep voice.

"Hahahaha! what's up with your voice?" Minnie barely managed to say in between her laugh as at this point, She was crying from laughing so much.

Miyeon stopped at the red light and turned down the volume.

her stomach was hurting from laughing so much. how did she even managed to drive in that situation?

"Ah! jinjja! why are you like this?" Minnie said while wiping her tears and fixing herself on the seat.

"Annyeonghaseyo! Cho rapper imnidaaa." Miyeon joked and Minnie chuckled again.

"Stop it Miyeon! I can't laugh anymore my cheeks hurt." Minnie said and put both of her hands on her cheeks.

Miyeon chuckled at her cuteness and started to drive again after the traffic light became green.

They started to calm down a bit and The radio was playing a calm song but then suddenly Miyeon started to laugh.

"But imagine people looking at us from the outside. " Miyeon said still laughing and Minnie burst into laugh again.

"Omo! Look at those crazy girls!" Minnie said with a high pitched sound.

"They must be on some kind of drug or something! Do all of the Kids act like this these days?" Miyeon said with the deep voice again.

"Augh! don't do that Miyeon." Minnie whined and laughed again.

They managed to get home somehow safe but the decorating process was also a mess. they couldn't stop laughing because Miyeon seemed like she had lost her brain cells and Minnie didn't have a choice but to lose herselfs as well.

"It looks good though!" Miyeon said after they finished decorating the tree.

"See? I was right .I told you it will look nice." Minnie said proudly.

"Yeah. you are always right Babe." Miyeon said and smiled.

Minnie was surprised but she just pretended that she hasn't heard it but who was she fooling? She knew she liked it.

'I should really learn how to wink. it would've helped me a lot today.' Miyeon thouht and reminded her self to practice it.

They called their parents and friends and wished them a happy new year before deciding to cook something for their dinner.

"Wow! I didn't know you can cook this well!" Miyeon said as Minnie was buttering the chicken again so that it'll be crispy.

"Yeah. I didn't know either. I searched the receipe on the internet. " She answered and it made the older girl chuckle.

They prepared the dinner together and Miyeon said that she has a surprise for Minnie.

She went to her room and came back with a fancy bottle of wine.

"Omo! when did you get that? it looks so expensive! " Minnie said amazed.

"I knew you'd be happy about it!" Miyeon replied and Minnie was acting cute jumping and doing some weird things out of excitement.

Hello everyone. I was in a good mood today so I decided to update another chapter and read your comments and talk with you guys so I hope you enjoyed it.

Which girlgroups do you stan other than (G)I-dle? for me I stan Dreamcatcher and I also really like Twice and Mamamoo. ( completely different vibes right?😂)

Any ways please enjoy these happy chapters before the chaos starts.( or maybe not who knows? 😎🤫)

Thank you so much reading

I love you lots

stay safe❤🤠