chapter 19 | Little Boy

First, she cooks lamb skewers, which is my favorite meal, and then she wants to take me to an aquarium, which is also what I like doing the most when I go out? This must be a dream.

"Yes, I'd love to. I've always wanted to go to one of those but my parents don't ever have the time, so last time I went there I was with my brother but we got lost..." some embarrassment fills me as I couldn't keep this to myself, but the sight of her laughing makes me feel less awkward about it. "You got lost? How is that possible? There are many boards to guide you."

"I know, but I meant in the train," I smile, revealing the dumb side of me, even though she already knows how clumsy I am. "I checked the direction on my phone, but the station sounded like the one my dad told me to stop at, so...we ended up being on the train for three hours, then since we were not where we should have been, we had to come back, but the next train was one hour later...so...yeah...I ruined our day because we had to go back home in the end."

She giggles at me, not holding back but causing me to smile shyly. "You're unbelievable, Jungkook," she shakes her head, exhaling sharply. My delight and enjoyment doesn't fade away, but I look down, eating the rest of my dinner. "Don't forget to ask your parents if that's fine with them, you can say it's to improve your French and have a lesson about animals and all."

"I will," I titter, seeing what she's doing. "But they won't disagree, I know them. However, my brother will probably complain because he's not invited, but I want to be with you only..."

"Well, I'll take him to it another day if he wants. I wouldn't want to make him sad," she causes some bitterness, mentioning him but making me feel like he's as important as I am to her. "But anyway, we'll go by car, so no need to worry about anything, we won't get lost."

"Good to know," I smile but put my chopsticks down, feeling full after such a meal. "Was it good?" she asks, toying with her the bottom of her glass while staring at me. "Yes, that was delicious. Thank you for this meal," I express, licking my lips but drinking my Coke.

"Great, I have some dessert if you want," she stands up, taking the empty dishes but making me feel a bit bad for not doing it myself. "I don't know what you like the most," she gathers up the chopsticks to place them over the plates but move back to the kitchen. "Oh, anything you have will be good."

"What about a chocolate cake that I baked yesterday?" she peeks at me through the glass doors, and I nod to her, keeping my eyes fixed on her body. "Unless you baked it for you only. I don't want to eat everything."

"No, it's fine. Actually, I baked it for a meeting yesterday, so I didn't even eat that much of it," she causes some questions to appear in my head. I grab the tissue she gave me to wipe my lips. "Oh...you had a guest yesterday as well?" I try to get to know who it was, sounding a bit too indiscreet but not being able to restrain myself. "Yes, it was just a colleague. It was just for French."

"Hm..." I acquiesce, wondering who it could have been and already feeling jealous. "Do you want to wait a little bit before eating the dessert, or you want it now?" she changes the subject. "Are you eating now?"

"I'm going to wait a little," she answers and gives herself the answer to her question, I do the same as her. "Okay, then I wait too."

"All right," her voice resounds in a quieter way, and she opens the fridge to take the bottle of Coke out and come back with it. "We can get on the sofa if you want," she grabs her glass, and I stand up to follow her to the sofa behind me.

She sits down, her thighs becoming bigger and even sexier like this, I sit down by her side and put my glass down on the coffee table, seeing her do so with her glass of wine. She opens the bottle. "Sorry if I look ugly when I'm natural, I always look bloated when I eat something," she giggles but makes herself look even cuter. "You're still beautiful no matter what, don't worry," I smile but see her fill my glass again.

•••

6:40 pm.

The time now ringing the end of this joyful moment, I walk back to the front door of Miss Han's house with her, not happy about this since I wish I could have stayed here all night long. "I hope you had a good time and ate well," she smiles at me as I'm putting my shoes on. I nod. "I did, I really had a great time here. The time really flew by."

Ther softness upon her face doesn't become less vivid. "Don't forget to talk about the aquarium to your parents and tell me what they think, okay?" she reminds me of it, but I acquiesce. "I know."

"All right then, have a good evening and night, I had a good time with you. You're cuter than I even imagined," she drops her gaze down but chuckles in an adorable manner as if she was shy. I don't hold back from trying my luck, I step forth and bend my head forth to lock our lips and slide my hand under her cardigan to touch her her one last time. I kiss her in a passionate manner out of want, but once she returns it, her hands cup my face, so I put my other hand on the other side of her waist to feel her warm skin against mine and be stimulated with love and lust.

I do not soften it but keep going with hunger, the excitement taking over me, I wrap my arms around her and ask for more. "Hm-" I grip her top but slide my tongue in her mouth, feeling turned on against my will. She smiles but runs her fingers through my hair and kindly clasps my tongue with her lips before pulling away. Her lips leave mine when I wanted more from her, and she goes forth, pressing her breasts against my torso. "Let's see each other tomorrow," she whispers in my ear.

I bite my lips but open my eyes, feeling ridiculous for getting turned on too quickly again. I gaze down at her eyes and nod. "See you tomorrow..." I lick my lips that still taste like her and retreat to give her some space. I bow to her and then force myself to go out. I smile once I'm back on the way to my house but ruffle my hair. Why am I so addicted to her like I've never been for a girl?

I try to stop thinking about her scent and the softness of her warm skin, I get inside my house to go back home, but my father is already here to question me while cooking. "What were you doing?" he puts something in his mouth. I close the door behind me and take my shoes off. "I was talking with Miss Han..."

"About what?" he asks to know more, but my brother joins us and moves up to our father since he has food. "It was about my grades..." I lie but for a good reason, grasping my brother's attention without wanting to. "About your grades? And what did she say about them?" he smirks but sits down on the stool next to me.

"That I'm working well..." I keep my composure to not fight him, and he hums, in a cocky manner. "Great. That means she's proud of you."

"Uh..." I toy with my lips but look up at our dad. "I'm going to the aquarium with her tomorrow, is that okay?" my question instantly piques his curiosity. "Aquarium? Just together?"

"Yes, it's to learn the names of the fishes and all in French..." I use the excuse I was planning to say. "Oh, to learn the fishes name," he responds with a chortle escaping his mouth. "All right then."

"Can I join them? I wanna learn the fishes na-"

"No," I talk over my brother to interrupt him. "You're not coming. It's just me and her, otherwise you'll disturb us."

He sighs at my face and glances back at our dad. I want this day to be spent with her only, I don't want anyone else.

- Next day -

Sunday, October 05, 2019.

8 am.

I go out of my bedroom after getting ready for the day, leaving with a tight pair of black jeans, and a black turtle neck top. I check my texts while walking down the stairs, waking up at an early hour only because I know I'm going to have a good day.

I reach the living room but fall upon my little brother standing before the opened fridge. "What the hell are-" no time to finish my question, he jumps on his spot and whirls around, exposing what he was doing. "What are you doing here at this hour?" he whispers in an angry manner and puts the bowl of spaghetti in the fridge, but I pass by him to grab a bottle of milk and chuckle. "I'm getting ready."

"Now?" he raises his eyebrows but closes the fridge. "Yeah," I nod, serving myself some cereals to not leave with an empty stomach. "Wow. You're all dressed up," he mentions as expected from him. I do not pay attention but feed my stomach.

"Has she kissed you yesterday?" he doesn't keep his questions to himself, shoving his hand in the box of cereal to eat some of them. I smile and take a full spoon, remaining quiet purposely. "Oh yeah, she did," he figures out. "Just keep your mouth shut and don't say anything about it, all right?" I speak in a low voice, and he smirks at me but still acquiesces. "Hm."

"I don't even know why, but I'm nervous as hell," I chew on my food but look at him doing so and making a lot of noise. "You're always nervous when she's around, dude."

He's right.

I lick my lips but grab my phone to take a look at my texts. She sent me one only a minute ago.

< Good morning, I hope you haven't forgotten about the aquarium. Can you text me once you're ready to go? ]

[ Good morning, of course not! I haven't stopped thinking about it🤭 but I'm eating something right now, I'll come at your door once I'm ready to go. Is that okay? >

< It's okay, I'm waiting for you😊 ]

I smile like an idiot and lock my phone to finish my food quickly. "What has she said?" my brother understands this was her, so I gulp the milk down to be able to answer him. "She's waiting for me," I pass my tongue over my lips but grin again, before putting the bowl in the dishwasher with its spoon. "I'm going, I can't wait anymore," I walk up to the front door of the house and put my shoes on. "When do you come back? Are you gonna stay at her house afterwards?"

"I'd like to, but I don't think this will happen," I tell him and grab my leather jacket to wear it, taking hold of the keys in case I come back home at a late hour. "All right then, enjoy your time with this sexy woman," he chuckles to never put an end to the little provocations, but I brush it off and open the door. "Yeah, but she's my sexy woman," I smirk at him and leave before he could say something more.

I lock the door and head up to Miss Han's house, the one across ours. My heart is beating so fast that I feel ridiculous, why can't I be confident before her?

I bite my lips once I face the door, and I knock on it, licking my lips but remembering I haven't put my lip balm on. I hurry to take it out of my pocket and apply some of it, making sure my lips aren't dry but ready to meet hers.

As soon as the door opens, my heart skips a beat. I hide my lip balm and put it back where it was but catch sight of her, in flat thigh high boots, a tight checked skirt, and a black tight top. I hold back from biting my lips again or gaping, I smile at her but hear her sweet voice. "Hey, come in," she steps back to let me inside, so I move forth but love how matching our outfits are. We look like a couple already. "You're so pretty..." I smile but do my best to not check her out.

"Thank you, you are too," she titters but closes the door. Not knowing what to do or say, I tuck my hands in my pockets, nervously. "I took some food and drinks to eat on the road if you're ever hungry, the ride is probably going to take some time, so I want to make sure you're comfortable," she gazes into my eyes, these ones that find it hard to remain into hers only. "Oh, thank you, but you didn't have to..."

"You won't say the same once we'll have been in the car for one hour," she smiles but heads to the two bags laying on the floor, so I volunteer to help her, and take the two of them. "Thank you," she expresses her gratefulness and grabs hold of her keys, and her coat, so I follow her, and we both leave her house. She locks the front door behind us and leads us to her car.

She lets me put the bags in the trunk, so I do it, and we both enter the vehicle. I'm so excited about today, I can't stop my heart from jumping all the time.

1 hour later...

'YOUR P.O.V'

I stop for the third time in the same line of cars as the traffic jam is ruining the ride. I take a look at the boy by my side but see he's still sleeping like a baby. I smile without willing to, the sight of his innocent and adorable face hits me in the feels, he looks so gentle and soft with his lips parted that way, and his head inclined to the side. I'm pretty sure he will be embarrassed once he wakes up, but that's one of the cutest things to me.

I lower the volume of the music since I don't want it to wake him up, and I put my elbow against the door to rest my head on my hand. I don't know how long this ride is going to take, but I hope we won't be there two hours late.

I get my phone out and check my texts, noticing that one of my colleagues sent me a message.

< Your chocolate cake was delicious, thank you so much for this treat😘 ]

[ I'm glad to know you liked it, I'll bake one again if you want☺ >

I lock my phone and lay it on my lap once the cars finally run, and I go back on the way.

•••

10:30 am.

"Here we are," I smile and look around us now that we're inside, in the warmth. "Finally..." I add but take a peek at Jungkook who cannot stop being shy since he woke up in the car. "Isn't it pretty?" I ask for his attention, and he stares at me, his head nods to say yes, and he speaks out. "That's beautiful."

I return the same feelings but take my eyes off of him. "What would you like to see first?" I put my hands in the pockets of my coat. "The part where it feels like we're underwater, I've always wanted to try it," he now expresses some enthusiasm about it, so I listen and go towards that. It indeed is one of the best about this place.

"If you ever feel hungry or thirsty, tell me, all right? I'll buy something at a restaurant," I let him know since I feel like he's the type to not say anything but wait until I bring it up. "Okay," he licks his lips but stops himself. "Oh, wait. Those ones are pretty," he takes his phone out at the sight of the telephone booth turned into an aquarium, so I let him keep a picture of it and enjoy the moment by his side.

•••

12 pm.

"All right, what about this one then?" he points his finger to a specie of fish. "A goldfish," I check the name to make sure I'm right, but Jungkook shakes his head while chuckling. "I want the name in French."

"That is a 'poisson rouge'," I answer with no doubt, getting him to grin but move back and use another fish. "This one."

"That is..." I bite my lips but cross my arms. "Dory, they call it Dory-"

"Ya," he giggles but steps forth and gives me a little slap on the arm, sticking his body to mine once again as he seems to crave for some physical contact. "I know you're lying, don't fool me like that..."

"All right, it is..." I gaze up at the name written on the small board and answer him. "Paracanthurus hepatus, but in French, it's called a 'poisson-chirurgien'," I tell him the truth this time and look into his eyes. "Hm, can you repeat it? I don't understand a thing," he giggles like a baby but drops his eyes on my lips, his hand leaving my arm in a subtle manner to go down to the level of my waist and remain again his torso. "Poisson-chirurgien."

He tries to say it, his eyes never drifting away from my mouth. "Is that good?" his voice softens, and he peeks at my eyes, with his big and brown ones. "That is good. Your French is really good, I should say."

He doesn't take this compliment without being flustered, and he lets his laughter out in a delicate whisper before touching my waist and stepping away, timidly. The more the time is going, the more he's trying to touch me.

"Aren't you hungry?" I follow him while passing through the hallway that we already saw. "I am, I'm starving," he lays his hand over his flat stomach that can be seen now that he took his leather jacket off. "Let's go eat something then, I told you to tell me if you want to eat."

"I know, but I didn't pay attention," he fixes the collar of his turtleneck top, but once I smile, he does it too, licks his lips, and puts his attention on mine. I want to kiss him too, but we can't, not here.

"Here is a restaurant," I show him the place to bring his eyes there, and he already gets excited about eating. "That looks cozy and calm, that's perfect," he stops before the door but opens it and makes me go first, behaving like a gentleman on his first date. I don't say anything but enter the restaurant and head to the checkout, where the board with all the dishes indicated on it is. "What would you like?"

"Bossam," he says as if he knew what he wanted right when we came in. "Okay, I'm going to order some jajangmyeon," I open my shoulder bag to get my wallet out, but Jungkook grabs my hand to stop me in a gentle manner. "Here," he puts some cash in the palm of it. "I don't want you to pay for me."

"It's fine, Jungkook. I'm the one who invit-"

"No," he smiles and takes my wallet. "Pay with my money. Really."

"All right..." I sigh but give in since he has my money in his hand, I move towards the checkout and order our meal. Once it's done, I go back to him and hand him the rest of the money, so he gives me back my wallet, and I put it in my shoulder bag while getting to a table. We both pick the same one, in a corner with banquettes. We both sit down, I get at one side of the square table, and he sits at the left side of it to be closer to me. Our jacket and coat go on the cushions, and now we wait for the food to come.

Not even one second after getting comfortable and checking the notifications on my phone, I catch Jungkook looking at my breasts in my tight top, but he glances away momentarily when he realizes it. I act like I didn't notice it, I hold my smile in and do not care.

"What are you going to do once you're back home?" he questions me, so I take my eyes off of my phone. "I don't know yet, why?"

"Just wanted to know," he shrugs, struggling to lie. I grin but cross my arms over the table without glancing away. "What about you?"

"I don't know either..." he toys with a bottle of salt that is placed on the table, gazing down at it almost innocently. "And is there something you would like to do?"

"Stay with you..." he mumbles, but I still figure out each of his words, getting me to feel some softness in my chest. "But I don't want to be clingy, so...I'll probably go home and study for tomorrow's test..."

"You can stay with me if you want. I don't mind," I state the truth, making him raise his eyes up to mine and give me a tender look. "Are you sure?"

"I am, otherwise I wouldn't have told you this," I confirm my sentence but see on his face how excited he is about it. "I can't wait..."

•••

3 pm.

'JUNGKOOK'S P.O.V'

The front door of her house closes behind me, and I take my shoes and jacket off as she's doing so. "That feels warmer here, gosh..." she hangs her clothing on the coat rack and glances at me, she stretches her hand out to me, but I refuse. "I'm fine," I decide to put my jacket on it, and she walks towards the living room, so I follow her.

My eyes go down to her thighs, the inner part of them making me feel some shivers down my spine whenever I let my imagination work. "I guess you're not hungry anymore after eating the snacks in the car?" she turns towards me, getting my eyes to dart up, but she chuckles, so I do so like a dumbass. "I...yeah. I'm not hungry right now."

"Okay. What would you like to drink?" she stands at the door frame of the kitchen, holding onto the glass. I bite my lips and run my fingers through my hair. "Milk, please."

"All right," she whispers and moves to the fridge, so I sit down but cannot keep my eyes off of her. I'm feeling so weird inside today, and this sensation is heightened now that I'm alone with her after these long hours that seemed short.

I know this feeling pretty well, each time she was close to me physically, each time I was touching her or checking her out this burnt my veins like ever. I know I need to calm my hormones down if I don't want to be embarrassed in front of her, but now that we are alone in her house, this is literally impossible.

"Here is the milk," she comes back with two glasses in her hands, her eyes focusing on the liquid to make sure this doesn't leak. Once she sits next to me, her knee comes into contact with mine, and my stomach acts weirdly. I gulp down but take the drink, and I sip on it.

"Have you enjoyed your day? I hope it wasn't too annoying for you," she puts her glass down on the coffee table, but I swallow the milk and shake my head. "It wasn't annoying at all. I really liked it a lot."

"Well, I saw that you took some pictures. I guess you're going to show them to your little brother?" she smiles but brings him up again, leaning back on the sofa and reducing the space between our bodies. "I...Yeah."

"Great, I hope he won't be too mad at me for not taking him with us," she expresses some guilt when she should not, so I correct her words. "He won't. That was just between us anyway..."

"Our date," she smiles but lets a soft giggle run out of her mouth, sounding cute and shy. "Our first was really great then," I lay my eyes on her, forgetting the closeness between us. "I'm glad to hear that from you, but I want you to remember that we need to stay quiet and discreet at school, so no kisses or touches, all right?" she reminds me of the painful reality, but since I want to show her I'm serious, I acquiesce. "All right, I promise I won't do anything forbidden."

"Hm. You're always a good boy anyway, so I know you won't," her reply hits me hard in the heart, and I lick my lips once she leans forth to grab the remote control. I take this opportunity to have a glimpse of her thighs, loving the sight, lusting for them. I wish I could grab or get right between them.

I drink some of the cold milk that is still in my glass as she's coming closer again. As soon as her hand, that holds the remote control, lands on my thigh, I clench my jaw and do my best not to be affected. "Is there something you want to watch?"

"Hm...nothing in particular..." I lose my mind at her touch that is close to my crotch, and my hand flies up to my face to scratch my cheekbone. "Okay," she removes it, to my biggest unfortunate but relief. I set my sinful eyes on the TV now that it's turned on, but my brain doesn't agree with this, it starts to make me think of different stuff and creates some lewd images in my head.

I move my legs to relieve some tension in my body, one of her hands rubbing her thigh as she's looking for something to watch. I do not hold back from taking a peek at them, doing it often because of the temptation only.

"Oh, let's watch this," she goes forth and leaves the remote control on the table. She sits more comfortably on the cushions and crosses her legs. I pretend to move and change of position, I clear my throat and pass my hand between us to use the sofa as a support and push my hips back, feeling my arm flex against the side of her thigh. I slide my hand over my pants to touch her even more but keep it where it is to never keep my skin off of her. I hold my thigh but subtly bounce it.

"What's wrong?" she breaks the silence that was lingering. I swallow some of my shyness and look at her. "Nothing...why?"

"I don't know, you seem pretty nervous," she shrugs, perceiving what I feel inside and maybe even what is happening in there. "Hm...I can't lie," I smile but bite my lips, dropping my eyes on her rosy ones. I spread my legs almost unconsciously, my knee getting in contact with hers. She smiles at me but takes a look lower. As soon as her eyes catch sight of my erection tightly sticking out my pants, I lean forward and join our lips.