The sufferings

Jay's POV

Keifer you're such a jerk, you always hurt me and then comes back to me like nothing happened. Not this time, I'll not be forgiving you, "stay away", and I again kicked him, and he literally fell on the floor, he balanced himself.

"Just undone me once, then I'll show you..", I was saying but he kept his palms on my lips, "Jay", he looks into my eyes and "Jay... it's been so long, let me look at you, let me feel you.. let me..", and a tear drop off his eyes, he asides the hairs coming on my face, and unties me gently, "I know you'd have attacked me if I left you untied". 

He took my hands in his, "you're my goddess, my everything Jay, I'd legit construct a temple for you", and he kissed my hands, "thank you for taking care of my family, my brothers", he knelt down in front of me and downs his head, "do whatever you want to do? anything... I'm your guilty". This made me confuse, "what do you want?", he said in a low tone, "punishment for hurting you".

I smirked, "really?", I got up from chair and held him from collar and punched him, one...two.. then three which made him bleed near the lips, but he didn't retaliate but kept sitting in front of me. I was frustrated but tired as well and I sits back on chair, "why? why?", my voice trembled, he held me from my shoulders, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for everything", but I push his hands, "don't you touch me".

Keifer downs his eyes, "please hear me once, just for..", I pushed him and finds my way to leave but he stops by holding my hands, "Jay", and he pulled me into a hug, "I need you", I didn't constrain for a moment, maybe I need that too. That embrace, that warm space for which I was yearning for two years, but soon I tried to get off but his grip was too tight on me. 

I tried pushing him but it's useless so I hit on his chest, "leave me", he sniffed, "not this time", it's clear his voice was too heavy like he's crying, I kept hitting him, "you're a jerk, complete jerk, I hate you Keifer, I really hate you", and he was taking my every hit like it's nothing or maybe he knew he deserves this, gradually my strength died and the pace of hitting him became slow and my hands gave up but his grip never loosened.

I kept my head on near his heart, his heartbeat was too loud, "why are you still holding me when you've your new family, your own dau..daughter?". He didn't reply and once again my anger surged, "stop playing fucking games Keifer", and once again I kicked him, maybe where I'd not, he backed off, "ahh.. this might affect our future", he groaned.

What? our future? I scoffed, "Just go to hell", but his expressions were literally serious, he makes it sure that I'm looking into his eyes, "I'm not playing any game, it's our life Jay, our fucking life". 

He pressed his hands against my shoulders, breaths heavily, "things are not like its appearing, there's too much for you to know", I shook my head, "but nothing can justify your deeds, having a daughter, you chose someone else", I removed his hands, "there's someone else who calls you Prince, a daughter calling you father but not mine", I got tears, I don't want to cry but I did, my helpless eyes couldn't hold them anymore.

I pointed my finger at him, "just take your responsibility back from me, hold your Watson empire, and your brother, I'm done", and once again I chose to leave, "it's always you Jay, there's no someone else in my life", I smirked, "I know you're a good liar, but at least be obvious when you know the other person knows everything".

He caught me mid- step, holding from the back, "that's why I tied you", I tried to get off but of course his strength is double than mine, "leave me", instead of releasing he just carried me and made me sit on chair. 

He knelt down, "I myself can't count that how much time I've hurt you, but trust me I was feeling the same, broken, shattered and lost ", I sighed, "sometimes I just think what kind of man I'm, when I can't protect my loved ones, not the one my mother raised", he said.

He's playing with words again, "just give me the fucking reason for leaving me like this. Aries asked me not to get attached with you, but I did, and you broke up with me without a reason, I'm still waiting for its explanation".

"Still, I chose to wait, cause you asked me not to give up, but you left after making promises?  and here it's me taking your brother's responsibility and crazily searching for you... just to find you've a daughter? and a fucking fiancée? what do you think of me Keifer, a fool in love".

I continued, "when Kuya Angelo said I'd not take the custody, I did cause I always took your brothers as my family, when my father asked me to join him in business I chose to stay in London cause it's all your and your mother's sacrifice, when everyone said you died, I trusted and kept searching for you. I gave my everything Keifer, and what did I got? huh... when I find you there's someone calling you Prince, there's a baby calling you her father", I wiped off my tears, "what did I do to deserve this all, what did I...". 

He held my hands, "how can I be a father of someone else than our watcher and caretaker? it's impossible, Jay... for me to even look at anyone else than you is a sin, and having a kid, that's like sneezing while keeping your eyes open".

How can he give such nonsense example, "yes, I'm blind right", he smiled, "no, I'm a jerk, you're right I'm an asshole, your Gago baliw", the way he said it made me smile as well but I suppressed it, "don't joke me at this moment". He coughs, "hmm.. let's get to point, Neither I love Diana nor her daughter is mine, even I'm ready to prove it with paternity test".

Keifer's POV

You're sitting in front of me; "I never thought you'll find me this way. I was about to return in some time after completing my work, but before that you got me, ahh you're the smartest". But I swear Jay, I never looked towards anyone else, "Yes, I can prove myself, it's just I needed a shelter, and she wants a father for her unborn child". She didn't say anything, "okay, you want explanations? Let's start from beginning". 

Two years ago, me and Jay came into relationship and we're really happy. I don't know but being with her felt like a blessing, after my mother left, I was incomplete, but she made me feel like I'm complete. She brings a joy with herself, a positive energy whcih gives me strength, I want to make it forever with her. 

I know Aries would mind, of course he's too much protective for her and knowing me he'd never agree but I don't care cause I love her truly, and I'm ready to become a man who can turn down the world for her. Even Angelo wanted me to stay away, but I'll fight for her, with everyone

One can fight with others but what about yourself? your fucking destiny? when your own people became your enemy, when all the responsibilities are loaded on your shoulder, you choose to let go the one you always want to carry, for their protection only. When I found my family members are targeting Jay to get me, my wealth I decided to break up without any closure I chose to move away, maybe the first time I hurt her, but I was determined to get her back when I'll get my inheritance. 

Damn, it's impossible for me to get away when I'm used to her smile, I made her cry. What kind of man I'm, who can't protect my loved ones and what if she gave up on me. How I'm supposed to live without the woman I love, I love the most. But my mom sacrificed her life, for me, for my brothers and family, I've to filial. With a heavy heart I moved to London, just a few weeks Jay, please hold on. 

All the nights were long, whenever I used to see moon, I can see her smiling and then my eyes went on clouds hovering around it, "huh, my condition is same I can jsut hover around but can't get you". And then I got an idea, I contacted her through a fake I'd, at least I can know how's doing. 

"My Mrs Future Watson", I saved her contact, she responded, and I feel too guilty for this as she's so alone that she's sharing her problems with a stranger, when it's to me, with her, to hear her... to hug her and say, "don't worry I'm always there for you". 

Finally, I got some way to interact her, to annoy her with my flirting, To My Future Mrs Watson, "the lollipops here make me feel like that's how your lips might taste, I bet sweeter than these", From My Future Mrs Watson, "you're a jerk, don't contact me". 

I literally love this, Ahh... I wish I can see her expressions this time. It's my birthday, I wish can go back to see her and meet her again. It's almost a month. I've hugged her, tasted her sweet lips and felt her around me. 

The fuck? Jay is kidnapped by, I've to go. To protect her, it took me hours to reach there but it doesn't matter I've to save her, as soon as I land my search for her begun. And as expected it's Ram and his brother Sato, of course can't take a defeat so choose to be coward and attacked my girl but he doesn't know, I'm a Watson, won't be sparing anyone touching my girl. 

The fight broke, somehow, she's shocked to see me, but my heart felt a comfort after seeing her, her one glance made me feel like I'm alive. We fought together, and who says women needs protection, she's much stronger than us, once she's released from the ropes the way she handled those boys. 

One of them targeted her with the gun, no way anyone can touch her, and I became a shield in front of her, the bullet just brushed my right arm, and I was in her arms, I won't mind dying there. And the next moment, my eyes were opened in the hospital ward, only thing I did was to look for her, "Jay". Aries told me about her condition, I contacted her through the fake I'd, why is she saying to give up on me. Please Jay, please don't do this. 

I don't know if she knows that the text mate is me only, she said she's going to give up on me, no it can't be. How I'm supposed live without her, she's my everything and I need her for my whole fucking life, I tried... I tried a lot to distance herself from me, push her away but I can't. I really can't lose her.

I was injured, but more than that my heart was in pain, I gathered myself up and get off the bed and approached Jay's ward. I saw Aries was still there, and after a while he left. I saw from the glass that Jay was sleeping, her face was little visible, I entered with silent steps and sits beside her, I can't see her pale face, "what I've done to you?", I kissed her forehead, "I promise I'll make up for every single moment I made you suffer".

I have to go for now, my tears fell off I had no control over them, I kissed on her lips lightly, "don't give up on me Jay, I know you're listening to me, please give me some time, I'll fight for our love". I got up and left. Keigan and Keiran were already waiting for me outside the hospital with Uncle Ryder, I can't mess up the things, my mom sacrificed herself for it, I've to do this all.

I know she'll understand me, and she did, she literally decided to wait for me, but my work was still not done, but I need to go for her birthday, I promised her to visit, I manage to get two days and my private jet was ready to fly, to take me to Jay. 

The plane took off with a whirring sound; after fucking fifteen days I'm going to meet Jay. I just want to reach ASAP and hug her, it's been months I've not hugged her properly and tasted her lips and I've to kiss her for all the profanities, damn there are so many. I'll just pick her up and swirl around, will take her on date and yes her gift. What should I gift her, when she's herself so precious everything will look so dull in front of her.

I kept thinking and looked outside the window, there were clouds all around, such a beautiful scene, I wish I could gift her the sky, the heaven and everything. Is it possible that I can give her own sky and land, yes, an island. A place where we can live peacefully, just her and me, that's perfect. I'll ask Honey to find such dealers. I was drifted away by sleeping, she is still appearing in my dreams, just few more hours and we'll be together my messy cat, my Miss Universe.

And suddenly I jolted, I realised there's some problem in plane. I went into cockpit, "what's wrong?", the pilot didn't respond but was trying to contact ATC, he's sweating and panicking. He pressed some of the buttons, "fuck, how's this possible", he bangs the system with his hand, "fuel supply is failed".

My eyes widened, "what?", he took off his headset, "it's over, someone forged with the system", the pilot took a deep breath. and we saw the airplane changing its direction, Pilot held the handle at least I'll try it won't crash in civil area. I frustrated, "what the hell are you saying? are you out of your mind?", I tried contacting through the system. He diverted the plane, "even if we connect there's no use, fuel supply is blocked". 

Though it's waste to jump, cause its ocean under us but we tried out luck and jumped off the flight, and our parachutes were opened and soon we're separated and saw flight submerging into the water.

I was flying in sky without a hope, "I'm sorry, I'm unable to fulfill my promise, I'm really sorry for not arriving on time, Jay maybe in another universe", and tears dropped off my eyes, "I'm sorry Aries, sorry my brothers, I'm leaving you alone". When no land was seen, I closed my eyes as soon as I was going down, "mom, I'm coming to you, I'm coming...". 

To Be Continued... 

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Hello! hope you're all doing well. Okay, too much emotional, right? this one is last fs.  But you guys are the sweetest, ahh thanks for such lovely comments. I mean I've my own personal issues to handle but it made literally made my day. Literally thank you, it's a privilege to be loved, I cherish everyone of you❤️