Love 14: The Past

WARNING: there is some mention of suicidal in these chapter so please... if you are not in such stable stage or having a hard time please don't read this chapter— also if you feel uncomfortable just skip this chapter— and got to my notes at the end of this chapter to know the summary for this chapter. Thank you.

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Jeon Sungjin and Jeon Mido was Jungkook's parents... they love Jungkook so much. The attention that Jungkook gets to his parents was enough for him to know that he was loved by them...

His parents love story is something you would read on wattpad— they are childhood sweethearts who suddenly went to separate ways and then met again after some years. They have this love and hate relationship when they get into college— but eventually they become sweethearts...

"I like you Mido." Mido's best friend confessed.

"Ah— Jaewon— I— you know that I loved you too— but as my best friend and something like as a sibling—" Mido said not wanting to hurt his best friend's feelings— not wanting their friendship to be ruined.

"Why?" He asked. "Is it because of him? Mido— I was the one was there with you thru your ups and downs— when he left. I saw how you cried and hurt when he left you— I saw how you are hurt when your parents getting a divorce— I was the one who was always there for you— but why you didn't choose to love me back? More than a friend!" He screamed out his frustrations— Mido stepped back... it is true that when Sungjin left her back in grade school— Jaewon became his best friend— but she never thought that Jaewon would fall for her— especially when she drew the lime between them that they are best friends.

"Jae— listen. I loved you but as a best friend— as a sibling— I choose you to bey best friend because I know that's how our relationship lasted longer— I always noticed it— they always tell me that you might like me more than friends but I never listened to them... because for me our friendship is stronger— there— there are just somethings that weren't meant to happen— and that's us being in a relationship." She explains her side.

He smirked. "Oh really— so you think us being in a relationship was not meant to be— well I think us being best friends is not meant to be too." He said. "From now on— both of us are strangers." He said then turn around not wanting to see Mido's crying face— because he knows he can't bare to see it... "goodbye Mido— hope you live a long relationship with Sungjin." He said then left Mido at the front of their yard.

Time passes by... Jaewon didn't show up with her again... he never showed up to her birthday, to her engagement party, and to her wedding— but even if he lost a best friend in Jaewon— she found her forever lover and best friend to Sungjin— and now with their only son... Jungkook.

Jaewon came back— after some years of not showing up. Jungkook is now 16, they had a party for his birthday and Mido was surprised that he showed up— so as Sungjin.

"How are you?" Mido asked as soon as she break the hug to her best friend back then. The woman besides Jaewon— Mido can tell that he was his wife. Mido smiled at her—

"You must be his wife—" she said and smiled at her.

"Well I'm here to surprise my only godchild right here." He said and looked at Jungkook— Jungkook smiled at him. "Awee you've got those bunny smiles from your mom." Jaewon said. "Ah— no it was from his Dad." Mido added. Jaewon rolled his eyes.

"Kook— why don't you go to your suhyuk samchon? We will just have a catch up with your uncle here yeah—" his father said. Jungkook nodded as an answer and went to his samchon.

"I'm sorry." Sungjin said. "We are both sorry." Mido added looking at him. "Back then—" Sungjin started... but he got a shush from Jaewon.

"It's okay— that was back then. It was a long time ago. I already forgive what happened back then." He answered.

Well apparently Jaewon was there looking for some investment— and gladly mr. And mrs. Jeon accepted him as a co-owner of the company as he invested 70% of his money to the Jeons company.

"You are such a good actress there." Jaewon sad to his wife as he drink his second glass of beer.

"I just did what you asked me. Now give me the key and let my son out of that disciplinary room." She said.

"At least signed this check first so I can send it to the Jeons and call your lawyer that you will named it to me." He said.

"I always asked myself why did I let myself fall in love to a manipulative jerk like you—" she said between her gritted teeth showing how much anger she had for Jaewon.

"Is that even a question Yeonsul? You just can't do anything without me— now stop being dramatic there and do what I want— you don't want our son to wait longer there without drinking water." He said.

Yes— Kim Jaewon changed— from being that sweet bestie of yours in college to a manipulative jerk he is now— literally puberty slaps him badly that even his brain got some cracks and became like this. He married Yeonsul for the sake of money— he used his handsome face, sweet and kind heart self— to make Yeonsul fall for him— but after them getting married, he slowly changed and showed his real plan— and he literally showed his true colors after Yeonsul giving birth to their son.

"Tae?" Yeonsul called. Taehyung looked at his mom. He stopped what he was doing on his study table— "mom—" he said and quickly checked his mom's wrist and face.

"He didn't hurt you right?" Taehyung asked.

"He didn't hurt me physically— but emotionally he did— the way he looks at her on that party— it is something he never did to me." She said as he helped his son stand up and handed his food and some water.

"Mom—" Taehyung said and all he can do is hug his mother. "Awee I'm glad that my son didn't stopped hugging me— your hugs and your existence is the only nice thing that happened to me. You being my son is the best thing I've experienced." She said and smile to Taehyung.

Years passes by... Taehyung live a life wherein him hating his own father and never received the love he deserves but he doesn't care— all he cares about is his mom. He studied very well to make his mother proud always... for him his only priority and his life revolves around his mother— you might call him a mama's boy all you wang but he doesn't care.

"Mom—" Taehyung stopped when he saw his mother preparing a lunch for him— which he thinks that was so unusual—

"Mom— I'm going home for lunch you know that." He said.

"Eyyy— you need to share this with your friends on your exam. I heard eating some rice cakes while reviewing with your friends will make your memory sticky." She said. Taehyung looked at her and helper her.

"Mom— that was just a belief— that if we eat rice cake before exam the rice cake's stickiness will help us to stick what we have read." He said.

"Now get ready there. I will give you a ride on your way to school. I'll be meeting some friends." She said... and just like that Taehyung followed his mother's order to him like the good son he is.

"Good luck! Give me those passing results when you came back! Do your best ~ as always your try I'm already proud of you remember that." She said smiling— and right there Taehyung can tell just by looking at her mom's eyes... tiredness... but still fighting for the sake of him.

"What have you've done? What did you told them?!" Jaewon said as he harshly pulled Yeonsul's arms back inside their house.

"I just said what was real with us... with your plans to them. You are insane Jaewon— you need some—" She wasn't able to tell some words when she received a slap from Jaewon. Painless she doesn't feel any pain anymore— she felt like she was numb—

"You are just useless the way you are!" He said with all of his frustrations. "If you just shut your mouth Sungjin might died today— and me and Mido will be back again!" Pain physically she doesn't feel it but emotionally and mentally... she was never loved by her parents as she was adopted... and his husband is a walking and living clown jerk— and his son is the only blessing he received—

"So you still love her... that never changed" she said without any emotions in her voice staring nothing—

"What did you thought I really loved you? You don't deserve any of it I used you because you have money well at least be glad that you were adopted by some rich family and they are dead— someone who was abandoned like you is just a trash." He said.

"You are really heartless and a jerk— how could you—" she said as her tears started streaming down to her face— she was not crying because of pain— she was angered—

"At least my son made me feel I was loved— if there is someone who doesn't deserve anything here that was you. You calling me delusional that you will never loved someone like me— have you ever like seen a mirror? You have to see yourself— how much you are begging for someone's attention— you must see how selfish, manipulative jerk you are—" and again right there she receives a slap.

"Slap me all you want— hurt me all you want— but guess what— Mido will never like someone jerk like you!" Yeonsul said smiling at him making Jaewon feels like he was being insulted and mocked— so just right there she throw some hurtful words to her before leaving her—

Yeonsul went to the bathroom to clean herself... she looked at herself... totally ruined— she tried to smile so when her son came back— but she can't anymore— she open a cabinet and get some amount of pills— "I want to take some rest..." she said.

On that day Taehyung came home feeling happy for passing the exam— he called his mother everywhere... and decided to walk in her room... he heard the faucet was running but the door was widely opened— and right there she found her mom... lifeless— eyes looking like she just went into so much crying. Taehyung stepped back— and throw the exam results on the floor he hugged his mother and called her many times hoping she would answer— but right there he knows his mother left him... he stood up— went out and started running many things was running in his head too— he saw can see a car that was running fast as it was on the momentum because the stoplight was in green— he decided to stepped in he was supposed to be dead but he was not because he was avoided by that car his knees felt so weak and right there... he collapsed.

He woke up in the hospital— he got some scratches most probably it was because of the shuttered glass on that accident— he took off the IV on his wrist and went upstairs to the rooftop decl of the hospital—

When he reached the rooftop hr decided— he was hoing to kill his self on that day at the rooftop of the hospital— but he was stopped by an old man who was dying too... "you shouldn't waste your life. I understand that it was tiring— I understand how it was exhausting... I understand we all have different battles in life— but you shouldn't do it— if no one was there to save you... save yourself... at least you have yourself... it is hard... but I know you can... if no one was there to listen to you... at least Him will listen to you... regardless it was an answered or not answered yet... He will surely gives you an answer." The old man looked at the wide blue sky.

"think of people who suffer from disability but still fighting— think of people who overcome the feeling that you feeling right now... they are fighting too— so you can fight too." He said smiling at him.

"I'm sorry for leaving you son... as much as I want to stay... I'm really tired— I don't have the will on keeping on... But remember that I did really try— the day you were born... I was really happy that day... seeing you growing up to a lovely man... I know you can fight it... you are strong... stronger than me... please stay strong... I will always stay there in your heart... I will always believe in you... and one day I know someone will replaced me... someone who will stay by your side... stronger than me of course... and will love you the more I did— I love you son... please stay alive... stay strong..."

He suddenly remembered his mother's letter that was handed by the police today when he was on his way upstairs. "I'm going to leave you here... take care and live a good life okay." He said smiling to Taehyung.

Taehyung was left there while sitting on the floor— he saw a boy— "is he trying to—?" He noticed that the boy was touching it carefully touching the air— "he is blind—" he said.

He noticed what the boy was trying to do because it was exactly what he wants to do— he is not sure if he have the rights to save someone as he— himself planned to do something stupid— but he just followed his guts— before the boy could bump on the rails — "ah ex—"

"You should be at least grateful that you were given a second chance to live— I don't know what happened to you.... but think about this way- there are people who were asking for more time... but they weren't given a chance because it was their time already— and you— you are here standing— you maybe lost one of the most important sense— but remember you are not the only one who experienced it—there are many of you fighting for this." Taehyung said— he doesn't understand what he was saying too— but it was true... they should be thankful at least that they are still alive... and have the chance to fight and live life in the fullest. The boy started crying— and Taehyung decided to hug him— he was just following his guts—

"I know you will do great 4 years from now." Taehyung said he was too comfortable with the boy being around him...

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Okay as I've mentioned on the warning above— here is a quick summary for this chappy—

Taehyung father has a past with Jungkook's mom— he was obsessed to make it short— because of this he decided to marry Taehyung's mom and used her — Taehyung's mother died— and that day the boy who was saved— was Jungkook... and the one who helped him was Taehyung.

Okaaay I hope that make sense but imma drop the screenshot of my notes here—

Yes Im that one writer who writes the whole plot and gets lazy— after doing it 😂😂 anyways I hope you enjoy this chapter 🥲 have fun reading and please do comment and vote ~