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Chaerin's POV

(Next day)

I took my phone and didn't received any message from him unlike before. He is the first to text me and he will call me just to greet me in the morning.

Now, damn. I just felt the pain this morning from what happened last night. I didn't felt the wound last night since I am really going crazy. I understand that Felix did that because of a reason. What hurts the most is, he doesn't trust me anymore. It was like Felix turned his back on anyone, even me.

"Chaerin?" Heiran called and knocked on my door "Are you awake?"

I hurriedly opened the door "Hey"

"You didn't ate breakfast and lunch. Are you really not gonna eat?" Heiran asked

"I am fine. I just want to rest for now"

"We also have to clean your wound. Look, it's bleeding again-" Heiran

"How about Felix? Is he okay? Did Kyungmi treat his wound?"

"Why do you have to worry about him? He is fine. You have to worry about yourself. Please, you have to gain strength" Heiran

"I'm fine. I just really want to rest"

She shook her head and held my right hand "Let's eat together. I didn't ate earlier" she didn't even let me talk and dragged me out of my room

"Chaerin, you should eat" Kyungmi said as soon as she saw me

"Yes-"

"Read the car" Prince Felix said as he went downstairs wearing his formal clothes

"Are you going somewhere, your highness? I'll just get ready-"

"No one told her?" Prince Felix

No one told me what? Damn it.

"Your highness, you can't just decide-" Kyungmi

"She was my personal assistant and I get to decide whatever I want to happen" Prince Felix

Was?

"Your highness-" Kyungmi

"Are you against my decision? You can leave with her. Just do what I told you to do" Prince Felix said and left

Fuck.

Right. This is what I am expecting to happen. He will make me leave this palace. What do I expect? I disappointed him big time.

Kyungmi handed me an envelope "He wanted me to give you this. He said that you have to leave. He doesn't want to see you once he came back. I am sorry Chaerin"

A smile curved on my lips "That's fine. I was expecting this to happen. I won't make it hard for you. I will leave right away"

As I turned around, my tears started falling from my eyes. I walked and entered my room. I locked the door, and there. My tears fell nonstop.

What the hell, Felix.

I started packing my things with tears on my eyes. I want to apologize earlier but looks like he doesn't need it. If leaving this place will make him forgive me, I will. I will leave this place right away.

Felix, you were the first guy that made me go crazy and can't stop thinking about. You are the guy who made me so happy and I couldn't ask for more. I just want to end up with you and live happily forever.

But what now?

Looks like everything fell apart.

You can't even look in my eyes.

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"We're here" the royal family's driver said

"Thank you for driving me here. I am seriously grateful for your kind actions"

"Chaerin, you became close to everyone. You are like the happy pill of the palace. I am willing to drive you and watch you go home safely" driver

I bowed "Thank you. I guess I'll see you next time" I smiled and got out of the car carrying my clothes. I watched the car drove away from the Love Orphanage.

"Ahn Chaerin!" Sungho shouted as he ran towards me and hugged me tight "I missed you! Are you here on a vacation?"

"Sungho, stop asking her. You go and carry her things" head officer of Love Orphanage said

"Yes" Sungho answered and carried my things

I bowed "I apologize for disappointing you"

She hugged me tight "You didn't disappoint me. I am proud of you. You did so well and it's not your fault. I heard everything from the King. Maybe the job wasn't really for you... And Prince Felix is probably mad that's why he sent you away"

"I-I'm sorry"

Head officer caress my back "Shhhh. It wasn't your fault. You did so well. I know the job isn't the reason why you are crying. I know it's something else. Mind to tell me?"

"Everything started alright and almost fell apart but it didn't. We continued and we even arrived in the stage where we can't even let go of each other... But I broke his trust. I just realized trust is more important than the love... And we just lost it. He lost it"

She smiled at me "He is probably mad right now but the love and trust is still in him. He just lost and his feelings explode. The feeling that he is keeping for a long time. You know now that the pain in him finally lessen. Everything will become better. He will be enlightened of all the things that he was confused. The Prince will come back to you... A much better ending is waiting for the both of you"

"I hope so" I smiled

But that smile is a sign that I am hoping....

It still hurts.

He can't even say my name like he used to.

He can't even look at my eyes like he always do...