Chapter 1 - Over and over

Dipper's POV.

The covers were soft and made me want to sleep in them forever. Sadly it was time for school. ''DIPPSHIT GET YOUR ASS OUT OF BED, TIME FOR SCHOOL!'' My annoying sister yelled in my ear like almost every morning. ''five more minutes'' I said with a sleepy voice and rolled over. I didn't really like my sister she always ran around school dragging me along and when I told her to let go of me or give me some space to do some things for myself, she always reacts with 'Do that nerdy stuff in your own time'. With her around, I barely have 'own time' and when she finally leaves me alone at school then bullies always seem to find me. Yes, they leave bruises but nobody cares about that.

Then suddenly I felt myself getting dragged out of bed. ''OW HEY STOP!" I fell hard on my side. ''When I say get up you get up!'' She said with annoyance in her voice. I stood up and sighed checking my hand if it was still okay since I heard a weird crack. Luckily it was okay. Then I walked to the bathroom getting ready for school.

My head hurt from getting literally dragged out of bed, and hitting it against the ground. I looked into the mirror, and I swear I saw something in the mirror. I looked behind me but there was nothing. Sometimes I'm still hallucinating from that demon. I looked back at the mirror but it was gone. Sighing I splashed some water on my face. Why am I still seeing or hearing things? He's gone. We defeated him. There is no Bill Cipher anymore.

I got out of the bathroom and ate some breakfast, and then left to go to school. Mabel was sitting next to me, talking to some boy in front of her. Normally this wouldn't bother me much but now it kinda did, this boy just felt...off... I didn't say anything about it but I listened to their conversation carefully. They were both flirting with each other, I just rolled my eyes at this. Finally we got off the bus and walked to the school's entrance. ''Who was that you were talking with earlier Mabel?...'' I asked her unsure if I should've asked in the first place. ''Oh just a boy. His name James~ and we have a lot of things in common.'' Yeah actually I don't really care, as long as he won't kill her then I'm fine.

''OMG DIPPER LOOK AT THAT'' Aaaaand here we go again. She dragged me by my arm towards a poster on the wall. ''THEY STARTED A BAKING CLUB, WE NEED TO JOIN THE BAKING CLUB DIPPER!'' Everyone was looking at us and I could just feel my anxiety kicking in. ''M-Mabel please... Stop yelling...Everyone is looking at us.'' I just felt my cheeks heat up in embarrassment. ''WHO CARES WE NEED TO JOIN THE BAKING CLUP!'' She said jumping up and down drawing even more attention on us. ''Mabel... I'm already in the science club... And you can't join two clubs at the same time...'' I wanted to get out of here and fast. ''THEN DITCH THEM WE NEED BAKING~!!!'' I couldn't take the embarrassment anymore and pulled myself away from her grip and got out of there as fast as I could. We weren't allowed to run in the halls but now it was necessary.

Then suddenly I got pulled back by my hair and throw in the boys' bathroom. I yelped out in pain it just was so sudden. Looking up at who just threw me at a wall, fear crept up my body. It was Drake with his two friends, Jael and Chris. They were my bullies, and they basically owned this school. Everybody listened to them without questions, and they always managed to get away with everything.

I knew why they pulled me in here, they wanted money. They always did on Wednesday. So I sighed and started to grab my wallet....My wallet. WHERE IS MY WALLET?! I panicked and then realized that I forgot it at home because Mabel dragged me out. Oh no...

''Look...I don't have money on me right now so-'' Their leader cut me off ''Boys check him if he isn't lying.''

Then Jael and Chris approached me. Jael grabbed me and Chris pulled my backpack off my back. ''I really don't have anything!'' Jael started to check all my pockets which made me very uncomfortable.

Then Chris ripped open my backpack and emptied it on the ground, looking through my stuff. They couldn't find the money of course but they did saw Grunkle Ford's journal. ''Is this some kind of diary or something'' Drake looked at me.

''N-no it's jus-'' Chris grabbed the journal and opened it, looking at the first pages. ''This is some kind of kids' book'' He laughed, ''Hear this Leprecorn: A disappointment to unicorn enthusiasts and leprechaun hunters alike, these giggling freaks of nature are found near rainbows and boxes of sugary cereal with colorful marshmallow shapes.''

They started to laugh at the journal's entry and me. ''He really is a baby!'' Chris looked at a few more pages and then threw it on the ground. I wanted to grab it but then I saw on which page it opened on. BILL CIPHER. I started to tremble slightly feeling a gush of wind go through my hair. The bullies saw my scared form and Drake grabbed the book off the ground.

''You scared'' He looked at the page seeing Bill. ''of a triangle?'' He started laughing again. ''No wonder that you always almost shit your pants when you walk into geometry.'' He then held the book in front of me and his friends forced me to look at the page.

''Read.'' I looked at him not wanting to read the page for them. ''I SAID READ.''

I swallowed thickly. Then I spoke in a trembling voice.

''B-bill...Bill Cipher.''

I shakily inhaled as I continued.

(an: This is literally from the journal so if you want you can skip)

''B-Bill can't be trusted.

I must now reveal the name of my 'Muse.' Beware Bill! The most powerful and dangerous creature I've ever encountered. This nightmare in disguise will seduce you with never-ending flattery until he gets what he wants – and what he wants is the destruction of this reality!'' I bit my cheek and then continued again.

''Whatever you do, never let him into your mind. There is no telling what damage Bill might do. How many of my thoughts have been manipulated? Dreams corrupted? My right eye is so sore it bleeds on the page – the cost of letting him possess me. Has he possessed others? According to my research, his deceit can be detected. It is possible to follow the demon into a person's mind and prevent his chaos.

Do not summon at all costs.'' I felt a heavy weight being lifted off my shoulders. It was done. I read it.

The bullies started to laugh again. ''So how do you 'summon this triangle''' Drake said more as a statement than a question.

I looked at him. He didn't want to actually summon him right? ''I-I can't say that...'' He looked at me with the seriously face.

He rolled his eyes ''Say it Pinetree.''

....? Pinetree?

''What d-did you just call me?...''

He raised his eyebrow. ''I said whimp.'' Weird...I know I heard him say Pinetree. Must be the hallucinations...

Then he looked at the book and grabbed the top of one page and made a small rip in it. My eyes widened ''NO STOP! PLEASE DON'T TEAR IT!''

''Then tell me the summoning ritual.'' He laughed. I bit my tongue and then sighed. ''O-okay... just please don't rip it.''

I thought back to the other journals ''So what you need are eight candles and a picture of your victim with crossed out eyes... Then place the candles in a circular formation with the picture in the middle, and then all you have left to do is chant the summoning spell...'' I knew his summoning spell, but one I didn't want to think about it and I definitely didn't want to tell them.

''And that is?'' Jael asked. I looked at the drawing of Bill in the journal. ''I don't know the spell.'' I lied.

They looked at each other. ''eh who cares about a dump and fake dorito anyways.'' I was relieved that he didn't make me say the spell. ''But we still want money, so go to your stupid sister and get money off her. If she doesn't have any...Well, that sucks for you then. Then come back here after school, and you better have money.'' I gulped. Shit, what if Mabel didn't have any.

Shit shit shit shit.

''Oh and because you didn't know the spell...'' He gripped one of the journal's pages and ripped it out. ''NO!!!!'' I screamed at him with tears in my eyes. He ripped out a journal entry! I wanted to attack him but his friends had a metal grip on both of my arms. I could only watch him rip out page after page.

I looked at this all with pain in my eyes and I screamed at him to stop, but of course he didn't...Till at least 18 pages were ripped out. The pages were laying on the dirty bathroom floor. Then the bell rang, meaning that it was time for class. I felt tears rolling down my cheeks.

''Heh let's go guys, don't wanna get caught here.'' Drake said to his friends. As the final blow, Chris pushed me on the ground and gave me one last kick in the stomach. Then they left.

There I was laying on the dirty floor of the boys' bathroom. I looked at the pages scattered across the floor. Eventually I got up and grabbed the ripped pages. I put them in the book and slid my books back into my backpack.

My breathing was very unstable, they just ruined grunkle Ford's journal... They just ruined my life. How am I gonna explain this to Ford? This was his work! This was like his life!

I tried to wipe my tears away but they just kept coming back. I can't go to class like this... But if I don't then my teachers will probably call my parents because I was absent. I can't be skipping class. I decided to just keep my head low so nobody would see my tears.

Then I ran to class.

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First chapter is done!

I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. Well as far as it was enjoyable... seeing Dipper getting that shi ain't funny. But you know what I mean.

Oh and I half wrote this on Wattpad and half wrote this on Word.

Again thank you for reading my book!

Shadow out~!